30thjuly.

Woke up , Damnit . Im so tired can .
Yawns . Went t prepare . My hair .
Machiam shit . Use th strightener .
My hand superpain . Walao .
Nvm , while doing i on th radio .
LOL . Heard th dj say , im suppose youre going t schl now yeah ?
Th boy say , yupp .
Dj say , Hmmmm . which schl youre from then ?
Boy reply , ACS bARKER .
Lol . Dj say , Wow , nicenice . Then youre a naughty boy huh .
Woah th boy bhb bodoh .
Say , YEAHH .
Dy say , trying t spoil your schl name , bad .
Lmao . Bhb .

Reached schl . So siannnnnn . Didnt receive any msges at tht time .
Kao eh , i wanna fall asleep alr .
PE first period . For th first time , pe was fun t me :DDD
Hahaas , played volleyball :D .
weeeees . So fun lahs pls .
I donno how t play , supertwin , in volleyball de , teach me .
Then my first hit , teacher&sisters say GOODBALL .
JOey&weiqi beside me , whisper , wahs . shanette first ball so good ley .
Lol ? Thought i cannot hear . LOL .
Then sms honey&jiejie . I wanna go sot alr .
Still dont touch my phone hooooor . I think i not sot also will go sot uhs =( Raahs .
Literature . Siansiansian . Getting more&more bored lahs please.
Suddenly got a few boys passed by my class .
Honeystead&qianyu say they talking bout me . I stun . o.o .
Huhs ? Talk bout me . Raaahs . What talking lahs they .
qianyu says eh cannot hear . LOL .
Then nvm lahs . But hor , i no offend people dont come find me hor ><

today .

woahs . I each day getting more and more tired please.
Today i super blur .
Morning call brendon .
I donno what i saying o.o .
I still sleeping . Then nvm . Lucky i call correct number .
My eye tht time SUPER CANNOT SEE BODOH .
Lucky no press wrong. phewphew .
Aft tht , i sleep again .
Wake up le send something t honey . Hohos .
He keep wah wah wah . LOL . Den got history test .
Damnit . half paper all black . Sure fail .
Maths , copy alot of notes . DAMN TIRED .
Sleep awhile nor . Qianyu make me wake up , zz . always liddat .
She ask me if i got gan superglue o.o .
Lmao . I say have , nicochia lahs .
Den her reaction so big o.o . REALLY AH ?
LOL . I say, yah lah . why ?
She say , got one friend of hers , like superglue keep sticking t her , then suddenly think of gan superglue very cute leh . LOL .
i nv crazy with her , carry on with my sleep .
Liyang came t sit beside me again . Eat breakfast . Alamak . Make me so hungry .
He ask me , i std with who o.o .
Zz ? I no std lahs can ?!? how come you all dont believe huhs -.-!
Stupid . Then went t lunch with angela sweetheart&liyang dii .
Sian . Went home aft tht .
Sleep for 3hour siol ! LOL .
I really got nohing t do uhs . HAhaa .
& now online . :DDD
OKay . Ive got nothing t post le .
This post is like , LONG ENOUGH ALR PLEASE :DDD

