Behind every “I’m fine, I’m ok,” is a mind and soul occupied with confusion, trying to find a way out.

So yesterday's dance was very awesome. Tried on Sincerely Jane's costume.
It was very small. Lol, that was the only thing that made me depressed.
Practically everyone are able to fit into the tiny pretty little dress.
Ms Shining pointed out that it might be a little too tight for me and Josephine because we're the big sized people.
I was still able to fit into it though, but it's still not nice looking what.
I think my dress' colour very nice. It's a mixture of Silver, Black & Blue. Really very beautiful.
We're dancing with pandora hats! I feel weird.. I don't like dancing with hats!
So for the whole period, we were all using hats so that we'd get used to it.

Teacher changed the formation. Cannot wait for Thursday because it'll be another afternoon of dance.
I'm not gonna call ANY of my other friends who are not in BPS to come for the concert.
F-ing fat body. I'm speechless about my size already. If only i was super super rich, i'd go suck all my bloody fats out and solve my f-ing face problem.

Yeah and today is the worst day of my life. I've never cried for like, who knows how long?
& I broke down today. My friends totally don't understand the delimma i'm in.
Ha, who am i kidding? How can they even understand? They werent fat once, they aint ugly before.
They can be down there blabbering about how much i crap, but do you really mean it?
I mean i've got eyes too you know. I hate it alot when people say they love me when they practically say it to everyone they know.
Like wtf? Do you even know what i love you means? I bet it's just a statement you use in your everyday life like "I need to poop."
I rather recieve no love than listening to your fraudulent statements.

There's just alot of things coming into my mind now. Looks, Size, Friends, Family, Love.
Everything that you can ever think of now. For months, i've never cried for this long.
No matter how despondent i get, i'd always stop myself from crying.
What happened to me? I just really wish i can curl up and die now. Everyone's opinions cannot get into my head now.
I know i'm hopeless. I know i just cannot accept some facts that cannot be changed.
I'm stubborn, what can you do? This is me, that is why i'm in this state.
Everything is caused by just me.


I just want to breathe again, learn to face the joy and pain.
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more.
I just wanna face the day, forget about the woes of yesterday.
Maybe if i hope a little, try a little more, I'll breathe again.
Breathe Again - Juwita Suwito


UPDATED @ 10.09PM
Hey, i won't say i'm all fine already. At least i'm feeling better for now.
I was only quite alright like 15minutes ago? You have no clue how many times i cried just now.
Like wtf, i cannot believe myself either. Not trying to say anything or what, i just can't believe myself.
Thanks for those who cared for me. Thanks. Well, let me be me again.
Starting from...........

Loving Ashley Tisdale's hair. :)

Hehe, i'll be crazing over her hair until! I get mine like hers. Tsk. No exatly the same, but at least have the long long hair.


Gosh, i really love her hair here. PHEW.

I like her hairstyle. :) Her clothes' cute too.

Well well well! Would you look at that! I love her entire outfit!

Wear t-shirt also so glam. PHEW. Beautiful. Haha.

So yeah, i want her hair. :)

I'm gonna be dead tomorrow cause up till now, i havent complete my DNT.
& Actually, i was planning not to go school tomorrow because my eye is like, kinda swollen?
But come to think of it, tomorrow's a short day in school. I shall not miss it.
Besides, its so not like Yvonne to say: MUST come school tomorrow ok!!! Got lots to tell you!!
So i MUST go school tomorrow. Hehe. Farewell my dear.

I don't care anymore.

Hello readers.

Ok, so i went for guitar in the morning as usual. I feel closer with the teacher now.
I always talk about random things to her & she's funny too. (:
Ate lunch and bathed after i reached home. Logged on MSN & Kaheng used Brice's MSN to tell me to go Midlink immediately.
Gosh, I haven't even dry my hair properly. Recieved call from Kassandra's phone.
& Apparently, it wasnt Kassandra. It was Kaheng. She told me to come down immediately, so i did.
I only realised she misscalled me twice when i left home. Whoops?

