Sorry , i've got no mood t post pictures today . Seriously no mood . Roar . Roar . Roar . Urgh . My mind is fcuking going crazy again . Urgh . URGH !

- Woke up , com-ed .
- Aftnn , went t take photo for passport .
- Came home , audi-ed .
- Watched tv .

No mood t post either . Zz . !?!?!
Oh ya , Xindi tangguo , those bigbig words would be my next post . Promise .

I have no clue why is she oh so lucky .

This is bullshit .

Someone told me he wont go backwards .

Why now he's doing that ?

Is she so impt t you?

I once thought i was different than all th rest .

Now i really do know how stupid i was .

I shouldnt have listen t all those craps .

All i get inthend is bullshit .

Why am i liddat . Urgh .

I know you hate me fcuking alot .

Alot until no words can describe how much .

But how come my mind cannot change those feelings .

Its seriously bullshit lah .

From your favourite person , now become i guess your most hated person .

You dint even tell me what i did wrong .

Only blindly listening t people & what they say .

I know i dont have th looks .

But does looks count so effing much ?

I have seriously no idea why all this shit is coming back into my pigbrain .

I should blame on you . And me too .

Blame on you because you came into my life .

Telling me a full load of craps .

Telling me how much you love me .

Telling me you'll cherish me .

I shouldnt have listen t it at all !

But you've alrdy mesmorised me , too too deep .

Do you think i'll write this for any person ?
I dont think so .

I dont even have those time t care bout other people .

I always say i'll forget , i'll forget .

Do you really think i'll forget ?

I donno do how many shit just t see you everytime .

I dont think you know .

I thought you knew me .

I thought you could accept im this kind of person .

But now i finally do realise , you are th same as all th other boys i know .

You also somehow said i was immature .

If im , my feelings for love ,

i dont think it would be so deep.

I guess now you dont even wanna be friends with me yeah .

You somehow treat me like an enemy .

Before even walking with you , i alrdy knew you would hate me inthend .

All i can tell you now is :

I do love you , till now .

And i miss your presence hell alot .

I wish both of you to last long .

Hope you guys would really last .

If not , me giving up is worthless .