Schl was as usual today .
Did not have attire check .
I think th dm also tired alr luhs :D
Hohos , good thing worhs .
Homec made donuts . Yucks .
Stupid donuts , so yucks . Rahs .
Heard from people my homec practical test is make donuts siol ._. YUUUUCKS .
Teacher dumb luhs , keep choosing donut .
When waiting for th donut t be baked , honeystead talked bout 7th month .
Walao , my hair all stand bodoh .
Usually leys , i not scared whatever ghost stories she say de .
Like this is th first time i hear until hair stand siol -.-!
Then my teacher heard us talking bout it .
She go behind scared yixuan . LOLLLL!
Ren xia ren hui xia si ren de siol .
Then all of a sudden i felt so giddy . Damnit . Donno whats wrong with me .
Followed by stomachache .
Also , didnt really went for recess , stupid donut fault .
Take so long t finish , then no time for recess alr .
Music was aft recess , watch watch watch . Funny lahs .
Then in between got song .
Remus & jinteck sit infront of me .
Like clown liddat . Keep bouncing t th music . HAHAHA !
Like twins bodoh . So alike . HAHAHA .
Then slept in chinese lesson . Zz .
i was super tired alright . They were doing chinese compo .
Bout parents invading our privacy by looking at our smses .
Eh , my topic lor ! But i super tired .
My brain really shut down alr .
Plus i was sick . Damnit .
Then bahadur go change seats with me . RAAAAHS .
I was so uncomfortable with my seat tht time . Zzz !
Then more die , bahadur go shake th table i was sitting just t make me wake up ?!!?
WALAO EHHH ! Not only one time somemore .
I nv wake up , SHAKE . Still nv wakeup , SHAKE AGAIN .
Tmd . Then i wake up le , immediately i go hit th stupid bahadur .
you think you shake shake then very cute ahs . Kaopei lahs .
Went back t my original seat , woahs , much more comfortableeeeeeee , cos thr SUPER nice place t sleep des (:
But brendon sms came in ._.
Super accurate ehs he . LOL .
English was next . Eyer , mdm leong ._. ?!?!
Keep on saying we're th last class of exp .
HEY ! Last class of exp so what ? Doesnt mean LAST means BAD okay !
Th class she taking is th 2nd best class .
Allah siol , SO WHAT ?
2nd in academics . LAST in attitude&behaviour lor !
Still step guai bodoh . Pui lahs .
Yays , last period was history :DD
Actually wanted t fall asleep again .
BUt qianyu moved next t me .
Then didi also came beside me .
He ask qianyu : Let me sit here ley .
LOL . They like forever snatching tht seat de lor . LOL .
Power t th max bodoh . Chatted with qianyu .
Something is really not right with her can .
Keep on laughing . LOL . I talk abit abit she laugh LOUD LOUD .
LOL ? Got so funny meh ?
Den i was writing alot of rubbish on my chinese news paper xDDD Heees .
I know i siao luhs . Lmao .

Then came home , bathed . Then i stared at my pitiful straightener ):
Spoil alr . Sigh . This few days my hair like soo damn messy can .
Then suddenly rmb my mother had another striaghtener last time .
So i go find nor . Yay , bingo , i found :D
But it was DAMN difficult t use can .
I use until my hand super tireeeed .
Eyer , i want new one luhs . Hehs XD
But daddy say maybe he can fix it . o.o .
LOL ? Okay lor . Hahaha (:

Currently waiting for Brendon's broken , chap5 t come out .
Eh , fool , faster can anot lahs .
I wanna know what happen ley !
Hahahaas :DDD Alright . Shall end my post now .
Bye .

Okay , thr's one post i would i like t write it here .
it was suppose t be ytd night de .
But i didnt write , so i shall write it now .

I dont know what t do .
I wanna have a good sleep & forget bout everything , bit i just cant seem t close my eyes.
Everytime i do , i think bout thoughts i dont want t think of .
Just now went out with my parents .
I really am very sleepy . But i cannot sleeeeep .
Then was smsing jiejie . Halfway she said she wanna go sleep .
Den sms brendon , he woke up alr .
aft a while i received andrew's msg .
I dontwant t see . but i clicked on it .
cos i didnt see th name , nvm then .
Then he said things lahs .
I donno what t reply , so keep saying okay or whtever .
Until now , my thoughts are running really wild .
I dontknow why i cannot just forget bout everything .
I tried running on th tread mill on a very fast speed .
Together with th fast music , running seriously fast beating t th music .
Still , those thoughts were still on my mind .
I know i have attitude problem . We seemed t have drifted .
This time , im afraid i would lose you , not th opposite way anymore .

Today's really not my day .
I had a typo message tht was suppose t be sent t brendon .
When he told me , i still had no clue bout it , until late at night .
I nearly had a fight with my parents just because of my damn attitude .
My father asked me why i so not happy , keep going out of th earth .
My mother asked me why i look so shaq .
All i replied was , nothing wrong .
I cannot possibly tell them , i not happy lah -.-!
I tried t cover my feelings alr , still i donno why its so obvious .
Sigh , i find this world , no one can understand how i feel .
Even th closest kin on earth , would soon be a stranger in my life .

How i wished i was a small little girl , who knew nothing bout love .
How i wished i was a small little girl , who need not have any troubles .
How i wished i was a small little girl , who just needs t enjoy its childhood ...


Thts th post for ytd .
Todays post below .

