Her whisper is the lucifer.

Hello!! I'm at the last episode of Hello baby already!! Ohmygod it only took me like 3days to watch finish.. Ohman :( I'm gonna miss SHINee afterwards.. Cuz you know, sometimes looking at them dance is no fun! You keep seeing their same faces and movements. Whereas in this kind of shows, THEY ARE NATURAL! Ok, "everything on tv is a lie." except for Hello Baby! Hehe :D I want them to have a CONCERT in Singapore!! :( Concert means you definitely can see their faces if you're willing to pay the money. Fan meeting, FOC one. Ugh then you'll have to ton the night at whereever they are having the meeting. AND YOU MIGHT NOT GET TO SEE THEM. (Because of the number of people there.)

"Since SHINee has such red hot popularity, will they want to come and hold a concert here in our country? They expressed happily that even though there are no confirmed dates currently, but given the chance, they really hope to be able to come back."

-DKpopnews

Did nothing today!! What a boring day. Kept looking at myself in the mirror and asked myself why the hell is my face so fugly. Like wtf seriously. I want my flawless skin back... I dont mind wearing specs etc. BUT I WANT MY SKIN BACK!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT I DO MAN REALLY!!! I cleanse my face 2times a day if not 3. My face dont feel irritated at all until there's pimples. God damn it why am i talking about this. Bye end of story.

I want a new camera badly. I want that Samsung one. OMG i want it :( It was front camera!! I dont care how bad the quality is. I kinda think all compact cameras are the same la. So, that camera is unique!! Mummy :( Sigh.

Annyeong!!!

I remember every word that you said, it just keeps spinning around in my head.

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is thinkin of you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.

안녕! Hehe Korean is a really fun language to learn, really!! Even though i'm an extremely slow learner, but yeah its still cool for me. :)

So today was an extremely cold day for me. Didnt really expected it though. I was like, "oh its raining. should i bring jacket?" Decided to so i just grabbed the jacket and went to school. Rained stopped. I started to felt the heat but didnt want to take out because, i'm lazy to wear back if i wanted to LOL. Thank god i didnt because after the first period, temperature started dropping drastically. Ok i'm exaggerating, but it was really very cold!

A pretty normal day for me. I was anticipating for after school because clique was planning to watch Aftershock. But after Chinese period, i realised my "aunt" came and visit me!!! Ohmygosh what a wrong timing right... I had to go home, if not it'd be so freaking disgusting. EEWWWW MUCH!!! I hurried went to the toilet before SS lesson started and went back. But on the way, Joseph gave me a scare. ._....

On facebook yesterday, he said he'd say hi to me today. Actually i kinda forgot about it leh. Ohmygosh then when i was walking about to the classroom, he suddenly walked pass me and said: HIHIHIHIHI. Like wth, i didnt know what to respond at first because i had slow reaction. I knew i was already late for class so i just said Hi, waved, and said bye. Weird much, i didnt see his class around. How the hell did we "coincidentally" bumped into each other eh? LOL Until afew minutes ago then i realised, he already saw me walking to the toilet. So he literally planned all this, just to give me a shock. LOL!!! Ha Joseph, I'll be watching out for you on Monday. Wont be as shocked, promise.

Watched SHINee's Hello Baby!!! Ohmygod even if you dont like them or whatever uh, after this show you will confirm fall in love with them man!! LOL. I was like bored, and i was crazing over Taemin so much lately that i decided i should watch Hello baby. SO CUTE LA ALL REALLY!!! I used to only like Taemin. The others were only average. After watching, i realised all of them have their own kind of super awesome character. Its totally different from their singing images, TOTALLY!

SHINee ftw! ♥

I'd rather walk alone. Dont wanna chase you around.

You were cute. I fell for you. I wanted you. You filled that empty space I had in my heart. You made me feel perfect. I loved you, until I realized there were other girls.  
Hihi. Everything was as usual today. Went amk with Liqian after school. :) We were basically chatting more than doing anything else. So yeah hahaha. Wanted to check out Street Dance tickets but so many people!! Ugh. -_- Tomorrow's Friday already! I'm so happy. LIKE SERIOUSLY YO!!! I'm gonna do DNT tomorrow night i think.. As for today, i'm gonna write the Dance reflection thingy. It seems interesting! Bet i'll write alot hehehe. Well its dance you know!!! *Big grin~ :D*

YEAH BABY THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. HEHEHE. I love this video HEHEHE. TAEMIN!!!! (L)

사랑해, 이태민♥

Another sorrowful day.

You know.. I've got nothing to post today actually. Tomorrow's my doomsday for DNT. :( Sigh. Its taking over my whole dreamworld. WHY?! I really wish i could rant, but really there's nothing i can say. Everything's deep down in my heart. So deep even i cant dig it out. Whatever i'm stating here, is just roughly how i feel.

1. People all go for looks.
2. People all go for sizes.
3. They dont give a fuck if your character is good or not.
4. No matter how good you are, there are bound to be haters.
5. Without studies in Singapore, you'll end up sweeping the floors.
6. Sometimes to me, there are really no such things as true friends.
7. I wished my blemishes would just fucking go away because its fucking demoralizing me.
8. Deep down, no matter how tough you act, you do care about what people say about you.
9. And sometimes, no matter how hard i try to control my feelings, it just dont want to listen to me and i end up feeling all sad and depressed like how i am now.
10. Last, I'm happy because people around me are. I'm sad because I feel i look alien-ic to Earth.