Went to the kopitiam next to Illuma to find the two dears of mine. The weather can kill me. ):
After staying there for like 10minutes or so, we went Illuma to walk around.
There was nothing to see at all. So we decided to go Bugis Junction.
The place was packed with countless of people. Only then did i realise Lin Jun Jie was there for a phototaking session.
So yup, i saw JJ lin real life. He looks exactly the same on TV. HAHA, would do you expect, Shanette? Someone who looks different? (so ridiculous)
Went to the Donut shop to get donuts for Abraham's birthday. :D

When we were back at Midlink, Kassandra, Brice, Kaheng and I were outside of the room writing greetings for Ms Michelle Roberts because she just got married a week ago.
Asked other mates to write too. :) Had lesson, it was boring. :(
During class, i recieved ALOT of texts and calls. It was so irritating.
My phone kept ringing and vibrating. For the first 2 calls, i did not put my phone on silent mood.
I sure i did on silent mood after the first call.. But for some reason it wasnt.
After class, Kaheng and Abraham took a lift from my dad's car and home sweet home.

Back home, i was cracking my heads to how i should build my bridge.
Slap myself for not paying attention in class. I went around asking people how to do it.
Yeah they gave me a rough idea already and mine is already done up. :)
Daddy helped me with it. He kept making me laugh throughout the process. How hilarious.
If you did follow me on Twitter, i posted some of his retardedness on some tweets.
Now i'm left with the stupid 18 ideas thingy for DNT. Whatever, i shall crack my heads tomorrow night.

There's a Chemistry test coming up on Tuesday. Can i exchange brains with a smarty for just 1day? :(
Lets kick those sad thoughts aside for now. I'm happy that there's dance tomorrow.
I have no idea why Ms Shining tell people who are in "Sincerely Jane" to bring a black tank.
Don't tell me she's gonna let us dance in tanks?! Omg so revealing :( EEEW MY FATS.
Oh dear, I really cannot imagine myself dancing in sleeveless. Eeeewwwwww...

I will stop acting idiotic infront of you. I will not talk about you anymore. We're from totally different worlds. It's a fact that cannot be changed. Damn myself for being so loserish. Damn me for not starting it right. Yes Shanette you're the cause of everything. Today's exactly one year & it'll be the end of it. If i ever think that i can make it happen, it means i'm still living in my Fairytale world.

& i was like, baby baby baby ohhhhh!

Well hello my dear.
Today's considered quite a warm day and yet i wore cardigan out. Woohoo.
So i wore very weirdly to dance today. Did all those jazz techniques. Tsk, so bored.
I'm so gonna join O school. Gotta tell my mama soon. Hehe, accompanied Clarissa to PS's Cotton On after dance because she wanted to get a sweater.
& Yup, she tempted me to get something there too. -.- LOL, i bought the exact same sweater as her cause it'll be cheaper for her & another oversized tank.
Tsk, i was spot on right. I knew i couldnt fit into that M size because it's overly oversized.
But i still got M sized because they had no S size left. Usual price's $19.90 but it was on sale, so it was $10.
NO S SIZE!!! :( Damn sad, so now this tank is seriously oversized. I dont like to layer my clothes, its so warm...
Now i've got no choice. Roar. Went home with her & she's the only person i can talk to about SOMEONE. Hehe *WINKWINK TO CLARISSA ONCE AGAIN~~~! *
Went home, changed out of my dancepants and wore another 3/4 pants.
Felt damn cooling then. Seriously, the weather can burn. -.-
Headed to church at 6 and this week's Palm Sunday! :D The Gospel for today reminded me of the show, Passion of Christ.
Omg can feel the pain when they were reading the Gospel. Tsktsktsk.
Went home after that, Yvonne called me like 6times?! -.- When i called her back, she told me she was bored.
Wth, i thought it was some important call... LOL, ate chicken rice for dinner.
Watched Wild Child just now. Hehe i love that show. :D Bathed after that & now i'm here.
I havent do DNT. :( Shanette you're so dead.. Sigh, nevermind.. I'll do tomorrow...

You know you love me, I know you care. Just shout whenever, and I'll be there.
You want my love, you want my heart, and we would never, ever, ever be apart.
Are we an item? Boy quit playin'. We're just friends, what are you sayin'?
Said there's another as you look right in my eyes. My first love, broke my heart for the first time.

And I was like baby, baby, baby ooh.. Like baby, baby, baby noo...
Like baby, baby, baby ohh... I thought you'd always be mine.

