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    Tuesday, November 10, 2009

    Still you.

    I'm so bored. Lol. Dint have a good night yesterday. Sian.
    Now i've got no one to chat with, dont really know what everyone's doing now.
    Probably they're outsie enjoying their lives. I'm pretty weird.
    I can go out and have fun but i dont want. I think my face looks terribly terrible now.
    That brings my mood down. I want to go SPC buy something cause i want coincidences to happen.
    But the more i think about it, the more unlikely it'll happen. The more i let go, the more likely it'll happen.
    Hey like wth. -.- And going SPC means spending money. Eew reality sucks.
    I want to get out of Singapore la. Have been playing Maple PS alot recently.
    So many people there are from Canada and Vegas and all those angmoh countries la!
    And they keep saying its Snowing its Snowing. -_- Singapore's Hotter and Hot.
    They've got 4seasons, singapore got 6seasons uh. Power right.
    Hot, hotter, hottest, Wet, Wetter, Wettest -.-....... -.-.
    Christmas' sure gonna be boring. GAH THIS POST IS SO RANDOM. Let me get more random.
    My phone's somehow spoilt. I canot recieve messages and phonecalls.
    Unless i keep restarting my phone like mad dog. Shitass, how can my phone spoil at this time.
    -_- I have no intention of changing my phone. There are totally no nice phones nowadays la.
    Haiyo. Pluuuuuus, there are alot of precious messages inside which i wont wanna delete and they're saved in beautiful folders.
    LOL, i dont know how to save it in my simcard :( BLAH I GOT NO MOOD TO POST TSK.
    SO LONG GUYS.

    Sunday, November 8, 2009

    Back to square 1.

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    Hi babes. Hihihi. I would just wanna summarise my post for today and yesterday's.
    Haha, not really in the blogging mood but if i dont blog, i'm sure to forget everything that happened.
    So yeah, here i go :)

    I went for dance class yesterday and expected, Sheena dint come. She already told us beforehand.
    So it was taken over by the fighting lesson. Eee, this time though Jose still made us laugh, the other lesson was still much better.
    Cause, i was feeling very uncomfortable fighting with SMALL KIDS.
    Omg, we're the pirates and the lost boys are small kids. They expect us to fight with them.
    (In case you dont know what i'm talking, i'll refresh your memory by telling you that the Theme of this whole thing is PETER PEN, not PAN.)
    I feel damn odd, so i give those very uncomfortable looking face. Jose told me i hate the fighting scene.
    -_- Then he started being so not humorous. Gah. Aiya, then after the class, went back home and i fell asleep.
    Gosh my mom's bed is seriously damn shiok kay. Fell asleep till 5.45pm.
    I still dont wanna wake up la, though i know it's time for me to head to church.
    The thought of him not being there is driving me insane kay. -.-
    Reached church and as usual, sit down there and wait till mass started.
    I kept telling Winnie i wanna sleep in church and asked her if she could lend me her shoulder.
    HAHAHA. I WAS REALLY VERY TIRED!!!!! :(
    Jazreel suddenly call me and i text her to tell her that i was in church and
    asked her what she want.
    -_- She told me it was urgent and she needed to speak to me ASAP. -.-.....
    So i went out of the hall and i called her. Gosh, her very URGENT is "SOOOOOO URGENT" EH!?
    Went back to hall and carried on waiting for mass to start. And tada, mass started.
    Crazy winnie acted so crazily. Cause before mass, she looked at those altarboys and he wasnt present.
    Then when mass was about to start, she saw him and she kept pinching me and screaming SILENTLY.
    Gosh she's even more happier than me, how shocking. LOL. Kinda shocked to see him though.
    He looked as if he had just woke up or something o.o... Oooooo. Mass ended and it was the same as the previous time i saw him.
    I dint see him after that. DID HE MOVED HOUSE OR SOMETHING?! -.- Nah it cannot be.
    Went back home and bathed. My eye turned damn red. I don't really know why.
    I was expecting myself to go to bed early, cause of my fire red eye.
    But guess what, i chatted with Clarissa till 1plus 2 and Chuanzhen called me at around 1plus 2 too, to chat.
    And we ended up chatting till 4. On the other hand, i was playing PS maple. Haha.
    I tried downloading on Friday night but it dint work. IT PISSED ME OFF LIKE TO THE MAXIMUM.
    -.- Then i tried the game on my brother's computer and it worked. So i started chionging.
    Haha~! I'm now level 118/119. Dont know. LOLLLL. Fell asleep after playing, which was around 4.30 or so.