The end.

Forlorn.

Something terrible happened in school today. Actually all was well until i realised.......................
 MY ITOUCH WAS MISSING!!!!!!!!!

Omg. I really thought it was a prank by Joel Tseng. :(  Ok let me tell you what happened before i found out.

I was walking out of the Icast happily because school ended. (Ah my foot. I still had to stay back.) So i went to the classroom allocated for the Self Study Session. Joel was asking for my itouch like who know how many times! So i ptu my hand into my side pocket..... AND IT WASNT THERE!!! First thing that came into my head was: HA STUPID JOEL. MUST HAVE TOOK IT WHEN I WENT OUT OF THE CLASS. Plus he looked super dubious. ._. He kept smiling and smiling and asking for my itouch. Gosh.

Actually i kinda knew it wasnt him la... If he were to really play such a prank on me, I would really not talk to him again. -.- So yeah. My heart was like tearing into pieces as time passes by.. I was waiting for miracle to happen during the whole afternoon. I cannot even think of studying at the moment!!! :( Yes i know i looked very... no emotion just now. Thats what i heard from Dinesh and Theenesh and Chuanzhen la. The only 3 people who knows i'm sad was Kimiko, Joel and Jonas. -_- Unbelievable i know. 

So yes.. :( Its gone.. Sigh until now i also dont really know how to respond. Told my mom about it already. Dont really know what she'll do.. I'm gonna use my iPod classic was replacement for the time being.. I havent download the songs from my Phone to my comp yet... So my phone's like really outdated now.

Tomorrow's Hisotry and English CT. Goodluck to me yo.

Never say never.

 Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not, won't. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.

Whazzup guyz. I havent complete DNT, clap for me thank you very much. Woohoo. -.- Idiotic, like i care. ._. Social Studies CT is tomorrow. Which more important? DNT or SS? SS LA OF COURSE. Humanities was never really my thing. But i still have to try no matter what..

So today was a really super cold day. Like crazily impressively cold LOL! And stupid me didnt bring my jacket. Actually i wanted to, but after much deliberation, some part of my brain told me not to. Roar. I was freezing cold ok. But i love it. Hehehe i rather be cold than hot la. Heat is always a turn off for me ok.

History was ridiculously boring. We were supposed to revise ourself for 50minutes OMG. Nearly died of boredom. CS too. 100minutes of lame CS. ROAR why cant school provide compulsary classes such as Dance, Music, etc. ._. It'd be waaaay more interesting than CS or HISTORY. Ok i know some of you might not agree but hello, this is my blog. I have got my own freedom of speech LOL.

Went KFC with Kaiquan Charlotte Amanda and Andrea. I saw my old tuition mate, Max. He still got the Andrew look and the droopy eyes. ._. He didnt remembered me i guess but owell i dont care :D Hehe. Went to buy food and guess what. ._. I saw Andrew Chan wtfzxscawduksfzcxfnsio. LOLOLOL. For one moment i thought he was Max, seriously. So i saw Heather too, shockingly... EH SHE IS SO PRETTY OK. *No wonder last time there was this taxi uncle who thought you were angmoh. Hahaha look like eh.* Yeah so bought food, eat and then the couple went to Bishan library while Me, Andrea and Amanda toured the boring J8. Haha.

Went home and slacked, then cracking my brains. ._. "WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR DNT?!?!?!?!?" Stupid dnt. Whatever, gave up and continued with my SS. Yes i'm done revising. But i'm gonna read it later after this and tomorrow before test. :) I'm done with my post peeeeeeoooppplllleeee. :D

Loverholic, Robotronic.

It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

So i went to Orchard yesterday. Met Liqian and Jai at amk first then we went Cineleisure to check out tix for Inception. BUT, tickets were ALL sold out. So angry :( Then we walked to Lido to get tix. Shockingly, only left the first row seats OMG. Nevermind la dont care already. First seats lor... Slacked there till Yvonne came and we went in at 5plus. :) The movie was incredible! Must catch it if you havent ok! :D But fyi, the movie is 2hours28min long... LOL Oh! I saw Joel Tseng at somerset mrt, ALONE. Coincidental much.

Went Wisma for afew minutes to grab clothes and go home HAHAHA. I wasnt happy because whole day never buy anything :( So yeah hehe. I bought a tank and tee. VERY NICE OK! Reached home at 10 or so.


OHMYGOSH I LOVE TAEMIN LA HE SO HANDSOME PRETTY CUTE. OMG. Hehehe. When i first heard Lucifer, it wasnt really very nice.. After hearing it for so many times, OMG MESMERIZED. Especially by Taemin hehehee. I LOVE YOU MAN, LEE TAEMIN!!!!!!!

Found this on tumblr. COOL LA OK!!! He is so handsome even on a cartoon pic.

Happy Birthday Shanette.