Oh For you, I would have done whatever, and I just can't believe we ain't together.
& I wanna play it cool, but I'm losin' you. I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring. & I'm in pieces, baby fix me.
And just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.
I'm goin down, down, down, down... & I just can't believe my first love won't be around
Baby - Justin Bieber

I'm such a Hot Mess with you..

I just must blog about today, it was a retardy day. Friday's lessons were also all boring. Yawnz..
English, Bio, Chinese, History & Social Studies. I think i can die surviving two days of boring lessons. -.- For the hours in school, i've been yawning for countless of times...

After school, Yvonne and Jai got chem remedial. Then Charlotte and the rest of us wanna go amk playground first.
Yvonne said that their class starts at 2pm. It's damn long if we were to wait for them, because school ends @ 12.30pm.
So i told them to come find us after their lesson at the playground there.
Dang, i think they got angry with me la. Ok whatever.. I don't really think i'm wrong.
Everyone else who wasnt going for the remedial also agrees with me that waiting for them for 2hour plus in school is ridiculous.
Nevermind, we still went mcdonalds for lunch. I only ate icecream.
During recess, i ate rice AND bread. Stupid Yvonne's fault. Hehehe. (I'm so glad she dont read my blog! :D)
Went to the playground to play after "lunch". HEHE, so fun~! We play the swingswingswing~!
But the weather was veryvery hot. But i still like la~ Hehe.
When we were playing halfway, there was this young boy who looks like a young version of the Josef dude, but ALOTALOT ruder.
He pushed Andrea down the slide, because he wanna play the slide.
He keep hitting Yvonne's head because he's not happy with Yvonne.
Then he scolded all of us all the bad words you can ever think of. -.-
Wtf, he is only a fucking 10 year old kid you know?! He also kept showing his fist to Yvonne.
"OOOO WE SO SCARED. -.-" I bet all of us were thinking the same sentence. Crazy person.
Then, this indian kid, also from his school, went to "scold" him for us.
LOL why these kids so awesome one. We were watching show just now.
"Eh he scold your father you scold his mother la! Ignore him, he everytime get into trouble one." The indian kid said.
Blahblahblah, the one who scolded us left, and Charlotte they all mingled with the kids there.
Among the kids, there was one Filopino called Elias. HE VERY CUTE YOU KNOW!!!
His face round round one and his face very cute. HAHA AIYA HE IS SUPER CUTE!

Headed to Macdonalds to slack after that. While the rest of them are talking, liqian and i were slacking.
Liqian was using my phone and i was just trying to get to sleep. Haha.
I saw another guy, who has the exact side view as that Josef guy. REALLY!!! Damn alike!!!
Hahah, left AMK at 4plus, went home. I was talking to Nathalie all the way back home.
Wanted to sleep after i hanged the call but i was stinky. So i gotta bathe!
Hehe, after my bath, used the computer for awhile and then i started watching tv all the way till now.

My post today, English damn broken. I know... I'm watching tv and chatting with people and blogging at the same time.
-.- I cant multitask, really.. Nevermind, i dont care. You people can don't read this post.
LOL. Byebye.



Amanda smiling at ghost.. O-O

LOL i am super retarded...


There! The guy behind Andrea & Amanda is trying to push Andrea down.

Me, Liqian, Amanda & Andrea.

Omg really super unglam... Charlotte i really wanna murder you.

Shitz.

I have no clue why Andrea's so scared of this roller slide.

Swing swing swing~~!!

Tsk. CHARLOTTE NG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Slapslapslap you.

YAY SEE I HIGHEST HEHEHE.

Yay i'm up again HEHEHE.

LOL LIQIAN DAMN RETARDED!!!




OMG HAHAHA, YOU LOOK AT AMANDA!!! The one doing the twist one!

LOL, stupid Yvonne trying to act shy....

I have totally no clue why this photo look like this. I couldnt even recognise that it was me in the first place. LOL.

I'm here for your entertainment.