    Woke up this morning at 9 plus, I DAMN PEKCHEK. Cause someone off-ed my aircon at such early time and the sun was burning my ass so badly!!!!
    YOU KNOW I FLARED UP THE MOMENT I GOT OFF MY BED. I WAS LIKE: FUCK IT WHO THE HELL TURNED OFF MY AIRCON. WTH I'M MELTING. -.-
    YOU KNOW I WAS WEARING JACKET SOMEMORE. Stripped off my jacket and i was still feeling so hot.
    Urgh. I'M SO GONNA HIDE MY AIRCON REMOTE CONTROL TONIGHT. THEY CONFIRM CANNOT FIND.
    Went for guitar lesson and went back home after that. The small kids at the area are so adorable.
    They made me laugh cause of their super cute actions HAHAHAHAH.
    Watched tv and ate lunch and played maple and bathed. :P
    Prepared for dance cause they say today got rehearsal. Yeah.
    When i reached there, there were so many little kids -____-.
    THE BALLERINAS ARE DAMN ADORABLE. It's those small little babies eh. Haha THEY ARE ALL SO TINY!!!!!
    Omg we slacked there till like 6plus and we seriously did nothing. Boring me to death gosh.
    And when it was our turn, i screwed it up like madcow. -.- Urghhhhhhh.
    Whateverrrrrr. Daddy fetched me after that and i fell asleep in the car for an hour.
    Cause daddy went to fetch mummy and idk where he go la, i was sleeping ma.
    Went for dinner after that and headed back home. Now i'm at home blogging, and after this, i'm heading to my maplestory PS. :P
    I mean like, NOW. TATA!

    Friday, November 6, 2009

    Cant even tell you how my heart loves you. Like streaming tears, i long for you again and again.

    안녕하세요 여러분. 내가보고 싶었지?? (Hi everyone. Did you miss me??)
    HAHA. So cool right. Yes i know. Ok la i know no one misses me. Hehe.
    I've told mom about my streaming results. She told me dont put too high hopes on appealing.
    Ok... Lol... Sian. But she told me to ask Denise alittle bit info about the place she is studying now.
    Cooool. SHE'S AT BRISBANE YOU KNOW! :D Hehehe. I asked mom why and she told me IN CASE i might need to go overseas study.
    That'd be awesome! HAHA. Winnie heard about it and told me to bring her along.
    Hahahaha. Have been slacking for the whole day cause i got no show to watch.
    Then i nothing to do :( I started painting my nails. Though my nails very short uh, my painting skills not bad eh!!!
    Like real manicure like that, except i dint take out the extra cuticles. LOL. Lazy la.
    Actually i only want to try the colour. So i only painted one nail.
    But i dint expet myself to paint until so nice. So i very heart pain la, if i wash it away.
    So i left it there. LOL. Then still very bored, decided to paint my other nails since i've got nothing to do.
    It dint turn out as good as the first one, but nevermind la.
    Now only one hand got colour, the other i havent do cause left hand la... Very hard.
    Hehehe. Will do the other hand later at night. Supposed to be meeting charlotte soon i guess....
    She's still playing around with her friends uh... Hahaha. But i think its really very fun to be around with her friends.
    Very intresting thinggggggs. LOL.
    Just now chatting with Klaryce. So long never see her spam my msn already.
    LOL. Chatted awhile and went SPC to get icecream. Now i very full, i dont feel like eating dinner already.
    -.- Now i still dont know what i should do and im just hanging around for fun...
    I got dance tomorrow but i dont remember the steps. Tomorrow sheen confirm scold me again.
    WHOOPS. I REMEMBERED, SHEENA'S NOT COMING IN FOR CLASS TOMORROW.
    TOMORROW IS FIGHTING LESSON~!! HAHAHAHAH. Interesting...... :D:D

    UPDATED @ 6.58PM
    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WATCHED EPISODE 10. Its 3/4 sad and angry lor!!!!!
    AIYO QISIREN. I know i very rough on twitter. WA I CANNOT STAND HER SIAL.
    THAT STUPID YOO HYE YI OR HE YI IDK LA. Stupid bitchhhhhhhh. Even though she's acting, i'll still wanna slap her. -.- LOL.
    She's like the cause of everything la!! Now i'm damn curious what will happen next.
    The tension is killing me la mygoodness!!!! :( So sad so angry and alil happy.
    HUH I HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK TO WATCH IT?? HUH I WILL DIE SIA. :(
    If only i could fly to Korea NOW to get the CD then fly back, HOW GREAT WOULD IT BE?!
    Awwwwman, :( LOLOLOL.