Aaron, Adeline, Afiq, Agnes, Alicia, Alicia Lin, Amanda, Andrea, Andrew Lim, Andrew Tay, Areena, Bahadur, Baiyang, Belinda, Bellda, Belle, Benjamin, Benny, Benson, Brenda Loke, Brenda Sjahrial, Brice, Bryan, Bryan Lim, Bunsong, Celia, Charlotte, Charmaine, Chuanzhen, Chunsen, Clarissa, Claire, Claude, Daniel Lee(STcamp), Daniel Lee(Yuying SS),  Darren, Daryl, Darryle, Denise, Dennis, Dikai, Dinar, Dinesh, Dindang, Donghan, Dylan, Eben, Echa, Edwin See, Edwin Foo, Enwei, Esther, Eugene Soon, Eugene Lim, Evelyn, Fion Seetoh, Fiona, Fion lee, Florence, Fuquan, Garek, Geraldine, Grisselda, Guoqiang, Hadi, Hanafi, Hannah, Heather, Hweeteng, Iffah, Isabel, Ivy, Jai, Jana, Jaren, Jeanne, Jere, Jeremy, Jianxuan, Jiazhen, Jinteck, Jocelyn, Jodie, Joel Tan, Joey, Johanna, Jolene, Jonas, Jonathan Tan, Jonathan Toh, Joseph, Josephine, Joshua, Junyi, Justina, Kaheng, Kaiquan, Keanwah, Kelvin, Kenny, Khailey, Kimberlin, Kimiko, Krystal, Liqian, Leonard, Lydia, Marcus Chia, Mariana, Mary, Megan, Meipo, Melissa, Minghao, Minquan, Mona, Monika, Nadira, Nathanael, Nathalie Lee, Nicole, Nicole Foo, Nigel, Pavitra, Prabesh, Praveen, Qianyu, Raphael, Rasyiqah, Ravethi, Rebecca, Rehana, Remus, Ridley, Rishi, Rkycia, Ruiyin, Ryan, Sammie, Samantha, Sasha, Shareen, Sharizad, Sheryl, Sheryl Phoa, Shiying, Shormir, Silvia, Spencer, Sujun, Thignesh, Thomas, Wanping, Wanrong, Weijie, Weiting, Weiyang, Wenyan, Winnie Tan, Xinhui, Xinni, Xinyi, Yanying, Yolande, Yny, Yongxing, Yunjing, Yvonne, Zena, Zhengxiang, Zhihao, Zoey. Mr Peterson, Mummy, Daddy, Winnie and Nina.

Omg so many people. Unbelievable. Thankyou everyone. Especially Charlotte(I love your blogpost!!), Jai,(Both of you sent me the longest texts. I LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!!!) Yvonne, Geraldine, Josephine, Brenda, Jonathan Toh and Clarissa who wrote me such nice greetings. Thanks alot. Thanks Megan, Sasha and Mary for the birthday hug hehehez. Thanks Jocelyn for the Pringles and your blog post omg!!!!! Hehehe after so long you still remembered!! Thanks Darryle, for the birthday punch on my back. -_- LOL. Thanks Dennis for being so shocked that today was my birthday HAHAHA. Charmaine i saw my big name on your blog! HEHEHE!!

Actually it was a rather normal day la seriously. Supposed to watch Inception with Yvonne Jai and Liqian. But my mother kept ignoring my calls and smses. Make me so pekchek i just went to lalaland. -.- Ugh. So now i end up celebrating my birthday alone, at home. Fuck this is so fucking boring and lonely. Wish i can go out now man seriously. -.-.

Sigh alright. The day is gonna be over in afew hours time... Bye people.

Kickass!

Ohmygod almost forgot to blog my baby~ Heheheheh. I just suddenly thought of Jonas for no reason and blogging came to my mind. I remembered him asking me to blog earlier just now! But now he's sleeping like a pig. SERIOUSLY DUDE, WHY DO YOU SLEEP SO EARLY?!?!!?

Ok whatever. School was okay today! Finished my DNT during CE period!!! No one was listening to what gracemary was saying la! Pity her but.... i dont know what she wants us to do, so i had no choice but to ignore her too.. LOL. Slept during English period because Esther howhow never come. WOOHOO! Heheheh, i was planning to sleep during CHINESE one lor. But i was seriously too tired to wait any longer so i fell asleep. When i woke up, OMG i found so many people sleeping too~ Poor ms liew!!!

Had MM after school. ONLY FOR 20MINUTES! The teacher talked for 10minutes. And in that other 10minutes, i finished 2 and the half pages of the work that i'm supposed to do. Please dont ask me why i'm in MM. Piss me off only. LOL. Dance audition after that! Ridiculously bad la damn it! I think my battement, triplet & hipsong not bad. The rest all bad la! Nothing much to say about it. Now 5 people in my clique is in level 3 and damn it, i'm still at level 2. HOW CAN YOU CALL A LEVEL 2 DANCER, A GOOD DANCER?! OHMYGOD IRRITATING!!!!! :(

Ok nevermind. I swear i'm super hyper now. Dont really have any reason in particular. Hmmmm what else must i say? OH ITS LIKE 1.25HOURS MORE TO MY SO CALLED BIG DAY. I dont have the feeling at all lar! It would probably still be like any typical Friday lar!!!! Roar birthday these days are just freaking boring. I remember when i was younger, i used to have alot of fun because of parties and stuff. NOW?! NORMAL DAY LA. Ohmy so boring.

DONEDONEDONE. I'm done posting. JONAS HAPPY ALREADY????? :)

Mental breakdown

Hello.