Actually , i was feeling much better this morning .
Then recieved honeystead's message , saying she broke off with kenneth on sat .
But patched back ytd .
Sigh . Why are thr so many breaks in july .
First period was chinese . I slept 1&1/2 period .
Then when i woke up , at th position i was at , i could see my scars left on my hand th last time i slitted . Donno why i had an urge t do it again ._.
From tht moment , my mood went down again .
My feelings seems like a roller coaster yeahs .
Then , received msg from andrew .
He asked me if i was alright .
I told him i was fine . Also , i found out qianyu slitted -.-!?
So many somemore . Omg . I asked her why .
She said for fun ._. zzz .
Aft recess was sci . Had test .
Raaaahhs . So difficult . Then i fell asleep again .
Walao eh , i saw those scars again . though it wasnt so obvious .
Hai , i really wanna siao le lahs .
HIstory teacher come in , teach us , then talked bout emo -.-!??!?!
Ohmygod . Nvm .

I really do hope i'll be alright aft this post .
I hope i'll forget everything aft this post .
I hope this would be th last post bout this .
I really dont wish t write such shit things anymore .

I totally dont have th mood , at all .
I woke up , received brendon's morning msg .
Then chatted awhile w/ him .
Then went for tuition .
Tuition started , i received msg from andrewhoney .
First it was a blank one then it was a hello msg .
Something wasnt right from th first msg .
He just said , Hello .
Nothing else . Then nvm . I said , hello .
Then he said he asked me if i went amk ytd , i said yes & he said tht he guessed i enjoyed .
I said , okayokay lah . Then i asked him if anything was wrong anot .
He didnt reply . Then received gail's msg , same thing , she asked me if i like andrew .
Haish , i say no you will believe ? Then agn ,i received honey's msg agn .
He ask what did gail ask me .
All those messages he sent me was very cold .
Veryvery cold . Its like i've done something wrong .
then nvm . I was very moody aft i saw gail's message .
Nvm , then i smsed jiejie . Told her bout her didi .
Sigh . Then honey told me tht gail wasnt in a goodmood either .
Then i told him tell her i dont like you at all .
Then he said as if she would believe .
Then i say , Say is i say de , IDONTLIKEYOU .
Then he replied , this one sentence . was th sentence tht made me feel like ... crying .
Sigh . He said , okay you dont like me you never did .
Ohmy . at tht very moment . I was like . Really feeling like screaming .
I did , but it was a silent one .
But beside me th classmates heard .
My friend , asked me if im crying .
I said no , i wasnt . Haish . What did i do wrooong .
I really feel like backing out .
They're playing games i cannot keep up with .


AndrewChan , you told me t promise you not t treat you coldly anymore .
Why are you treating it back t me ?
Do you know how much it hurts .
And if you think i really meant what i said , then im sorry , you dont understand me at all.
I hope you get t see this .
Cos what im writing below , is wirtten mainly for you .

I dont history t happen all over agn .

I kept everything t myself .

My stress inside me is going t burst soon .

& i still have t tolerate it .

I didnt lie t you or anything .

I told you everything .

Maybe thr are some things which you dont know .

Cos i dont want you t know , cos i know you dont like t hear .

Andrewchanmingwei ,

All i want you t know if tht ,

youre just not anyone t me alright .

But if you still want t treat coldly towards me , i've got nothing t say .

HEYO ;DDDDDDD
Please hor , i just changed link t twothree-seven@bs .
&&& i didnt put MOVED sign .
Or i didnt put my link in my previous blog .
So when i tell you relink hor , please do .
If not you'll lose my blog . HOHO .