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    I dont really know TaeKyung's expression is showing that he's jealous that Shinwoo hugged Minyu, or he's angry cause Minyu broke her promise. LOL.

    WEEEE i'm back to SS501! HAHAHA. This song of their Rebirth album is nice!! :D

    Streaming results panick.

    Fuckface, now i'm doomed. I've seen my streaming results already.
    I haven't tell my mom yet but i'm gonna tell her when she comes back from her manipedi.
    I wont wanna spoil her mood for the whole day right? Yeah, i've asked Charlotte to help me take the appeal form cause i'm terribly upset with my subject combination.
    I want Geography. Yet they gave me HISTORY, the subject that i've been failing since sec1.
    How can they do this to me?! -.-.... I don't believe it la. And if they see my results, MY GEOG GOT IMPROVE ALOT LEH.
    FROM F9 TO C LEH. Walao!!!! They cannot do this to me la omg. I'll flunk like fucking mad if i take History.
    I know history's interesting. BUT I JUST DONT KNOW WHY I CANNOT PASS. -.-

    Jazreel told me that the appeal form cannot appeal for amath. HUH GOT SUCH THING MEH!!
    Omg, omgomgomgomg. Cannooooooooooooooot. I'm fucking afraid now and i have no idea what to do.
    I think i'll go 3E3. GAH WHO CARES WHICH CLASS I GO TO. I JUST WANT TO GET AMATH AND GEOG.
    -.- Howwwwwwwwwww. THEY HAVE GOT TO PUT ME INTO GEOGRAPHY CLASS, SERIOUSLY!!!
    I hate Sourcebased question, EVEN THOUGH THATS A SECTION A QUESTION.
    I'm like god damn pissed now. My day's ruined again. I don't know what to do.......

    Thursday, November 5, 2009

    Its you.

    Hiiiiiiiii. Today no dance hahaha. I'll work out at night!
    Cause today no tedious warmup, not used to it. Gonna make sure i sweat tonight.
    LOLLLLL. Woke up at 9plus in the morning today because Tohqianyu told me to meet her at 11.30am.
    Then, wake up already, when going to go that time, she tell me meet her at serangoon at 12pm.
    So okay lo, but it started to rain so i asked mummy to fetch me go.
    When i was almost going to go, she texted me again, telling me to me her at kovan at 12.15pm.
    -.- Okay lo?! Then wait till 12plus, she text me again saying that she in bus already then i leave my house.
    Dotdotdot. Tsk. LOL. Nevermind, reached Kovan already, waited for her till almost 1.
    -.-. Dotdotdotttttt. Tskkkk. Lol la. Nevermind, bought icecream and went bowling.
    Play one game only. HAHA. Very funny she alot of kosong. HAHAHAH.
    We dint wanna continue cause i wanna go hougang. Hehe. On the way to mrt, i saw Angela.
    O.O. She shouted my name and i was like DOTDOTDOT SO SHOCKED.
    She go dye her hair dont know what colour until i cannot recognise her.
    Then i was thinking for a moment: Eh? Another weird person calling my name?
    On second thought, DOT, she's Angela. LMAO. Went Hougang after that and bought 2shorts from Cotton On.
    & walked the whole of Hougang for nothing. So exciting eh!!!!! (Dont tell you what we do :P)
    I went back home at 4 and reached home before 5. The rain started pouring again when i stepped in my house.
    Phew. LOL. Watched episode 8 of You're Beautiful and i just finished watching.
    That's why i have the time to blog. Hehehe. I love the show so much man!!!
    For the first time i see TaeKyung crying... Awwww. :( I know Minyu wants to go console him but she cant cause she was stalking him. LOL.
    That's why she cried too. AWWWW. D=

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    LOL... Alright, i shall be off now to have my dinner. Hope episode 9 & 10 faster come out!!!