Unhappy morning i had man. I was very stressed the whole morning. DNT HAVENT DO, HOW?! ENGLISH ALSO NEVER DO, HOW!!!? OMG MY PARENTS COMING TO SCHOOL, WHAT WILL HAPPEN?!?!?!?!?!?! I almost died, i was panicking the whole morning. Like crazy, i was thinking so fast i almost lost control of myself.

When DNT started, we were supposed to do some stupid irritating presentation. we drew lots and the smallest no. goes first. WHY I SO SWAY?! I got number 2!? -.- Zheng xiang went first and thank god he did something. Half of my brain was thinking what my parents were doing and the other half, thinking of how to explain myself to teacher. Ohmy, when it was my turn, i told him i'd do 6 designs tomorrow and pass it up to him. He die die also want me to present even if its not my work! Zhengxiang passed me his designs and taught me what to say. But ohmygod i was so stressed out. It is like morally wrong to present a work that is not mine!!!!!! -.- Fucking hell. "Should i just present? Should i? Should I?? SHOULD I?!?!?!?! Suddenly teacher compared me going up to present infront of 10 over people and me dancing during Oeuvre infront of 350people. OMG I PRACTICED FOR OEUVRE FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR DEAR TEACHER! AND THAT STUPID PRESENTATION. YOU WANT ME TO PRESENT EVEN THOUGH THE WORK IS NOT MINE?! Sorry i cannot do it. -.-

Guess what was next. I broke down. I TRIED TO HOLD BACK THE TEARS. But damn, he kept pressurizing me non stop with all those, "go up la shanette. go up. just go up and talk only." Omfg. Worst thing, he still wants me to present even though my brain cannot function very well already. WALAO EH!!!! I like totally dont know what to do la. It's not like i cried to escape the presentation thing ok. -_- I cried because i really dont know what to present!!! Mr yeo came and told me what to present too but i stil dont know how!!! Went to toilet and cleared up my fucking red and messy face. Told Thignesh about it. I had to tell someone! I wanted to tell my mom. But, i know she'd start making a big fuss about it so i decided not to. Came back, Kimiko kept teaching me how to talk. *Thanks alot.* So i did went up. Anyhow shoot then went back to my seat. Class ended and done.

2 periods of English was next. Ok, wasnt as terrifying as i thought it'd be. Recess(My eye still felt so heavy because of all the crying and shit.) HISTORY WAS BORING!!! I spent the time doing on my first DNT design that was supposed to be handed up at the end of the day. Chemistry was the last period of school hours. I'm starting to like Chemistry now. Somehow it's like simple math.. LOL. Assembly was hilarious! Act 3 acted until damn funny la~

Had bio remedial after school. Then went AVA to finish up DNT. The people i sat with were gossiping about things i dont even know about. They dont even bother telling me when i asked them -_- Damn, so i just continued doing my work, go out of the place, gave Mr Yeo and went amk with Charlotte, Amanda and Andrea. Bought icecream and headed home. Slept in the bus LOL, lucky didnt miss my stop.

Just reached home not too long ago. I wanna blog first incase i forgot what i wanna write later on. It'll end here for now.

Even though i know he wont see it, but still: Thanks Thignesh for being so caring. :)
Jonas&Kimiko too, i know you will see it~ (Somehow.)  

I am in misery.

Next time you're stressed, take a step back, inhale, and laugh. Remember who you are and why you are here. You're never given anything in this world that you cannot handle. Be strong, be flexible. Love yourself and love others. Always remember, just keep moving forward.

Let me come straight to the point, I suck at Radians. -_- DAMN IT, i am having a really hard time figuring this shit out. Walao eh. Degrees then degrees la. Still need change into what radian. Totally unneeded la damnit. So i was very depressed during math lesson because i dont know how to do the sums. (i still figured it out in the end though, like when the class was almost ending?!)

DNT sucked too. ROAR. DNT is gonna haunt me for the next 1 and the half years. How am i gonna survive!!! :( Chinese also!!! Gosh i am supposed to do some weird newspaper report or something for Chinese. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE TALKING LA. Ohmy, china accents turn me to sleeping mood ok. Roar.

So today, everyone in my clique was busy, except me. Awesome eh? Everyone of them had to stay back in school for their own reason. Aw man, had to go home myself. Hmmm but coincidental much, i saw Jonas and co. just at the gate. So aiya, i was like so lonely. I just followed them opposite since Jonas suggested~ Haha got busted by Joel so many bloody times. Ugh irritating. He still can keep smiling and laughing. WOW PIAK YOU. Didnt know whether to go amk or j8. -_- Jonas la, he wanna walk to bishanpark there. Heh i'm lazy.. So i went j8 lor. It's like a shorter way to my house.

Went home, ate dinner and tried finding the stupid DNT pictures. WOW I HATE DNT. I'm trying to play dnt's feelings so that it could give me marks. You know... like pretend to love it. BUT EVEN THAT, ITS SO HARD!!! Thats how much i hate you, DNT. -_- LOL. 

Hair craze.

Hawt skin colour she has LOL. I want to slim down! (Here it goes again....)

I hate being second to those whom i put first.

Ya know, i was looking forward to blogging while i was in school. But now, i totally forgot what i wanted to post, exactly.