I really think she's so hot! LOL i know i am a girl but there is nothing wrong to be a fan of a girl what!
Don't know what people thinking these days. Brains getting more and more complicated inside.
I want her hair so badly. HAHAHA, Ashley Tisdale FTW! :D:D

Well, i think i have mentioned in my below post that Thursday's lessons are boring.
If i havent, it's alright. Because now i'm saying already. Haha, so yeah it was real boring.
Did some DNT survey during DNT period. I was so pissed off!!!!
I wrote a whole load of junk for the 'email' they told me to wrote. But i accidentally press 'backspace' and all my data was gone!
I had to redo it in like 5minutes, cause i was only left with that amount of time.
So sad :( My first 'email' was really very nice!! I like it so much la.
My second one was just a summary of it. Zzz, hate summary. Summary is lame. -.-
The 'email' i'm talking about is just basically a so-called compo. Let me emphasize on the word, SO-CALLED.
It was to write an email to a friend telling them how i feel about dnt, how i study all this shitz la.
I write until so nice and its gone. So pathetic. OHYA, my email's title: Awesome yet BORING lesson.
It was a last minute thought ok. Roar, whatever. I couldnt be bothered much about it anyway.
Dance after school, did short warmup & Sincerely Jane. Okay, i'm getting better at it.
Phew, but my timing is like way off. I always wrong timing. SHANETTE, GET IT RIGHT. WOULD YOU?

Yes tomorrow is FRIDAY. YAY FRIDAY IS HERE AGAIN. But the weekends confirm not a good one.
Because i gotta complete my stupid DNT coursework. Screw you!!! -.-
My darlings and I will probably be @ the awesome playground tomorrow! YAY I LIKE THE SWING ^^!!!
So, farewell my dear. I shall be off to try and sleep now. I've been sleeping early this few days. Before 12. YAY! :)

Baby speak up, your silence is killin me.

Okay well hello everyone. Hope my post today would be a short one.
So yesterday's MSN was seriously screwed up. Like usually, i'd have 100 over people online in the early and late nights.
Yesterday, when i logged in msn, it says i only have 20 people online?!
First thought that came into my mind was: OMG DID SOMEONE HACK MY ACCOUNT?!
Then i looked at the amount of contacts i have, it didnt change. -.- Wth, i thought i was the only one having this problem.
But it turned out that almost everyone was having the same problem as me. So ohwell.
Kaheng told me msn was down yesterday. Zzz, oooookay...
Watched an old film yesterday called "The Haunted Cop Shop". I dont know if i should say that the show is funny, or scary.
I guess its both. It's really a very fake-ish show, but it still scares and humours me.

I slept before 12 yesterday. HEHE I LOVE MYSELF~! But i woke up kinda late today.
It's always this case la. When i sleep early, i'll always wake up late & vice versa.
Today's timetable was verrrrryy shiok. 2 periods of math, 1 period of DNT, recess, 2period of CS(apparently it was free period today because teacher went for reservice.), assembly and school ended.
AWESOME RIGHT?! Supposed to stay back for bio sup class after assembly but Peterson was so nice.
He said sup class would start from next week! HEHE, i also needed to stay back for DNT.
To show mr ng if i have done my 18drawings. Obviously i havent. I got no good imagination.
I only did like 5drawings? Damn, but i told Mr Ng. HE WAS SO KIND, he said to finish it by next Tues as if was the dateline.
Hahah he is really an amazing teacher. Seriously, i think he teaches math!
Actually idk. Maybe NA math. HAHA I DONT KNOW. So i dont have anywhere to go.
Home was where i went.

There is nothing to do at home!!! :( I'm basically just looking @ vids on youtube, chatting with people, & updating my blog.
Yeah so, i'm very depressed over my short hair and i really wanna pull it long.
HAHAHA, okay byebye. Very short post. :P!