    UPDATED @ 10.40PM
    Hehehe. I've watched finished episode 9. Okay, those who followed me on twitter will obviously know.
    Cause i've been tweeting quite alot on the show. Cannot control la! THE SHOW VERY NICE MA.
    LOL! There are not happy parts, but it always end up happy. WEEE. :D
    But then the ending of episode 9 is so stupid la. Now i wanna watch episode 10, they havent come out!
    Don't know how Klaryce get to watch sia!!! I went to the web she gave me, but still dont have!!!
    I dint know have eisode 9 at first. Cause when i was watching episode 8, they never put episode 9.
    Then after browzing around, i spotted it!!! Lucky me!!! :D Episode tentententen!!!
    Urgh. Have to wait till tomorrow or maybe Saturday. EEEEEE. LOL..

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    HAHA PIG-RABBIT! (Don't ask me what's this if you havent watched it! :P Your loss lo! LOL!!)
    Ohya, the "THERE LETS GO TO GO MI NAM NOW" is subtitle kay. Not i add in one. HAHA.
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    She acted damn crazy when she knew it was for her. HAHAHAH. Damn adorable!
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    HAHA AND HE WAS PEEPING AT HER! (Look at his eye!)
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    THEN SO FUNNY. HE EAT THE LIME, HIS FACE BECOME LIKE THAT. LMAO!!
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    This one. Alamak, dear Jeremy eat banana also can become so happy!! DAMN FUNNNY.

    AIYO EPISODE 10!!!!!!!! -.- I am impatient one kay.

    Hmmm i havent heard of their songs before but i passed by one of their vids and i think this is cool. :D
    SHINee, i heard of them before. I dont think they look very good though...
    NEVERMIND, its quite a cute song. HAHA. (See i dont see looks. :P)

    Wednesday, November 4, 2009

    It'll never happen.

    Why the show so nice. Ohman. :( Shinwoo loves MiNyu but cannot tell her cause she dont know he know she's a girl.
    Omg he can endure to see her fall in love with TaeKyung...
    Then MiNyu cannot show because TaeKyung saved MiNyu by pretending to be that stupid shitface Yoo He Yi's boyfriend.
    No wonder its called Drama. This can never happen in real life la.
    Shanette, please get a life. -.-... But the show really very nice!!!!!
    Ohman. I.CAN.UNDERSTAND.MINYU'S.POSITION. But guess what, i cannot watch episode 8 now.
    Wtf, all Twitvid videos cannot watch one. NOW I HAVE TO WAIT TILL TOMORROW AGAIN.
    Siannnnnn. I really wanna buy the cd leh. I cannot wait every week for just 2 episodes sial.
    Now holiday i will go crazy waiting for it la, omg. -.-

    Woke up this morning by maid at 10plus. She say it's already 10plus and if i still dont wake up i'll be late for school.
    Cause i take very long to prepare and eat and etc. Lol la she.
    So i woke up and ate breakfast and watched Tv. Watched till 11plus, went to bathe and prepare for school.
    Don't know why my ipod will suddenly become so low battery in the morning leh...
    I think i forgotten to off the music before i sleep ba..
    So went to school, every part of my body seriously hurts. -.- Omg.
    Did those normal warm ups, and i can do those ridiculous turns already!
    Though i still look stupid, but sometimes i tyco also can get it leh!
    Last time i tyco, will look even more stupid la please. LOL. Teacher complete like 80% of the formation.
    Next 20% will wait for next year. Haha. Went subway to get cookies then called mummy to fetch me home.
    Super lazy to go home myself. :X Tired and sweaty and sticky. EEE. -.-
    Ate dinner and bathed. Watched 2episodes of You're Beautiful and now i've got to wait for 8,9,10.
    I WANT THE CD LEH!!! SIANNNNNN. -.- I think this would be as famous as BOF.
    Probably... The show's still kinda new, so not really alot of people know.
    As time passes, confirm alot of people watch and confirm everyone will go crazy about it one.
    LOL. :P This is another lyrics i got from the show. ITS DAMN NICE LA REALLY. The title's Without Words.
    I LOVEEEEEE THIS LYRICS ALOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!! (She cried lo. Of course la! She's in love ma..)