Well... School today was immensely boring, especially Computer studies. If you saw my tweet, you'd know. Haha, dance after school was, stressful. The whole lesson was about across-the-floors. :( very depressing i swear. Especially the first exercise, Pirouttes!!! WHY!!! Is my butt to big or am i too fat to do a proper turn?! I see other people do until so easy until i super annoyed la! I dont want to go to level 1 :( It's a fucking sad thing ohmyfgod. How!!! Well at least i didnt do chennel that badly. Kinda surprised me. Teacher taught a new kind of pas de bourre and i didnt do that badly.

Went home and truthfully, i didnt do anything fruitful today. Gonna get a lashing from Mr yeo tomorrow i'm sure. I'm already looking forward to it. Sorry Mr yeo, in advance LOL. Talked on the phone for a lil while and i'm blogging now, obviously.

I'm feeling very bored now and i cannot think of anything that i wanna do :( I just want to use the computer so here i am. I cannot believe it's 4more days to my birthday. Gosh it's gonna be another boring birthday like last year. I wanna get the samsung camera. Its kinda old i guess, but it's so cool!!! The model's TL225. I want it!!! Really!!! :(

I. love. her. fringe and. hair. colour. alot x1000000.

Treachery

People don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But if they don't like your looks, they won't give a damn about you. That's how reality is. That is why the first impression of many people to me are like total opposite from their current impression.

Hello guyz. I'm back to blogging. The weekends are kinda boring for me, again, as usual. Ugh seriously hate weekends. When i'm alone, in my room, my emotions go wild and i think of all sorts of surreal things, which would never EVER happen to me.

So i went for Hiphop open class on Saturday together with Brice. Now i know what Brice meant when he said it was level 10. LOL i couldnt see what the teacher was teaching :( I got hold of the steps still though, after many practices. I wanna go Street Jazz. Anyone wanna follow? 31st July, 2pm and you've to pay $20 for first timer.

Went home and was busy all day long with the First impression thingy on Facebook. Then went Tampines Mall with family for dinner and stuff. Reached home, bathed and i forgot what i did. Talked on the phone for a little while and went to bed at 1plus in the morning.

My life's boring i know... :( There's school tomorrow. I have DNT homework to do :( Sigh i feel like dying.

Imperfection

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Well, hello there everybody.

Yesterday wasnt as boring as i imagined it would be. Okay school hours itself was boring. After school, i had fun! ^^ I would just skip the morning hours about lessons and stuff because it simply just put others to sleep, i guess.

Okay so yeah, had Motivational Math after school. Before that, followed Charlotte to the canteen to have her lunch while i bought some light food like bread and stuff. I saw the three musketeers(Jonas, Joel and Enwei) @ the canteen too. Enwei treated me like i was some kind of lion.. :( "Relax... Ok relax..?" was what he told me. What the heaven, i was like smiling and he thought i was angry. He imitated me to show me that i was fierce or angry, whatever. LOL like ridiculous. I know... I have small eyes. Plus the edge of my eyes is sharp. You know cat's eye? Except mine's way smaller of course. So i will ALWAYS look fierce even though I'm happy. What a sad thing. :(  Ok nevermind about that.

So we chatted for little while in the canteen with Charlotte. Damnit i almost molested Jonas because he snatched my stupid wallet. Ha don't wanna mention about it because it wasn't on fucking purpose. Went up to MM class after charlotte's lunch and chat. MM was boring :( But my teacher, Ms Eileen, made it interesting! Our mixed up class was split into 4 small groups. So i think I'm like so lucky!! Because i got the most awesome teacher. She is so pretty and has a very sexy voice, plus she has a sense of humour LOL.

So when it ended, Charlotte and all the dance peeps went to dance studio. We were nominating the mistresses(Hair, Makeup and Wardrobe mistress) and treasurer. Ok one thing for sure, i did not expect anyone to vote for me. -_- But ohmygosh, i ended up being the Wardrobe mistress. -_- Gosh it is such a hard position. LOL. Packed the dance studio properly into place and had a small farewell party for the seniors.

Omg it was such a i-must-cry moment when Liqian went up to have her speech to the seniors. The minute she cry uh, most of us' eyes turned red man. It's kinda sad that they're leaving us already :( I think their batch, they dance tremendously well. That's the reason why the item "Home" on Oeuvre was so beautiful. Ate cake and pizza L-O-L. Dance ended at 6plus.

When i got up the bus, i didnt realised Dominic was also on the bus. -_- You know what? I felt my phone vibrating so i looked at it. When i saw "Dominic is calling", i was like huhhhhhhh. Weird. Suddenly, i had the sudden urge to look back, IDK WHY SERIOUSLY!!! I didnt espect myself to see him there. Plus my vision is not really fantatic these days... So it took me almost a minute to realise that IT WAS HIM! My reaction cute only. "OMG HUH WALAO EH?!" Then i hanged the phone. LOLLLLLL i didnt even said hi.. How rude of me right? Yeah, when i got off the bus, he was like right beside me and i didnt even bother to look at him and smile. Why is it always this case uh. The previous time also like that. Ok nevermind. I promise myself i will say hi to him if there is such a coincidence again. :)

Today, school was short and sweet. CS was boring. Math and bio was fun. Jonas was so angry with Dennis just now. So scary, he so angry. Chinese was boring, needless to say. And Socialstudies was interesting. (Except for the srilanka thing. I have no clue about that at all.) Went amk with Jai to watch "Despicable Me". 4.5/5!!!!!! The yellow "cousins" of Gru are all super adorable! Ohmygosh!!! Agnes and damnnnnnnnnnnn cute too! GO WATCH OK. GOGOGO!!!

