Her whisper is the lucifer.

Hello!! I'm at the last episode of Hello baby already!! Ohmygod it only took me like 3days to watch finish.. Ohman :( I'm gonna miss SHINee afterwards.. Cuz you know, sometimes looking at them dance is no fun! You keep seeing their same faces and movements. Whereas in this kind of shows, THEY ARE NATURAL! Ok, "everything on tv is a lie." except for Hello Baby! Hehe :D I want them to have a CONCERT in Singapore!! :( Concert means you definitely can see their faces if you're willing to pay the money. Fan meeting, FOC one. Ugh then you'll have to ton the night at whereever they are having the meeting. AND YOU MIGHT NOT GET TO SEE THEM. (Because of the number of people there.)

"Since SHINee has such red hot popularity, will they want to come and hold a concert here in our country? They expressed happily that even though there are no confirmed dates currently, but given the chance, they really hope to be able to come back."

-DKpopnews

Did nothing today!! What a boring day. Kept looking at myself in the mirror and asked myself why the hell is my face so fugly. Like wtf seriously. I want my flawless skin back... I dont mind wearing specs etc. BUT I WANT MY SKIN BACK!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT I DO MAN REALLY!!! I cleanse my face 2times a day if not 3. My face dont feel irritated at all until there's pimples. God damn it why am i talking about this. Bye end of story.

I want a new camera badly. I want that Samsung one. OMG i want it :( It was front camera!! I dont care how bad the quality is. I kinda think all compact cameras are the same la. So, that camera is unique!! Mummy :( Sigh.

Annyeong!!!

I remember every word that you said, it just keeps spinning around in my head.

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is thinkin of you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.

안녕! Hehe Korean is a really fun language to learn, really!! Even though i'm an extremely slow learner, but yeah its still cool for me. :)

So today was an extremely cold day for me. Didnt really expected it though. I was like, "oh its raining. should i bring jacket?" Decided to so i just grabbed the jacket and went to school. Rained stopped. I started to felt the heat but didnt want to take out because, i'm lazy to wear back if i wanted to LOL. Thank god i didnt because after the first period, temperature started dropping drastically. Ok i'm exaggerating, but it was really very cold!

A pretty normal day for me. I was anticipating for after school because clique was planning to watch Aftershock. But after Chinese period, i realised my "aunt" came and visit me!!! Ohmygosh what a wrong timing right... I had to go home, if not it'd be so freaking disgusting. EEWWWW MUCH!!! I hurried went to the toilet before SS lesson started and went back. But on the way, Joseph gave me a scare. ._....

On facebook yesterday, he said he'd say hi to me today. Actually i kinda forgot about it leh. Ohmygosh then when i was walking about to the classroom, he suddenly walked pass me and said: HIHIHIHIHI. Like wth, i didnt know what to respond at first because i had slow reaction. I knew i was already late for class so i just said Hi, waved, and said bye. Weird much, i didnt see his class around. How the hell did we "coincidentally" bumped into each other eh? LOL Until afew minutes ago then i realised, he already saw me walking to the toilet. So he literally planned all this, just to give me a shock. LOL!!! Ha Joseph, I'll be watching out for you on Monday. Wont be as shocked, promise.

Watched SHINee's Hello Baby!!! Ohmygod even if you dont like them or whatever uh, after this show you will confirm fall in love with them man!! LOL. I was like bored, and i was crazing over Taemin so much lately that i decided i should watch Hello baby. SO CUTE LA ALL REALLY!!! I used to only like Taemin. The others were only average. After watching, i realised all of them have their own kind of super awesome character. Its totally different from their singing images, TOTALLY!

SHINee ftw! ♥

I'd rather walk alone. Dont wanna chase you around.

You were cute. I fell for you. I wanted you. You filled that empty space I had in my heart. You made me feel perfect. I loved you, until I realized there were other girls.  
Hihi. Everything was as usual today. Went amk with Liqian after school. :) We were basically chatting more than doing anything else. So yeah hahaha. Wanted to check out Street Dance tickets but so many people!! Ugh. -_- Tomorrow's Friday already! I'm so happy. LIKE SERIOUSLY YO!!! I'm gonna do DNT tomorrow night i think.. As for today, i'm gonna write the Dance reflection thingy. It seems interesting! Bet i'll write alot hehehe. Well its dance you know!!! *Big grin~ :D*

YEAH BABY THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. HEHEHE. I love this video HEHEHE. TAEMIN!!!! (L)

사랑해, 이태민♥

Another sorrowful day.

You know.. I've got nothing to post today actually. Tomorrow's my doomsday for DNT. :( Sigh. Its taking over my whole dreamworld. WHY?! I really wish i could rant, but really there's nothing i can say. Everything's deep down in my heart. So deep even i cant dig it out. Whatever i'm stating here, is just roughly how i feel.