    I shouldnt have done that
    I should have just ignored it
    Like something i couldnt see
    I shouldnt have looked at you at all
    I should have run away

    I should have acted like i didnt hear it
    Like something i couldnt hear
    I shouldnt have listened to love at all

    Without a word you let me know love
    Wihtout a word you gave me love
    Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
    Without a word love leaves me
    Without a word love abandons me
    Wondering what to say next, my closed lips were surprised
    Because it came without a word...


    Ohya ohya. Charlotte and co. very crazy over DBSK. So i very curious i went to search their videos.
    They keep saying what Mickey Hero and idk what la. LOL. Went to see their vids.
    Hmmmm not bad not bad... LOL. I see them on magazines these days cause of the crazy Kpoppers.


    MY DANCE'S PAS DE BOURE SONG. HAHAHA. :P Not so new already la, but nvm. Hehehe.


    This song also nice. LOL. More old. The dance damn nice la.

    Thennnnn, i went to search for FT Island cause Hongki inside. And he's been seriously dumb in the show la.
    But i dont know what songs are nice from them. -_- I think this not bad. Haha~!
    Cause i seem to heard this song from somewhere before. I just dontknow where...


    I wonder why his hair colour always so weird one. LOL.


    WOOO THEIR SONGS NOT BAD. KEWLLLLLL!


    I like this song but i cannot download it cause it dont seem to be available anywhere. :(

    Hehehe. OH COOL. LOL I FOUND THE SONG. HAHAHAHA. I'm so cool and i rock la. Hehe.
    BYEBYEBYE~~!

    Tuesday, November 3, 2009

    Without Words!

    I TELL YOU. I AM VERY EXCITED ABOUT THE NEXT EPISODE OF "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL".
    SO I'M APOLOGISING NOW IF MY POST TODAY IS VERY SHITTY. OH MAN THE SHOW SO NICE!!!

    Went for dance this afternoon. I know the steps already! HAHAHA.
    But still very shitty la duh. Aiya practice lor. Er teacher give us the formation.
    Abit only cause no time left. Quite easy to remember la. But my legs not long enough for the distance that i have to travel.
    -.-. Nevermind nevermind, hope i'll catch up asap.
    Hmm, actually this was what i did for the whole day. LOL.
    I really no mood to blog HAHAHA. Only got mood to carry on the show.
    OH MAN I LIKE THE 3GUYS IN THE SHOW!!! But hongki abit .... sotong sial.
    LOL. Why he so sotong one. SOTONG LEH. Shinwoo & TaeKyung!!!!!! :D:D:D!!! HAHAHAH.
    I'm only at episode 4 now. Cause yesterday night i started watching.
    Then halfway cannot watch. That stupid website. So i went back to mysoju and lucky they have the drama there.
    So i continued to watch. I dint understand at first. But when i carried on watching, YAY THE SHOW VERY NICE.
    Like BOF la! It reminds me alot of BOF seriously. THEN TAEKYUNG HUG GEMMA(Go Mi Nam) LEH!

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    ITS EXPECTED!!!! I thin Korea Songs very nice meaning lor. LOL.
    This song is from the show: Still As Ever.

    I didnt think it was love
    I told myself it wasnt love
    I decieved myself, but my heart kept calling your name.
    I take one step towards you
    Push you one step away
    Each time, you grow in my heart.

    I must be loving you this much
    Must be waiting for you this much
    Even though i can fool my head, I cant seem to fool my heart.
    I think there must be just one love.
    I dont think my heart will change.
    The love that i've kept only for you, I can now finally tell you.
    I love you.

    Dont be stupid okay, obviously this is translated version la!

    AIYA! I dont want to blog already. Tomorrow then blog or something!
    Haha too excited for the next episode la, byebye!

    UPDATE @ 11.20PM
    :( I cannot find Episode 6. Walao i go where also they say video not found...
    Urgh. I wish i can buy the full vcd la. But i'm not sure if they're selling not.
    LOL. I don't believe it laaaaaa. That Park Shin Hye same height as me, but ALOTALOTALOTT lighter than me. (DUH.)
    I dont remember seeing her acting in Stairway to heaven...
    LOL but i asked mummy! She said maybe she want Jing Su's young that time the character.
    Yeah i guess so. Cannot recognise :/ Eeeee i'm now stucked at episode 6 cause i canno find it!!!
    Urgh dont care la. Tomorrow then find. :P Alright. I OFFICIALLY END MY POST.