Went out with sihui jiejie today .
& Brendon . Lmao .
Super weird today . LOL . jiejie say i will chuatio when i see her .
Dont have lor . Chiobu means chiobu kkk .
I know jiejie see me chuatio hor ? I superugly . I know lahs .
Raaaaahs . Then we talktalktalk . Stupid bus . Super long .
Wait until i pekchek . Hahaha .
Reached le , went t th cinema thr .
Then was smsing brendon . Tell him i reached le so&so .
Aft awhile , i saw him alr ! =.= !
Hees . Guess what . I seemed t be taller than him , i think .
And hor . I super paiseh when i see him . So sudden can .
Donno why . Maybe because of his friends .
Keep looking at me , walao . Not paiseh also become paiseh lor please .
Then he sms me , come collect present , we want buy ticket le .
LOL . Then okayokay . went up t him , took my present . Then bought tickets .
Ehhhhs , th present winniethpooooh nehs . <333333333333
&&&&&&& . Its so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Walao , Thankyou lahs :D
Then go buy things t eat .
I carried th winniethpooh one hand , th other hand carry two lemon tea .
SUEPRCOOOOLD . I was freezing alr .
I wanna chiong into th cinema room & throw down th lemontea .
But waited for brendon they all ._.?!
So long , walao . Think they who ahs . LOL!
Aft tht , go in le , sihui sit last one . I sit second one , brendon sit third one , th rest his friend sit.
Allah siol . I thought 13 last one lor . Zzz .
but 12 then last one . Raaaaaaaahs .
Nvm . Th show okay lahs . In th middle of th show , th boys keesiao . LOL.
Keep replying th person(inthmovie) their question .
Lol , thenthenthen . Keep throwing popcorn?!
Rahs . Really siao . Then sihuijiejie super cute . Ohmygod . CUTE UNTIL CANNOT CUTE LORRR.
Heeeees :DDDDD . Aft th show went toilet . Hahaha . Then went t mos burger .
Didnt eat anything . I down thr super sian . Walao , wanna sleep alr .
Brendon they all playing pokercard -.- . LOL . His donno what magic he told me ytd .
Nvm , jiejie wanna go other place , so i say byebye t them alr .
Then he sms me . Crap lah all .
Say they going bukitpanjang play volleyball , or donno what sport .
I forgot . Hees . He say i like rachael nv talk -.- .
Allah siol . At least i got talk lor ? If to other people hor , i ignore okay .
I see you small , so talk :D HAHAHA ! Jkjk .
Went t mac , chatted with jie .
Hahaha :D so nice t go out with her alright :D Today super nicee (:
Hohos , wanted t sleep alr . Hahaa .
So went home . Look at my poohbear :D Heees . So adorable . Hahaha .
THANKYOUBRENDONCHUA , once again .
HAHA . Shall end my post here .
Takecare alright .

Ohya , i still want my tags . & do remember t relink me kkk ! Iloveyouhumans <3 !

Happy birthday tracy meimei ! :D


Woooows .
Im super touched by my meimei , leepeiyeeeeeeee .
we lived super far from ea'other since i moved th kovaan here .
Wow . She buying present for me leaaaaaaas ! WOOOOOW .
Heeeehs . Aiya , my beloved too much t count hooor ? Hahahaha .
LEEPEIYEE , Ily lahs hor , & you know it !! :D
Got time we meet out okay :D Hoho !
If not , genting , !! HEEEES :D
Okayokay . GENTING HORRR .
I'll be waiting ~ HAHAHAH !

YOH :DDD
This week . Im super tired . supersupersuper tired.
Donno whyyyyyyyyyyy .
Allah , nvm .


Eh , seriously , i donno what t post can ._.
Hahaha . Im going oooout tmr . Like finally .
Cos i want t watch oneeeeeeee shooooooooooooooow . Weeeeeeeeeeeees .
Hehs . Im mad , arent i ? Hahahas .
nvm . End post :D

Ive uploaded ytd pictures . But only uploaded 5 ._.
All with honeystead des . Cos stupid blogger only uploads 5 at a time .
& im lazy t keep pressing ><
Raaaahs , im rushing yeeahs ? Hahaa .

You know what ? Im super sleepy this morning ><
Stupid clock , it was 5.30 , but shown on my clock 6.30 ._.
i had t check my PSP for th right timing . Stuuupid .
Nvm , then morning called brendon again . Walao .
Zombie ? LOL . Thats what he said hor .
Then went t schl .
First period was english test . Walao . Keep test de lor .
Nvm , did test , slept awhile .
Finish le , maths lessson . Super sleepy lor . But still didnt fall asleep . Good thing .
Hahaha . Then donno which period , was free de .
So i slept ><>< . Tired please .
Then sci lesson . Went t sci lab again . Zz .
Everytime sci lab , i dont feel like going in lor .
Nvm , last period , lit .
?!!?!? Then went home . I didnt fall asleep today :D
Heeees . Tmr friday alr . walao . So fast lor . Sigh .

&&& Denise finally accepted my friendster request ._.
I keep adding her , NV ACCEPT DE ._.
I think she donno it was me lorhs .
cos last time my friendster name all guai guai de .
This time i put my BIGFATNAME THR :D
Hahahaas . & she accepted . I miss her dogs lahs .
Still need wait till donno when then can see again .
Raaahs . maybe her birthday bahs . Hohos .
Alright alright .
Shall end my post here ;D
Byebye .