1. People all go for looks.
2. People all go for sizes.
3. They dont give a fuck if your character is good or not.
4. No matter how good you are, there are bound to be haters.
5. Without studies in Singapore, you'll end up sweeping the floors.
6. Sometimes to me, there are really no such things as true friends.
7. I wished my blemishes would just fucking go away because its fucking demoralizing me.
8. Deep down, no matter how tough you act, you do care about what people say about you.
9. And sometimes, no matter how hard i try to control my feelings, it just dont want to listen to me and i end up feeling all sad and depressed like how i am now.
10. Last, I'm happy because people around me are. I'm sad because I feel i look alien-ic to Earth.

The end.

Forlorn.

Something terrible happened in school today. Actually all was well until i realised.......................
 MY ITOUCH WAS MISSING!!!!!!!!!

Omg. I really thought it was a prank by Joel Tseng. :(  Ok let me tell you what happened before i found out.

I was walking out of the Icast happily because school ended. (Ah my foot. I still had to stay back.) So i went to the classroom allocated for the Self Study Session. Joel was asking for my itouch like who know how many times! So i ptu my hand into my side pocket..... AND IT WASNT THERE!!! First thing that came into my head was: HA STUPID JOEL. MUST HAVE TOOK IT WHEN I WENT OUT OF THE CLASS. Plus he looked super dubious. ._. He kept smiling and smiling and asking for my itouch. Gosh.

Actually i kinda knew it wasnt him la... If he were to really play such a prank on me, I would really not talk to him again. -.- So yeah. My heart was like tearing into pieces as time passes by.. I was waiting for miracle to happen during the whole afternoon. I cannot even think of studying at the moment!!! :( Yes i know i looked very... no emotion just now. Thats what i heard from Dinesh and Theenesh and Chuanzhen la. The only 3 people who knows i'm sad was Kimiko, Joel and Jonas. -_- Unbelievable i know. 

So yes.. :( Its gone.. Sigh until now i also dont really know how to respond. Told my mom about it already. Dont really know what she'll do.. I'm gonna use my iPod classic was replacement for the time being.. I havent download the songs from my Phone to my comp yet... So my phone's like really outdated now.

Tomorrow's Hisotry and English CT. Goodluck to me yo.

Never say never.

 Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not, won't. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.

Whazzup guyz. I havent complete DNT, clap for me thank you very much. Woohoo. -.- Idiotic, like i care. ._. Social Studies CT is tomorrow. Which more important? DNT or SS? SS LA OF COURSE. Humanities was never really my thing. But i still have to try no matter what..

So today was a really super cold day. Like crazily impressively cold LOL! And stupid me didnt bring my jacket. Actually i wanted to, but after much deliberation, some part of my brain told me not to. Roar. I was freezing cold ok. But i love it. Hehehe i rather be cold than hot la. Heat is always a turn off for me ok.

History was ridiculously boring. We were supposed to revise ourself for 50minutes OMG. Nearly died of boredom. CS too. 100minutes of lame CS. ROAR why cant school provide compulsary classes such as Dance, Music, etc. ._. It'd be waaaay more interesting than CS or HISTORY. Ok i know some of you might not agree but hello, this is my blog. I have got my own freedom of speech LOL.

Went KFC with Kaiquan Charlotte Amanda and Andrea. I saw my old tuition mate, Max. He still got the Andrew look and the droopy eyes. ._. He didnt remembered me i guess but owell i dont care :D Hehe. Went to buy food and guess what. ._. I saw Andrew Chan wtfzxscawduksfzcxfnsio. LOLOLOL. For one moment i thought he was Max, seriously. So i saw Heather too, shockingly... EH SHE IS SO PRETTY OK. *No wonder last time there was this taxi uncle who thought you were angmoh. Hahaha look like eh.* Yeah so bought food, eat and then the couple went to Bishan library while Me, Andrea and Amanda toured the boring J8. Haha.

Went home and slacked, then cracking my brains. ._. "WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR DNT?!?!?!?!?" Stupid dnt. Whatever, gave up and continued with my SS. Yes i'm done revising. But i'm gonna read it later after this and tomorrow before test. :) I'm done with my post peeeeeeoooppplllleeee. :D

Loverholic, Robotronic.

It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

So i went to Orchard yesterday. Met Liqian and Jai at amk first then we went Cineleisure to check out tix for Inception. BUT, tickets were ALL sold out. So angry :( Then we walked to Lido to get tix. Shockingly, only left the first row seats OMG. Nevermind la dont care already. First seats lor... Slacked there till Yvonne came and we went in at 5plus. :) The movie was incredible! Must catch it if you havent ok! :D But fyi, the movie is 2hours28min long... LOL Oh! I saw Joel Tseng at somerset mrt, ALONE. Coincidental much.