So i just reached home. Here's what i'm planning to do.
1. Check my Facebok.
2. Check out people's tumblr.
3. Watch The Killers.
4. Watch The Karate Kid.
5. Study.
6. Get myself stuck onto the computer for no reason till bedtime.
7. Ask my mom if i can follow Brice to open class tomorrow.

SAYONARA!!!!!

Happy Birthday Nico!!!

True friend, where are you?

Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it. Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better. If that happens, that’s when I’ll deserve you. But now, at this moment, you can’t hook your boat to mine, ‘cause I’m liable to sink us both.Gabrielle Zevin - Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac

Hi. I'm currently in school, during DNT lesson. Ha i've finished my work and hence, i'm able to log into blogger. Actually even if the work is not done, i'm sure a pretty handful of you would still use the computer right. LOL.


So yeah. There is actually nothing much i can post. It's not like my life is that interesting. Yesterday was a pretty rough day for me. I dont really know why, i just dont feel right. Weird but i had h2h talks with Jonas, like literally! I must also really thank Charlotte for lending a listening ear during bio's free period. Thanks alot. I turned to Amanda but she totally turned me off -_- HAHA everyone knows she cannot listen to people's sorrows.


Now, i'm just thinking what i can write here to interest you people but my mind is like, blank. I know that there's double English period later. Shitasss. Sigh, alright i'm off. Bye.


Updated @ 5.11pm
Hello~ I knew English was shitass. Did some comprehension about Sharks, for the whole 2 period. Remember the unknown teacher who confiscated my phone? He created a tiny scene in the middle of the period. He shouted, "CHEATING UH!?!?!?!?" like tremendously loud. Seriously shocked the hell otta me. Whatever. Had recess and then History period. Tanweina didnt come. So that unknown guy took over. Gawd he was like a totally changed person. WHAT?! Trying to lick my shoes issit? (LOL SOUNDS FREAKING WRONG BECAUSE ANYWAY, HE IS STILL OLDER THAN ME.) He asked me why i had 2 iPhones. -_- You think i'm so rich to buy 2iphones for myself? Lol obviously not. Since he touched both of em, he should know that one of them is slimmer than the other! I told ya, he havent touched an iphone/itouch before. -_- He even taught me the first history source based question. I dont really understand though. He talked so much, i only wrote one sentence down L-O-L.


Chemistry was next and yeah it was boring until we had to try out the questions. Learning chapter 8, The Mole, now. It kinda look complicated but it really isnt. It's like primary school mathematics, how hilarious. LOL ok maybe i'm just gloating over it now since i havent learnt the whole chapter. Assembly was bullshit. I dont understand why the teachers bullshit so much. -.- Had chem remedial after school. Gosh i seriously did the entire worksheet man. I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF OK. ITS CHEMISTRY?!?!?! I've been failing science ever since P4... (Except for PSLE and Sec1 commontest1) Yeah i know this is not a test but, HA i did understand what i was doing. That's amazing enough :) Hehe.

Went crazily insane with Jai while waiting for bus and on the bus. Like siao like that hahaha~ Dabao KFC's Snackers home and that's my dinner for today. :) So yeah! My day's not really VERY terrible... Hehehe.

Unbelievably, I like you.

Heya, i'm here to blog about today before doing DNT.

It wasnt a really awesome day today. Well i dont know why either. Had flu and tummyache the whole day. Gawd, what is wrong with me. -.- Plus i had bad hair&face day. Eeeek wished i could be like Dennis for once. He can skip school for no reason!!!

Lessons were kinda boring. I actually paid attention to every lesson today except CS. I have no idea what the teacher was talking about la. History lesson was FREAKING boring!!!!(even though i paid attention.) My itouch and iphone was confiscated by this unknown teacher. DAMNIT!!!! What is his freaking problem!!!! I bet he never touched an iphone nor an itouch before. Ugh Dennis kinda warned me but i turned a deaf ear to him till the very last minute. Very bad uh... I know, lol. When i got back my phone, he then told me that very same teacher confiscated his phone too, but Dennis had to write a "composition" to get his phone back. So he told me i was lucky.

Supposed to catch Despicable me after school. However the timings didnt suit our schedule. So yeah went to have lunch/dinner. Reached home at 5pm.

“So we’re teenagers. We fall in love too often, too easily and too hard for our own good. We don’t listen to the people that we value the opinion of the most. We hurt the people we love & we make the same mistakes over and over. We want all the privileges of being older, with the advantages of being young. We do things no one can explain, including us. Every minute of it is exhausting and every minute is amazing.”

I did it again, so i'm gonna let the beat drop. Ohmygosh...

Hello! Sorry i didnt blog for so long again! Hehe, because of Oeuvre!!! It was a blast man yesterday night! This would only be a summarized post. I hope by next week, i can post at least an alternate day post, okay? (:

Tuesday - Thursday
School in the morning, then dance in the afternoon till 5.30. It was kinda boring uh, cause Ms Shining wasnt here. Only thursday. Wednesday was dear Charlotte's birthday!!! Hehehe. Kinda attituded Jonas. Lol i apologised already. Everything's aye ok~ Went to get Charlotte's flowers with Yvonne and Jonas after dance on Thursday. I have no idea why he always so shy when he see us. UNCLE WE ARE FRIENDS. -_- Went to the Far east flower shop thingy and bought her flowers! I dont know how Yvonne stand the freaking cold room smell. God, so stinky! My mom also, mad one. LOLLL. Something super epic happened during the bus trip back to J8. Seriously man!!! Haha!!

