Use more of your thumb to compliment to people, don't keep using your index to point at people.

I really wished i was grown up now. I hate to be stuck in the middle la.
Sigh man. People say high school like is the best. -.- Best meh.
Have to keep on stressing on exams exams and exams. Have one big exam at Sec2.
And another one at Sec4. Where got time to rest one sia. Seriously, why must we study.
Humans are always not contented lo. I'm in express, a lame express student..
Compared to yuying, my results now are heavenly already lo. -.-
But if i tell my parents the grades i got back this time round, i no need live already.
Cause i don't think i'll be able to go into science stream.
Sigh, if i've worked harder for SA1, i wouldnt have been in this plight la.
Mygod la, SA1 pulled me down fucking hard la. Left SA2.
The most tedious and crucial exam. HOW!?!?!? -.- The whole year's teaching will be in the paper leh!?
NOT JOKING ONE SIA. WALAO. CONFIRM CMI LA. WALAO. I DAMN STRESS NOW LA.
I keep telling myself say what must study must study. Why i always end up playing one.
Tmd, so sick of me and my lies la. -.- Sigh, i only want to get into Poly.
SIGH MAN. WHEN WILL THIS TORTURE ENDDDDD. URGHHHH. I WANT TO DIEEEEE.
Probably if i were a NA student, parents wont push me too hard.
I know its fucking wrong to think this way, BUT WHAT CAN I DO.
NO ONE AROUND ME IS HELPING ME AT ALL. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY, WHEN I HAVE PROBLEMS I HAVE NO ONE TO TURN TO.
THEY'LL JUST IGNORE ME AND CARE MORE ABOUT THEMSELVES. Yes, this is human nature..
Or perhaps, i'm just too unfriendly, no one wants to stay near me.
OR, i'm just too useless, no one wants to be close to me.
Ohmygod la, BishanPark students results are like very good compared to me la.
._. I used to fail 5subjects and 5borderline passes. I'm like damn useless la. -.- Even zhihao got an A1 for chinese. WALAO. I'M SERIOUSLY USELESS TO THE MAX MAX MAX MAX MAAAAAAX. TMD. -.-

Was very reluctant to wake up this morning lo. I'm in holiday mood already.
Though the holidays are meant for studying. Ohmygod la.
I want to go back Primary School. ): Life there though still is hard, but it's easier to get A1. LOL...
Usual lessons, dint watch Life Is Beautiful today. Cause Abraham wanted to do the lit slides shit thing.
Recess, Science, History and Form Teacher Period. Nothing interesting today.
Normal school day. You know tv shows the school life is always better than real life one lo.
): Reality really sucks bigtime la. ): I want to go dreamland can anot.


OMG WATCH THIS. JOSHUA ANG ACTUALLY CAME TO YUYING AND ACT.
SINCE WHEN SIA?!?! LAST YEAR?! WHY I NEVER SEE HIM. TSKKKKKKKKKK.
WHAT THE HELL. LOL. 6:04 LIKE THAT. ITS YUYING WHAT. LOL. SINCE WHEN HE ACT IN YUYING.
WALAO?! -.- WALAO. Zzzz. Omg Joshua Ang acted in Yuying WALAO.
LOL!??! Maybe June Holidays. No people in school one lo. They purposely one.
LOL. Ok enough of this rubbish. Back to post. LOL.
I was posting halfway then went to youtube and watch vids. That's why. Hehehh..

So ya, i want to go dreamland. ): LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKS. That's all i can say.
I know today's post kinda random. Cause dont really have the mood to post.
My death day is reaching me as every second passes by. Will post next time.