All old memories flashes back. Time passes so fast, 1 year has gone.
Everyone changed. I thought we could stay like how we were when i transfered.
But just 4months after that, we started drifing like mad.
& after 7months, it was worst than i ever thought. I knew this day would come.
But i dint expect it to come so soon. What happened to Benjamin and Fion?
Why did Joanne appear in our cliques last time? Why Fion always stick with her?
WHY WHY WHY. NOW WHY IS BENJAMIN TREATING ME LIKE HOW HE TREATED FION LAST TIME.
You promised me you will never forget me. You promised me to give me a huge dumbo on my birthday.
You promised me no matter what, i'll still be in your heart.
Seriously after that mcdonald's trip on 23rdSept, i realised what ugly pictures in my head are all coming into reality.
I complained so much to someone who doesnt even know what i'm saying. I really dont understand what happened.
Last time when we text, you never fail to cheer me up. You never fail to make me laugh.
Now what?! Why have we became two complete strangers.... Its just so fucking saddening.
I really hope i can patch this up la. :( I really don't wanna lose a dumbo.
Hais. You actually made me unable to sleep for the whole of last night.
I know you hate burdens. I think i should feel lucky you dont read my blog, although i wish you would.
Don't know what to do now la. I've sent the text already. And i havent yet recieve your reply.
I really hope the reason why you're not replying is cause you're sleeping.
I miss Benjamin Yeo alot.
Talk to me, You speak with me.
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away..
You hesitate, You seem to wait.
For all the time we had, feels like a world away.
Cause we’re the same, and I know that we’ll never change.
Look I bought your favourite ice cream, I don’t wanna see it melt away..
The memories, the things we did, I locked inside my heart.
Where I know I won’t forget. If you walk out now, I don’t know if we could be the same.
Baby just talk with me, cause I want you to stay here with me.
-Ice cream song, Moonlight Resonance (I only copy the phrases that i like.)
I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday.
And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.
Walk Away, Walk Away....
UPDATED @ 1.55PM
WEEEEE. FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING I'VE SAID ON TOP. EVERYTHING'S OKAY ALREADY HAHAHA YAY MAN! :D