Came home after that and there was a facebook war at my wall. Damn that person, Derrich Thow Pabueytho. Seriously, i'm warning everyone. If you see this person on your friend requests list, PLEASE DO NOT ACCEPT. He is practically creating trouble for himself. I only told Zhengxiang and Jazreel to help me comment. Sialah suddenly so many people comment. THEN, he also offended SO many people! Ugh i dont want to post anymore things about him.

OEUVRE V, FRIDAY 9th JULY 2010

(If you're wondering why i'm not in this costume, its because i'm not in this particular dance item. I came to BPS late and they already learnt the dance.)

Went school in the morning as usual and i found Jonas sitting on our table. O.O Kinda surprised me because usually, he wouldnt even dare to walk near us. I meant with my clique. Haha. Went up to the hall, didnt had morning assembly because we were excused from that. So headed to dance studio, packed our stuff and slacked till 8am.

Reached NAFA at 8.45am. Camwhored alot. Well i meant for me ah, cause i very seldom take photos already. Warmed up and then rehearsal started soon after. Kinda bad uh for both rehearsal. Very loser-ish. Did makeup at 5plus, then camwhored and slacked till it's time for us to perform. We were all in the dressing room, looking at the CCTV. Omg so many people coming in at 6.30 la! HAHA the first group i saw was Jonas they all! Jeremy too. Then followed by Alexea and co. Blahblahblah alot to mention. HAHA. Had a group hug before performance. Omg very emotional. It reminded me alot of Superteen man. Omg very touching hehehe!!!

Sincerely Jane was actually kind of screwed for me. In fact, it was the worst one for me out of the three times i did for the whole day. I have to say i did not bad for my solo HAHAHA. But other than that, i kinda kept pulling my dress. Not really pulling. Idk what i did!!! I know it was bad la. Somehow no one noticed because they all said it was fantastic. YAY!!!!

Student Choreography 1(Merry Go Round) was awesome!!!! Except for my hand stand! DAMN IT. In the morning, i flipped over when i did the handstand. After that i got kong ju gan already. So it was so low during the performance. So sad :( Student Choreography 2(Nocturnal something LOL) was also great!!!! I saw them at the CCTV. They did waaaay better than the 2 rehearsals.

Sounded Space and Home was obviously fantastic!!!! These 2 dances are the greatest, to me!!! After that, went out to the auditorium to cheer for Ms Shining. Watched the band first cause they were the last item. Gosh they were taking so long... I thought it was ending already thats why we went up. Nevermind we were cheering for them :) Sang the school song. Ohmygosh that was the loudest i've heard in my entire time in BPS!!! Woohoo!!! Went home at 10plus11. Slept at 12plus1.

Thanks for everyone who came. Very appreciated.
Mummy, Daddy, Spencer, Yolande, Jazreel, Jonas, Thignesh, Dennis, Kaiquan, Zhengxiang, Xinni, Geraldine, Jocelyn, Jeremy, Khairi!
I love you dancers, you all were wonderful.
Liqian, Josephine, Charlotte, Andrea, Jai, Amanda, Yvonne, Sitifarah, Johanna, Azura, Shafiqah, Syarifah, Farhana, Vanessa, Natasha, Bellda, Yanying, Caifong, Juliana, Fatin, Elaina, Zhining, Sujun, Brenda, Stefani, Ivana, Judith, Wanping, Alyssa, Jeanneth, Nadiah, Chenxian, Xuanyi, Rachel, Joleen, Mi, Wenyan.
Of course, Mrs Low & Ms Shining too!!
(Not in any order)

You know i'm trying to upload the photos here. BUT ALL THE UPLOADERS ARE ALL NOT WORKING!!! I really dont know why!!! Sigh, i want the photos to be here. How?????

HEY EVERYONE. PHOTOBUCKET IS BACK TO NORMAL ALREADY. But, quality of the photo is not very good because most of the photos are taken using Charlotte's camera. Her cam sucks!!! HEHEHEHE kidding la~













Awwman i think i'm wearing Jai's hat HAHA.

Me and junior, Farhana :)

Me and another junior, Wanping. HAHA.








Yay i love charlotte.

"I'm hotter than you." Jacob says.

Heyhey babes. I caught Eclipse today with Yvonne and her couz, Liqian, Jonas & Joel! It was awesome seriously! The only thing was there was totally no seats left so we ended up sitting at the first rock. Sucky maximum. There was this scene when Edward and Bella were intimate. Not VERY but close. Then that stupid idk who, Joel or Jonas, go say DENNIS THAT ONE, SHANETTE THIS ONE. THERE SHANETTE AND DENNIS. Walao ehz. Actually i didnt know they were saying me. Until they said the second time LOL.

I know Edward's sweet. Jacob also what!!! Jacob even almost lost his life because of Bella! :( Bella why you dont like Jacob!!! So sad you knowz. I see Jacob so pain i also pain sial. HAHA. It was nice. Eclipse was nice. I dont really know why some people said it wasnt nice o.o I didnt read the papers so i dont know HAHA.

