Hah? -.- I dont have the mood today at all. I'm feeling super super down.
The negative ions are coming to me all over again. I just wished i was pretty.
It was so simple. :( What should i do? I wished i could hug someone now, badly i swear.
Everything's not going well for me. I just don't understand why im not loved.
Probably cause i look terrible, fat, anti social. RAH I HATE HOW I LOOK LA.
SHIT LOOK. WTF. I DONT THINK MY PARENTS LOOK THAT BAD.
BUT WHY DO I HAVE THEIR UGLY GENES. -.-. I wished i had my mum's beautiful eyes.
But no, i got her ugly legs. I wished i had my father's body, the kind which wont be fat.
But no, i got his ugly eyes. ZZZ. I hate to say this and its very wrong to say this, but i still got to say this.
God do you hate me so much? Did i do something wrong in the past that i've got to be tortured so badly?
C'mon guys, you tell me you know me well? When's my birthday? What's my full name? What do i want to become? Why am i always so depressed?
DO YOUUUU KNOW?! -.-. Bullshit, i'm nothing to anyone k.
Speechless and idk what to say now. Rubbish post and i just wish i could end my life.
I love you, dearest chubb. ♥