I'm a happy lady today. :D

HI THERE. Half of my day was boredom, the other half was AWESOME! :D Hehehe.
School was crazing me out. English, Bio, PE, Recess, DNT(GOSH BORING!!!), Chem & last but not least, MT. (Pui.)
So nothing much interesting happened in school. Bio class was quite ok, since Peterson was teaching~ Hehe.
DNT was relieved by Mr Ng because Mr Yeo go reservice. Mr Ng is such a kind teacher. If he teach me other subjects besides DNT, i confirm can pass with flying colours.
I really have no interest in DNT... Urgh so hopeless la Shanette. Chinese was very boring. Slept for the last half of the period.
Had attire check during CDT. Omg i passed. Ms how is really a very bias teacher, how sad. -.- My skirt SOOOOO long, she keep saying "NONO VERY SHORT. NONO UNACCEPTABLE."
I pull until i almost cannot breathe, she finally say ok. -.- Ok whatever, went amk after school for lunch.
I just ordered a light meal since i ate during recess. Chatted with Amanda&Charlotte. Woohoo <3
Went to the nearby rebuilt playground to play HAHAHA. It's be so long since i went to a playground!!!
More than 4years, can you believe it?! I had fun there. :) Someone asked for Charlotte's number before we left the venue.
Went home after that, talking to Jonas on the phone while on the bus. My phone battery was 6% when we hanged up.
Thank god i brought my itouch, hehe. Still can listen to music~ I saw a guy wearing a brown uniform who looked like that Josef dude.
"Nah, my imagination. Josef guy wears white and blue uniform la, dumb Shanette."
THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE LANE, I SAW HIM?!?!?!?! O.O I was like using my phone until it suddenly shut down because no more battery.
When i looked up, he passed by me with a side grin. I didnt know it was him until i thought of it for a little.
-.- I really have slow reaction. HAHA, went home, bathed and went out to SPC to get a drink. Mogumogu <3
Well, half of my intention was to bump into him again, but i know it was 70% impossible.
It he went for a swim or a jog, 30minutes will be done already what. BUT GUESS WHAT?!?!?!
I ACTUALLY SAW HIM AGAIN. I was telling my maid, "OK AH, LETS GO SWIMMING COMPLEX LATER AND........." (Just kidding, fyi.)
I havent even finish my sentence, she shut me up and told me, "THERE LA. INFRONT!!!! -.-"
I didnt believe it at first but we were only centimetres apart from each other. What an awkward scene.
I bet he saw all my blemishes. YUCKKKKKS, hate it when people look right into my face. Damnnnn, uncomfortable.
After he was behind me, I was practically jumping SUPERSUPERSUPER UNGLAMLY. LOL OMG.
Winnie saw he saw it!!!! "EEEEEEE HE SAW YOU JUMPING LEH! HE SAW YOU DOING THAT YOU KNOW!!! EEE SHANETTE!!!"
Nooooo, i dont think so. I didnt see with my cockeyes that he saw me. So yes, he didnt.
HAHAHA. Can't believe my luck today. So fabulous. Will i see him tomorrow again? HAHAHA, fyi, its all
coincidental.
Please do not think i am trying to stalk him. Thank you very much.

Sooooo, if i dont complete my DNT homework by tonight, i'm toasted badly tomorrow. Shitz, how?
I also got stay back tomorrow! I hope he comes back like 3plus. I'd probably be able to bump into him, COINCIDENTALLY.
Heheh, okay enough of HIM. Back to me, i want my face to be CURED. Now its all scars, freaking ugly scars.
My natural red cheeks make my face even worst. -.- Shanette is such a fugly biatch.


Omg you all better watch this. Spencer tan asked me to watch. DAMN RETARDED. -.-

Strange Encounter

I always got alot of things to write before posting. But when i open the posting page, i forget EVERYTHING.
Omg this is so depressing. Alright i shall start from the beginning of the day and let's see where i can add in interesting stuff.
Oh ya, before that, i had a pretty weird dream yesterday night. O.O First it was about a guy and my friends, then suddenly i ended up in some cheena-ish show.
DAMN SCARY. Because it was so war-ish. I was so scared...

Daddy came knocking me this morning again. Zzz its not like i'm late or something lor!
He super not right in his mind! So i just carried on sleeping and waited till Winnie came and wake me up.
Freshened up and headed to school. Can't believe first period was History.
Super boring. OHYA SPEAKING OF HISTORY, i'll post some pictures on what i did to the question paper. Hehehe, go take a look later ok.
Had CE after that. We gotta act out some weird skit about Responsibility!
Amanda's so awesome. She's gonna be the cyber bully & made me, the victim...
OMG, small bully big(im speaking in terms of size. in terms of months, she's older than me.)
Don't really know how it'll turn out. HAHAHA. So i had Prawn mee for recess.
Chem was after recess. Tsktsktsk. Lessons are just so boring. Halfway through the lesson, was called down for Dentist.
CS lesson next. Mr Lim never come! Super fabulous!!! I realised Chuanzhen got sunburnt.
He looks damnnnnn girl you know! It's like he got put blusher like that! Damn nice!!!
Math lesson was taught by teo. Yes i paid attention! Woohooooo. :D
Had another break and English lesson. Very boring. Chuanzhen kept disturbing me.
Disturb until teacher pointed at me. TSK. I did nothing la!