Happy birthday Krystal :D
Happy birthday Zena :D
Happy birthday t MEEEE :DDDDDD

Hohos . Many people birthday today huhs .
Hahahahaaaas :DD
Im proud t be one of them xD
I got a call midnight , :DDD A greeting . he was 1min late . Hahahaa . Nvm its alright .
I also got a wish from AndrewHoney . Hohos ? It was super nice :D
He gave me a cake ! HAHAS :D
Then alot of people , which im not sure they know my bday anot .
Greeted me . I had a shock can . Hahahas !
But thanks for all th wishes yeahs .

But . I was right bout , something's going t happen tday .
Guess what ? MdmAmrit . Caught me again .
Zzz . I really give up , this time i gave way . She caught my hair , when last time she said it was acceptable . Nvm . I dont wish t make it into a big matter .
Went into th toilet , i complained bout her in chinese . soo heng . But abit english , then suddenly she came in & i donno . So one senior tapped on my shoulder then i realised .
Redo my whole hair . I totally changed my style ._. Just for this stupid DM . Nvm .
Then went into th class .
You know what i got ?!
EYERRRRRRRRRRRRR , SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEE .
Thats what people gave me .
Zzz . Then i was like , tmd , SO NERD YOU TELL ME CUTE . Go mati lahs .
Then all say , cute lahs please ._. you should use this hairstyle .
Anw , im . Cos i dont wish t keep getting caught . Its stupid . DAMNDAMN stupid .
& i had enough can .
I am super duper duper duper tired today . Really . &&& th weather .
Today , SO COLD . So nice t sleep . & first period was PE .
no PE cos raining . And then it became free period .
So , i slept awhile . SO COMFORTABLE :DDDDDDD
Heees . But awhile only , because th class like monkey . Raaahs . Noisy like hell .
Thenthen , woke up alr , not so tired .
Can study :DDD Yays . Hahaaas .
But it was all lectures . Rahs .
Nvm , sitll listen . Im guai alright .
Aft schl . 8sisters went t my house .
They want t celebrate , me & tracy & fion's birthday .
My birthday's today .
Tracy birthday's on fri .
Fion birthday's on mon :D
Hahahaas . So celebrated tgt lohs .
I donno why suddenly i emo ehs . Walao ?
Donno , super sudden . Then honeystead ask me , Mydear , ni xing qing bu hao uh ?
Then i nv reply . Cos . I didnt bother talking .
Then walking t my house that time , they super noisy , & walk super slow .
Then i shou bu liao , cos im walking behind ._.
I quickly run t th front ._. LOL !
Then i was like walking so far apart from them .
Nvm , No mood . So dont care , keep walking .
Then reach home . More irritated by them .
All scared my big dog outside . Then honeystead most irritating one .
Keeeeeeep pullling my unniform . & it wasnt tucked in . &&& it was ALR very messy !
Then i shouted at her , Lol . she not happy . Lol . I know i guailan lahs . Nvm . That moment only.
hehes . Walao . Immediately all ran up t my room -.- !?!?!?!
MAKE ME EvEN MORE PEkCHEK .
Cos , i havent step into th house can !!!!
Raaahs . nvm . They went up , i super hungry , didnt ate from last night till lunch time .
I go take lunch le . Hahaa . I keep callling them t come down .
But all donno die whr le .
Then idc , they dontwant come down not my problem .
Eating that time , i very ... Haiya . IRRITATED LAHS .
So just like pekchek pekchek look .
I was th first t finish . So i went up t bathe .
Aft tht , went into my room .
So chaotic . Ohmygod . My eyes really dropping that time .
Plus th aircon in my room . OHMYGOD .
at tht time , my mood alr much better le .
Then was camwhoring .
Pictures weekends then put . I super lazy , cos rushing for time =x
ard 6 liddat they go le .
Aft tht , dinner le went for tuition . URGGHHH .
Im really dying can . So tired . Then now posting . Im falling asleep .
This post . It taking me forever t post ._. Nvm . I'll continue typing . Hahaaaa .
Alrightalright . Shall end my post now . Super tired .
BYEBYE :DDDDD

Ridiculous Ass . See what he did ?
I once told him something .
Then i told him if he really do it , PIGS CAN FLY .
Which is suppose t be , ridiculous . Cos its sacarstic .
Then , he this fool . Go Create this donno what picture .
Of a maple pic . LOL !