Joel and Jonas went for Judo Federation while the others and me went walking around J8 aimlessly. COME ON, ITS JUNCTION 8. BORING SHIT OK! I helped my mom bought her iphone cover then headed home. Saw a really cute spag top at Cotton On that i liked. Didnt buy it though, i dont have enough money. Heh. Yeah like that lor, home after that LOL.

I'm lazy to carry on posting so i shall just end it here. Bye there's school tomorrow.

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Hectic week.

Hello. Ha i know i'm losing my readers but I DONT CAREEEEE.

This week is the first week of school and it didnt really go VERYVERY bad. I'm obviously saying that it was bad. Have been rather mood this week because of god knows what reason. PMS i guess. Dance everyday from Monday to Thursday. Tiring yes, but its alright. I have already overcome my fear of stagefright. But on Wednesday when the Netballers really SAT DOWN and STARED at all of us, i almost tripped while doing my 2turns. Damnit, partly because of the red carpet. Ugh should have just removed the stupid carpet. Yes i SMILED~ and they LAUGHED! Mistakes were everywhere la.

Thursday was really a FUCKED UP DAY! Like seriously! Everything went so wrong!!!!! First, Esther How that idiot picked on me during morning assembly. She whacked me on my eye which is badly damaged because i was using my phone. DAMN YOU ITS NOT LIKE THE FIRST TIME I'M DOING THAT RIGHT!? I know you're stronger than me but you DO NOT need to show how strong you are! Then after morning assembly, she personally told me to see her and then she started picking on me again. Of course, every teacher would start by saying: "I am not here to pick on you." DAMN IT WHATEVER. THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOWS YOURE THE MOST BIAS TEACHER. Skirt, Socks and handphone. What! My skirt short because i grew fatter so i have to pull it higher so that it'll be looser. WRONG MEH?!

Social studies kinda brightened up my day a little because Ms Bernice Chen was back and she kinda made me class laughed because of her unfortunate happenings. Chinese was obviously boring and i almost fell asleep. Cmon almost everyone did la. PE was SUPER depressing because we took height and weight. I'm 164cm as usual but I AM SO NOT REVEALING MY WEIGHT. Ok i am not overweight BUT STILL, that weight to me is UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!!! -.- So this was the major thing that happened that made my whole day so down.

During dance, Josephine told me that i did not have enough energy for my dance. Ha kinda true. Where can i find the mood to dance properly when i've been so moody the whole god damn day?! Plus i'm supposed to smile all the way OMFG. Crazy siao whatever. Then when it was time was Sincerely Jane, i realised my shoe wasnt in the dance studio! I can go SIAO i tell you!!!!! I was panicking like hell and attituded Yvonne ALOTTTTT. She still helped me by running up to the Hall to check it up but to no avail. When she was back, the seniors then told me Mrs Low kept it because i left it in the hall on Wednesday. Ugh. So i danced without shoes and my tube wasnt pinned to my tanktop. I totally didnt have the mood to care how i looked that day already. My hair kept falling to my face and i think i look like pontianak plus my tubedress became a normal tube. They say i not enough energy right? FINE i threw all my energy out for Sincerely Jane. HA she didnt say anything much. It was so pathetic that Charlotte had to say: She put quite alot of energy for her solo. I think teacher didnt even agreed to what she said la please! This is how lousy i am. GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

EVERYTHING HAPPENED IN JUST ONE DAY. I can kill myself i tell you. Thank god my mom was home so she could fetch me home. I really am sorry to Yvonne because i know she did nothing wrong and i was just throwing my tantrum to her for no reason.

Friday wasnt really that bad. School was okay... Math was the most interesting as usual. Went to catch Letters to Juliet with Yvonne, Xinni and Sasha after school. Omg it was very lovey dovey! Me like(Y)! Hehe, went home after that. It was pouring very heavily!!! I've got no umbrella and my home phone's spoilt! I texted winnie that biatch and she didnt really. Ugh i had to call my bro (thank god he's home) so she could bring umbrella to the busstop and i can go home. Thank god even more my dad's home. So he drove me back. LOL. Got addicted to some weird shape app on my phone and started playing with it till i realised time was ticking and decided to bathe. I finished my homework. Only left with DNT and CS which alot of work is needed so i leave it for Saturday and Sunday.

Actually i wanted to catch Eclipse with my mom. But zzz, she gotta bring my grandma to the doc's tomorrow morning because her eye's are not functioning very well. (What's with people's eyes these days?!) Nevermind, think i'm gonna catch it with my clique on Monday. Gotta get Charlotte's and Liqian's present by this weekend.

Ouevre is so near now. It's in exactly a week's time!!! Not really though, i think its' 6 days more. OMG!!!!!! :( So many people are going!!! Ok i mean alot of people whom i know of are going. You know how to make myself feel better? "AIYA we dance on stage also cannot see the audience one. NEVERMIND LA." Heh~! Yes i will dance well. *Prays*



Alright i shall be off now. This post is long enough to last a week right?! HAHAHAH okay la i will TRY and post tomorrow or the day after. When i say "try", it'll never ever happen.

Does anybody know how it feels like to feel larger than life?
To look deep in your soul and know you're not alone?
Does anybody know how it feels to find something thats real & make it your own?
That's when you've found home.