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    Monday, November 2, 2009

    Sixteen Ten Zero Eight❤

    I'm very tired now. Yeah mood changing once again. Recently i'm very hot tempered and i have no idea why.
    Woke up this morning at 9plus. Actually earlier than that cause of my stupid phone.
    I shouldnt put my phone under my pillow. -.- So woke up and watched tv.
    Went to bathe and prepared for school. Reached school at around 11.45am and went General office to submit my option form.
    Walked out of school, go opp. find Charlotte and co. Haha. Slacked there till 12plus and went back sch for cca.
    The security stopped me and Liqian cause we're wearing slippers. -.-
    Wth? I walk into sch just now and he dint say anything. Stupid. Stuuupid.
    Then we tried telling him to have mercy on us, let us in. HE DONT WANT.
    He say must wear sch shoes if not principal scold. Wth. The principal also not in school la i guess!?
    So irritating. He say bring us go find principal. In the end i also dont know why never see principal.
    But Mrs Low passed by us and i said PLEASE to her!? She still say cannot.
    She still tell me go home change first then come. I tell her i live at Serangoon she say VERY NEAR. -.-
    Excuse me, i take 1hour to go home okay. NEAR RIGHT? -.- Stupid.
    Charlotte took off her shoes, lend Liqian and Yolande lent me hers. LOL.
    I very idiotic la i know. Thanks and Sorry uh Yolande Wong!!!
    Had dance for 5hours...... My energy drained like mad all the new steps suddenly just escaped out of my mind.
    It made me so mad cause teacher say we've got to remember the last part well then can go home!
    Then i so pekchek la!!! I cannot get it right at all!!!!! -.-
    After dance, STOMACH ACHE LIKE MAD I COULD HARDLY STAND.
    Ask mummy come j8 fetch me cause raining and my stomach like that i wouldnt wanna walk home..
    Then she also make me pekchek. Wth. She ask me go taxi stand wait.
    So i go lor. I told her the taxi stand i'm at is opposite of Bus INTERCHANGE.
    Then she say ya there. Then she call me again and say i at wrong place.
    I say i at INTERCHANGEEEEEE there. Plus i cannot walk much already so she angrily hung my phone and told me she'd find me.
    Then when she come right, she say she at the bus STOP there. -.- Stupid not?
    Tsk nevermind. My mood wasnt that good so i dint bother to say much about it.
    Went home and watched tv. And bathed and blog. LOL. Yeah, and chatting too.
    I STILL MISS THE PAST LA. GOODNESS, I MUST HAVE GATHERING NEXT TIME. -.-
    Okay i'm done. Tata!

    I really hope you'll keep to your words.

    Sunday, November 1, 2009

    I'll do the impossible.