Went Wisma for afew minutes to grab clothes and go home HAHAHA. I wasnt happy because whole day never buy anything :( So yeah hehe. I bought a tank and tee. VERY NICE OK! Reached home at 10 or so.


OHMYGOSH I LOVE TAEMIN LA HE SO HANDSOME PRETTY CUTE. OMG. Hehehe. When i first heard Lucifer, it wasnt really very nice.. After hearing it for so many times, OMG MESMERIZED. Especially by Taemin hehehee. I LOVE YOU MAN, LEE TAEMIN!!!!!!!

Found this on tumblr. COOL LA OK!!! He is so handsome even on a cartoon pic.

Happy Birthday Shanette.

Aaron, Adeline, Afiq, Agnes, Alicia, Alicia Lin, Amanda, Andrea, Andrew Lim, Andrew Tay, Areena, Bahadur, Baiyang, Belinda, Bellda, Belle, Benjamin, Benny, Benson, Brenda Loke, Brenda Sjahrial, Brice, Bryan, Bryan Lim, Bunsong, Celia, Charlotte, Charmaine, Chuanzhen, Chunsen, Clarissa, Claire, Claude, Daniel Lee(STcamp), Daniel Lee(Yuying SS),  Darren, Daryl, Darryle, Denise, Dennis, Dikai, Dinar, Dinesh, Dindang, Donghan, Dylan, Eben, Echa, Edwin See, Edwin Foo, Enwei, Esther, Eugene Soon, Eugene Lim, Evelyn, Fion Seetoh, Fiona, Fion lee, Florence, Fuquan, Garek, Geraldine, Grisselda, Guoqiang, Hadi, Hanafi, Hannah, Heather, Hweeteng, Iffah, Isabel, Ivy, Jai, Jana, Jaren, Jeanne, Jere, Jeremy, Jianxuan, Jiazhen, Jinteck, Jocelyn, Jodie, Joel Tan, Joey, Johanna, Jolene, Jonas, Jonathan Tan, Jonathan Toh, Joseph, Josephine, Joshua, Junyi, Justina, Kaheng, Kaiquan, Keanwah, Kelvin, Kenny, Khailey, Kimberlin, Kimiko, Krystal, Liqian, Leonard, Lydia, Marcus Chia, Mariana, Mary, Megan, Meipo, Melissa, Minghao, Minquan, Mona, Monika, Nadira, Nathanael, Nathalie Lee, Nicole, Nicole Foo, Nigel, Pavitra, Prabesh, Praveen, Qianyu, Raphael, Rasyiqah, Ravethi, Rebecca, Rehana, Remus, Ridley, Rishi, Rkycia, Ruiyin, Ryan, Sammie, Samantha, Sasha, Shareen, Sharizad, Sheryl, Sheryl Phoa, Shiying, Shormir, Silvia, Spencer, Sujun, Thignesh, Thomas, Wanping, Wanrong, Weijie, Weiting, Weiyang, Wenyan, Winnie Tan, Xinhui, Xinni, Xinyi, Yanying, Yolande, Yny, Yongxing, Yunjing, Yvonne, Zena, Zhengxiang, Zhihao, Zoey. Mr Peterson, Mummy, Daddy, Winnie and Nina.

Omg so many people. Unbelievable. Thankyou everyone. Especially Charlotte(I love your blogpost!!), Jai,(Both of you sent me the longest texts. I LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!!!) Yvonne, Geraldine, Josephine, Brenda, Jonathan Toh and Clarissa who wrote me such nice greetings. Thanks alot. Thanks Megan, Sasha and Mary for the birthday hug hehehez. Thanks Jocelyn for the Pringles and your blog post omg!!!!! Hehehe after so long you still remembered!! Thanks Darryle, for the birthday punch on my back. -_- LOL. Thanks Dennis for being so shocked that today was my birthday HAHAHA. Charmaine i saw my big name on your blog! HEHEHE!!

Actually it was a rather normal day la seriously. Supposed to watch Inception with Yvonne Jai and Liqian. But my mother kept ignoring my calls and smses. Make me so pekchek i just went to lalaland. -.- Ugh. So now i end up celebrating my birthday alone, at home. Fuck this is so fucking boring and lonely. Wish i can go out now man seriously. -.-.

Sigh alright. The day is gonna be over in afew hours time... Bye people.

Kickass!

Ohmygod almost forgot to blog my baby~ Heheheheh. I just suddenly thought of Jonas for no reason and blogging came to my mind. I remembered him asking me to blog earlier just now! But now he's sleeping like a pig. SERIOUSLY DUDE, WHY DO YOU SLEEP SO EARLY?!?!!?

