Went for dance this afternoon. & Yup, as i expected. -.-
I still got scolded by teacher for heaven knows how many times. URGH.
SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I'VE DISGRACED ALL THE DANCERS AND I'M THE WORST DANCER SHE'S EVER SEEN.
Like wth? Sorry if i offended anyone from dance, BUT I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M NOT THE WORST DANCER IN THIS GROUP.
SO WHY THE HELL IS SHE ALWAYS PICKING ON ME? I saw the video myself, and she kept repeating it like shithell many times.
I saw others made mistake too, AND SHE DINT SAY ANYTHING.
She just kept pointing at me and Klaryce. WTF I'M PISSED TO THE MAXIMUM OF THE MAXIMUM.
Why is she always saying only me me me. One of the dancers never even dance properly and she never say anything.
Another person dance small steps, SHE ALSO NEVER SAY ANYTHING. SHE JUST KEPT SAYING ME ME ME, SHANETTE SHANETTE SHANETTE.
Oh and worst, she dont call me Shanette. She call me Chennel. -.- Crap la.
She make me so nervous i made so many mistakes at the last dance.
Then this time she praise me. She something wrong or what?!@#$%^&!@?
Zzzzzz i wanna murder myself la. Then mother still text me after that and told me i had to go home myself.
SIAN DIAO X100000000. -.- I was feeling so lazy and all i wanna do is sleep la!
Went home with Clarissa and was all moody the whole afternoon.
I never said i was a good dancer. BUT, AM I SOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOUSY?! HEY THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE LOUSIER THAN ME LA.
I kept telling myself: NEVERMIND, she scold me cause she wants me to do well. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause she wants me to be better than others. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause i'm infront for one part of the dance. NEVERMIND, she scold me cause i was better last time and she saw me slackening so she wanna pull me back.
BUT NOTHING HELPS, GOODNESS GRACIOUS. I just kept watching the god damn video, thinking so hard why she never say others when i see others making mistakes too.
I think this is more of a ranting post, BUT I DONT CARE LA. I HAVE TO VENT IT OUT.
I just finished ranting it at Klaryce. LOL she dont mind cause she thinks the same way as i do.
Yeahhhhh so, NEXT WEEK IS THE PERFORMANCE AND I SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA SCREW IT UP.
I MISS JOVIENNE :( She's there for us no matter what. Why Sheena always have other things on and cannot support us or what one.
Last week's dance rehearsal uh, each dance got their teachers to guide them to.
Only ours dont have, and we were like fools out there, LOST.
Tomorrow got rehearsal again... And she, AGAIN, wont be there. Sigh.
Our costumes, idk what to do and i wasnt paying attention to what Sylvia was saying this afternoon.
All that was in my mind was: WHY SHE ONLY SCOLD ME?!?!?! UNFAIR TTMMMMMMM.
Yeah, so, i wont be bringing anything to dance tomorrow and just say i dont have any whatever thing they tell me to bring and period.
Went Parkway just now for dinner and shopping. Dint really shop la, so many people.
I just thought of church and going home. First thing, my intuition tells me he's there tonight and tomorrow night.
I dint go mas tonight cause mummy's flying off to LONDON tomorrow and i have to have dinner as a family. Lol...
Then tomorrow the stupid dance make me cannot see his wonderful face.
I'M NOT ASKING MUCH, AM I? I JUST WANNA SEE HIS FACEEEEE. -.- Rah........
A beautiful shoe caught my attention and i bought it. I THINK ITS DAMNDAMN CUTE.
HAHA! I also bought Beanie for no reason, act cute i guess (not cute though).
Went home after that and bathed. Phew fresh. I'm going to put the stupid video into my ipod and think of my MISTAKES.
이별 사람들! (Byebye people)