    I know i was a little bit crazy just now in the morning uh...
    Yeah. But i think now everything's okay. Still trying to think of ways to patch things back.
    I couldnt sleep yesterday night. So i was finding alot of people to chat with.
    So sad no one to chat with. Lol... But Ridley was always talking to me. :D I'm going to have insomnia again.
    Foo Chuan Zhen volunteered to call me. Yay, haha! Chatted with him till 3am, with his dearest SHANN. (Eh not me hor.)
    When he said he wanted to go sleep, i still wasnt sleepy. Then Jianann texted me around that time.
    So i called him lo. I think he fell asleep halfway or what. Cause he suddenly kup me.
    Everytime like that one. Is he kup me then say i kup him. Damnitz.
    Nevermind la, i dint bother to call back. Cause he already warned me he might fall asleep.
    Went MSN to see who was still online. Stupid Ridley. I see him online for so long but when i talk to him, never reply me one.
    I've got nothing to do already. I wanted to send a text at 4am.
    Cause i dont know whether he's asleep anot, i dont know whether his phone is on silent anot.
    Later i sms, he wake up, then very mean of me la. So i dont know what time to send.
    Lol. Hmmmm i chose 4am cause maybe if his phone ring, he might not wake up ma. Sleep like a dead log already. :X
    But! I slept at 4am.... Or a little bit before that. Wthhhhhhh. -.- I dint even knew i slept man!!!
    I did woke up around 5plus or 6plus. I dont know... Cause my phone vibrated so heavily it woke me up -.-
    I saw ridley reply me O.O LOL. But i was so tired i lazy to read. Haha so went back to sleep.
    Then i woke up again by another heavy vibration... Stupid people. Aiya, idk la.
    I think i went to bed again and woke up at 10.40am. Mummy was screaming her heads off cause my guitar lesson is at 11.15am.
    -.-... Drama la she. VERY DRAMA. Can go join drama club already.
    So prepared for guitar lesson. I love my guitar lesson now la. Very fun man love my teacher.
    Haha. Wa she also from NUS. LOL. She's jealous i'm having holidays now! Cause she's going to have tests soon.
    Hehehe. Then went home and used the computer. I sent the text while typing the post below.
    Yeah was feeling so mixed up la. Also talking to Ridley. He so scary la.
    I told him i sent the text already blahblahblah. We talked so much then he suddenly asked if he replied.
    I said no. Then suddenly my phone rang so loudly. I thought its Annabelle.
    Then omg, i saw his name. I was like: Goodness, you and him connected issit?!
    His message made me heave a sigh of relief!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
    Went to bathe after that and mummy fetched me to Far East cause i late already.
    Klaryce last minute pangseh. -.-............ Met Yunjing at entrance and walked around till Rachel came.
    Gosh, we walked the whole of basement for idk how many times. -.-
    And we ended up buying nothing. I couldnt find anything i liked at all.
    I dont like Far East to start with la. I remember i went there with Fion. Haha.
    It was so boring that time we went Plaza Sing for Pastamania. LOL. Yeah Past...
    So still walked around then tired already, went KFC to sit down.
    Ate cheesefries and drank Coke. Thanks Yunjing, for queuing for me. :D
    Haha. Mummy fetched me after that and went Whampoh to eat dinner. Fetched Ahma.
    Stupid one. We go there so early, they serve so damn slow. -.-
    Plus there werent many people there at all lor. We waited for almost an hour you know!!!
    Ohmygod la. Went home after that and filled in my option form for the subject combination thingy.
    & am now chatting and blogging at the same time. I cannot find any song that really match my mood now.
    Tsk so irritating... Lol. Byebye ending it here today.

    The past.

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    All old memories flashes back. Time passes so fast, 1 year has gone.
    Everyone changed. I thought we could stay like how we were when i transfered.
    But just 4months after that, we started drifing like mad.
    & after 7months, it was worst than i ever thought. I knew this day would come.
    But i dint expect it to come so soon. What happened to Benjamin and Fion?
    Why did Joanne appear in our cliques last time? Why Fion always stick with her?
    WHY WHY WHY. NOW WHY IS BENJAMIN TREATING ME LIKE HOW HE TREATED FION LAST TIME.

    You promised me you will never forget me. You promised me to give me a huge dumbo on my birthday.
    You promised me no matter what, i'll still be in your heart.
    Seriously after that mcdonald's trip on 23rdSept, i realised what ugly pictures in my head are all coming into reality.
    I complained so much to someone who doesnt even know what i'm saying. I really dont understand what happened.
    Last time when we text, you never fail to cheer me up. You never fail to make me laugh.
    Now what?! Why have we became two complete strangers.... Its just so fucking saddening.
    I really hope i can patch this up la. :( I really don't wanna lose a dumbo.
    Hais. You actually made me unable to sleep for the whole of last night.
    I know you hate burdens. I think i should feel lucky you dont read my blog, although i wish you would.
    Don't know what to do now la. I've sent the text already. And i havent yet recieve your reply.
    I really hope the reason why you're not replying is cause you're sleeping.
    I miss Benjamin Yeo alot.

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    Talk to me, You speak with me.
    Don’t sink before you rise baby
    Don’t fade away..
    You hesitate, You seem to wait.
    For all the time we had, feels like a world away.
    Cause we’re the same, and I know that we’ll never change.
    Look I bought your favourite ice cream, I don’t wanna see it melt away..
    The memories, the things we did, I locked inside my heart.
    Where I know I won’t forget. If you walk out now, I don’t know if we could be the same.
    Baby just talk with me, cause I want you to stay here with me.

    -Ice cream song, Moonlight Resonance (I only copy the phrases that i like.)

    I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday.
    And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away.
    Walk Away, Walk Away....


    UPDATED @ 1.55PM
    WEEEEE. FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING I'VE SAID ON TOP. EVERYTHING'S OKAY ALREADY HAHAHA YAY MAN! :D