Ok whatever. School was okay today! Finished my DNT during CE period!!! No one was listening to what gracemary was saying la! Pity her but.... i dont know what she wants us to do, so i had no choice but to ignore her too.. LOL. Slept during English period because Esther howhow never come. WOOHOO! Heheheh, i was planning to sleep during CHINESE one lor. But i was seriously too tired to wait any longer so i fell asleep. When i woke up, OMG i found so many people sleeping too~ Poor ms liew!!!

Had MM after school. ONLY FOR 20MINUTES! The teacher talked for 10minutes. And in that other 10minutes, i finished 2 and the half pages of the work that i'm supposed to do. Please dont ask me why i'm in MM. Piss me off only. LOL. Dance audition after that! Ridiculously bad la damn it! I think my battement, triplet & hipsong not bad. The rest all bad la! Nothing much to say about it. Now 5 people in my clique is in level 3 and damn it, i'm still at level 2. HOW CAN YOU CALL A LEVEL 2 DANCER, A GOOD DANCER?! OHMYGOD IRRITATING!!!!! :(

Ok nevermind. I swear i'm super hyper now. Dont really have any reason in particular. Hmmmm what else must i say? OH ITS LIKE 1.25HOURS MORE TO MY SO CALLED BIG DAY. I dont have the feeling at all lar! It would probably still be like any typical Friday lar!!!! Roar birthday these days are just freaking boring. I remember when i was younger, i used to have alot of fun because of parties and stuff. NOW?! NORMAL DAY LA. Ohmy so boring.

DONEDONEDONE. I'm done posting. JONAS HAPPY ALREADY????? :)

Mental breakdown

Hello.

Unhappy morning i had man. I was very stressed the whole morning. DNT HAVENT DO, HOW?! ENGLISH ALSO NEVER DO, HOW!!!? OMG MY PARENTS COMING TO SCHOOL, WHAT WILL HAPPEN?!?!?!?!?!?! I almost died, i was panicking the whole morning. Like crazy, i was thinking so fast i almost lost control of myself.

When DNT started, we were supposed to do some stupid irritating presentation. we drew lots and the smallest no. goes first. WHY I SO SWAY?! I got number 2!? -.- Zheng xiang went first and thank god he did something. Half of my brain was thinking what my parents were doing and the other half, thinking of how to explain myself to teacher. Ohmy, when it was my turn, i told him i'd do 6 designs tomorrow and pass it up to him. He die die also want me to present even if its not my work! Zhengxiang passed me his designs and taught me what to say. But ohmygod i was so stressed out. It is like morally wrong to present a work that is not mine!!!!!! -.- Fucking hell. "Should i just present? Should i? Should I?? SHOULD I?!?!?!?! Suddenly teacher compared me going up to present infront of 10 over people and me dancing during Oeuvre infront of 350people. OMG I PRACTICED FOR OEUVRE FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR DEAR TEACHER! AND THAT STUPID PRESENTATION. YOU WANT ME TO PRESENT EVEN THOUGH THE WORK IS NOT MINE?! Sorry i cannot do it. -.-

Guess what was next. I broke down. I TRIED TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS. But damn, he kept pressurizing me non stop with all those, "go up la shanette. go up. just go up and talk only." Omfg. Worst thing, he still wants me to present even though my brain cannot function very well already. WALAO EH!!!! I like totally dont know what to do la. It's not like i cried to escape the presentation thing ok. -_- I cried because i really dont know what to present!!! Mr yeo came and told me what to present too but i stil dont know how!!! Went to toilet and cleared up my fucking red and messy face. Told Thignesh about it. I had to tell someone! I wanted to tell my mom. But, i know she'd start making a big fuss about it so i decided not to. Came back, Kimiko kept teaching me how to talk. *Thanks alot.* So i did went up. Anyhow shoot then went back to my seat. Class ended and done.

2 periods of English was next. Ok, wasnt as terrifying as i thought it'd be. Recess(My eye still felt so heavy because of all the crying and shit.) HISTORY WAS BORING!!! I spent the time doing on my first DNT design that was supposed to be handed up at the end of the day. Chemistry was the last period of school hours. I'm starting to like Chemistry now. Somehow it's like simple math.. LOL. Assembly was hilarious! Act 3 acted until damn funny la~

Had bio remedial after school. Then went AVA to finish up DNT. The people i sat with were gossiping about things i dont even know about. They dont even bother telling me when i asked them -_- Damn, so i just continued doing my work, go out of the place, gave Mr Yeo and went amk with Charlotte, Amanda and Andrea. Bought icecream and headed home. Slept in the bus LOL, lucky didnt miss my stop.

Just reached home not too long ago. I wanna blog first incase i forgot what i wanna write later on. It'll end here for now.

Even though i know he wont see it, but still: Thanks Thignesh for being so caring. :)
Jonas&Kimiko too, i know you will see it~ (Somehow.)