hey . Sorry for not posting yesterday . Wanted t post but had no time for that .

Yesterday at schl was really really very nice . I got t see my dearest dumbo . Miss him alot . Though i might still be taller than him , im sure he is like only 2cm or so shorter than me . Thats already amazing . LOLOL . Had a really great time with fion and qianyu . We kept laughing till i cry .
This is how i'll be in yuying ...

Then when i got home , i cannot even share my joy with them . Th moment i step home both parents asked me if joy got come find me . Wtf . I told them joy dint come schl and everything was so so normal . From my mother's face i alrdy know she is angry . She just dont wanna admit . Well , let it be . Lets see how long she can cover her angry look . Since she said she wasnt angry , i took th chance t ask her if i can go out with jie . Guess what , she said yes . Great. Then i was so happy and eager . I cannot wait for sunday t come .

I whole day dint touch th comp , and only after 10 did she stop using th comp , so i asked her so nicely if i could use . Guess whats th answer i got back , no . Nevermind , i stomped up t my room and went t bathe . Halfway , my maid disturbed me . So i disturbed her back . I said go and die as th last sentence . My mother behind say , dont go too far okay ! Then i kept telling her i wasnt saying her . Zzz . If she never do anything why she scared i say her . I wanna say go and die t her i have said it long ago . Need wait until now meh .

So i went t bathe . My dad at th moment was still in a good mood . During that 20min while i was bathing , i guess my mother was complaining that i "bullied" her in th aftnn . Cause th moment i stepped into their room , i got lectured by my father with a angry look . Idk why my mother always find my father as backup . Very funny meh ? Its between me and my mother problem . Why father suddenly come in. Scared i'll bombard you with words that come out from my mouth that you'll have t use th naggy machine t dui fu wo right . -.- . I've got enough .

Early in th morning go stomp into my room and scold me . Said i cannot go out with jie anymore . Say all th important things i all haven't do . Then how can i think of going out . She also say one line which i find it very ridiculous . She told me she had given me alot of freedom and its payback time . -.- tsk tsk -.- . Kill me , i use my life t pay you back -.- . You said you wanted t see results right . Since my character so lazy , kill me , take th "intelligent" brain of mine and give it t another person who is not lazy -.- . She also said she threaten me that if i dont get into any schl , im not gonna have any schl . She also said yuying is absolutely not a choice . Zzz . Why is she treating me like this . When i wanna study she dont wanna give me a schl . When i dont wanna study , she can even gimme th best schl on earth omg , she really is mad . Idk what t no alrdy . Enough alrdy . She keep on crying . And she think by this way i'll pity her . Sorry lor , i'll only find you very stupid . Why cry t gain people's pity ? Its damn embarassing fyi . Zzz .

Haiyo . I really hate my life la . I have parents who only keep thinking that what they do for me is good . They never ask for my opinion . Maybe they did . But when i say i dont want , they tell me i no choice . This is as good as not asking what -.- . Zzz . Hate my life hate my life . And people still think i have such a nice life . No okay . I rather have a poor girl's life . At least im very open t do whatever things i like and i can talk t my mother properly and she wont turn back against me . Hais..

Readers( if there are any ) , sorry if on top post very toot k . LOL . you can dont read . No one's forcing you .

Checked my handphone bill yesterday . It dint burst . 781 messages . LOLOL . See i so pro . Hahahaha . Yeah , so liddat . And jianann very good la he . So long i never talk t him alr . Th moment he and fion got problem he come find me . So long he never call me mei alrdy . I think th last time was after me and andrew break . Then hor ! He very good la please , you know what he said ?
He said , mei , last time you and andrew break i console you and cheer you up lehs , now can help me ma ... ? See !! He good right ?! An eye for an eye. Lol . But my situation not that bad la . Hahas . Okay , shall end my post here . Bye .