My smile can cover up what’s inside. Even if my soul starts breaking down, I can still tell a joke. Even if I’m dying inside, I can still look so funny. I guess that’s how my life would go. I just have to smile and be happy even if the world is slowly killing me.
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Bring me away.
School in the morning and dance in the afternoon on a Bluey Monday. Nothing interesting happened during school hours.
Dance also nothing much. Monday's dance lesson so boring one :(
I dont have mood to post la, to tell the truth. Lol.
Went home at 6plus and reached home at 7plus. Saw one guy who looked alot like Josef on the way back.
But cannot be him cause, their body build totally different. LOL.
Or maybe i'm cockeyed. Ahhhh dont care la.
What a tiring day... Actually it wasnt really that tiring, my body's sloppish today.
I feel sleepy the moment i woke up this morning. I even slept in the car.
Slept during CE, Chem, SS. And i cannot believe i actually concentrated in DNT.
Sometimes i'm just so retarded la. LOL. I finished this week's assignment already.
Okay, i'm left with 2 questions cause i dont know how to do. Teacher say he'll go thru tomorrow.
So i'll just leave it till tomorrow to complete. Today's only the first day of DNT for the week man.
Proud of myself for the first time for DNT. LOL..
So damn lucky i didnt had Chinese lesson today. If not i'll confirm sleep on the floor man. (exaggerated but aint that cool? Hehe~)
I even feel like sleeping when i'm walking along the corridors. Damn shagged out today seriously.
Daddy fetched me home today. I was so happy that i was intending to say thanks to him after alight me.
BUT, he just pissed me off on the way home. Irritating to the max la he.
Why the fuck must he always find issues to shoot me with? WHY?!
A police officer wrote me a CNY card. (Dont be shocked la, its about last time the sec1 case, which is like, god damn long ago? I dont even care about it anymore.)
Then my father told me to write him back too. MY FATHER SAID WEEKENDS REMIND HIM TO BLOODY GET A CARD.
But obviously i forgot. Okay that was my fault. But on Sunday he reminded me about it.
But in a angry way la, stupid asshole. So he didnt get a card. Ok fine.
Just now, on the way home, he asked if i did the card already not.
I was like: Huh? You bought the card already meh?
He just bloody show me his charcoal face and dont know say what cowdung to me.
Wtf? HE SAID I WAS SUPPOSED TO BUY THE CARD MYSELF?! WTFFFFFFF. -.-.
You know how expensive a card is these days? -.- Okay not the money problem and thats not the point.
The point is! He didnt tell me that I SHOULD be the one getting the card.
He even told ME to remind HIM over the weekends to get the card FOR ME.
Stupid. Like that also my fault? You know uh people, my father dont talk to me at all.
But once he does, all he'll talk about is STUDIES, STUDIES AND MORE FUCKING STUDIES.
Okay i think i said this on my blog before. BUT THE REASON I'M REPEATING IT AGAIN IS CAUSE ITS A FACT! -.-
I bet he dont know who my friends are now. I bet he dont know ANYTHING about me now except the fact that i suck at my studies.
Kns. Next time if i ever get a boyfriend, he's gonna suffer so much.
Not because of me, but MY DAD. I'm not intending to tell my dad ANYTHING about my boyfriend next time if i ever have one.
He'll just question me till i feel like punching him. -.-. I'm saving not only my life but my future BOYFRIEND'S life.
-.-. Please lor, not only i think he's unreasonable at times. Even my friends think so.
What kns body language important? YOU ALSO ALWAYS SHOW ME CHARCOAL BODY LANGUAGE, YOU CHARCOAL!!!!! -.-
WHATEVER, tell me to write about my dad, i can write until your eyes drop out k.
I can tell you i've drafted 3 drafts in my blogger account, ALL ABOUT HIM.
LONG POSTS ONE K. I give him face thats why never post it out.
Now he like that, FOREVER LIKE THAT. I've had enough already.
PS: I KNOW HE CARES ABOUT ME. I KNOW HE LOVES ME. BUT THERE ARE JUST BAD TIMES WHICH I REALLY WISHED HE WOULD JUST FUCK OFF K.
Hmmm, i wanted to take a photo of my wet unglam hair and my dried up hair.
But attempt failed. So nevermind, random ugly blur photos up just for fun.
If only there WAS snow in SG...... LOL.
THERE, my wet unglam hair.... HEHEHEH.
Okeh another alibaba shot.
I know i'm ugly. Which freak dont know? But i cant help it. Lol.
I wished i was pretty too people. I really dont know what to do so that my LOOKS are good looking.
I'M NOT SAYING MY HEART'S NOT PRETTY K. I have a pretty heart. ^^ Hehehe.
Okay i never said that. I hear people say, so i say. HAHA. SO YES, OTHER PEOPLE PRAISE ME, I PRAISE MYSELF.
Blah i'm just being super duper lame, trying to me idiotic here.