Ms shining didnt come today for dance. :( So much for looking forward to dance.
Urgh. It was a boring afternoon. But Charlotte & Josephine were very entertaining.
Best people are found in dance <3 Love them. Went home @ 5plus, reached home @ 6.
While on the circle line, there was this super strange aunty who kept staring and smiling as me.
I think she was trying to use her eyes to communicate with me because she kept moving her eyes.
Well i felt SUPERRRR uncomfortable. So i looked away. When i was twitting halfway about her, she suddenly sat beside me and this is out conversation:

Strange Aunty: Hey are you a dancer? *Inserts big smiley face*
Me: Er Yeah. *Inserts super shocked look but still trying to control*
Strange Aunty: Oh I like dance... *Still having that big smiley face*
Me: Oh, haha. I see... *One eyebrow is up and the other is down*
Strange Aunty: Where do you get your T-shirt from? *She was trying to ask about my CCA Tee*
Me: Er School?
Strange Aunty: Oh, your school have these kind of shirts? *STILL SMILING OMG*
Me: Yes, it's my CCA T-shirt.
Strange Aunty: Oh i see... Can you get another kind of this shirt? :)
Me: Er no. Next year new design.
Strange Aunty: Oh oh oh. Do you know who's the creator of dance? It's god. :) He's the creator of all things! :)
Me: Oh haha. Oh i see. Yeah god is awesome. *Yes this time i inserted a smile*
Strange Aunty: Yeah look at your T-shirt! "I'm a Dancer. ARE YOU READY?" Yeah god replies: Yes i am always ready~
Omg i really am quite surprised at what she is telling me because i totally have no clue who she is.
Me: Hahahaha *Starting to fake smiles and fake laughter*
Strange Aunty: Are you a christian? :):):)
Me: Nah, i go to a Catholic Church.
Strange Aunty: Haha oh i see. :):):):)
When i reached Serangoon station, she asked:
Oh which stop am i at now uh? I replied "Serangoon". She smiled at me again!? and then walked off.
Omg that was creepy somehow.. She talk to me as if i know her super well eh! Very weird.
I have never encountered this ever, in my life. Well well well, so my day ended here.

Gosh this is a very boring post. Will do some editing before publishing.

Last day of the Holidays.

Hello.
I guess it's about time i starting updating this blog. Haha. Fyi: I'm super annoyed with my dog, Pound. VERY NOISY. & i'm still super in love with the song, Promise in the dark. HAHA.
So the weekends were kinda a turn off for me. Yesterday's weather was SO perfect.
How i wished everyday felt like that. I bet that's the least Singaporeans ask for.
Of course, if Singapore would EVER snow, that'd be awesomely great. (Crazy thoughts.)

Didnt go for dance nor church yesterday. Mum went bonkers and i was annoyed by her retardedness.
So didnt go. Winnie added that we were not going church in the evening because they were busy.
-.- Even more pissed. I was 100% sure he'd turn up, for some reason. My 6th sense tells me so. HAH.
Nevermind... Used the computer for the whole day, and went out to accompany Winnie with her planting.
When they were about to finish, i told her: Since your legs are aching so much, lets take a stroll.
:) It was exactly 7.20pm ok. We sat at some weird bus stop. The bus stop no bus one.
LOL, i guess its just some resting area. Sat there and saw many people starting their cars.
I think mass just ended. I saw one of my neighbours walking back home too.
Suddenly this weird indonesia maid walked pass us and started talking to Winnie.
Omg how accurate can my 6th sense get! LOL, he actually came eh. Of course i didnt do anything, as usual.
Lol, just making a fool of myself every single time. I think the only time i was normal infront of him was 28th March 09.
-.- The very first time i saw him. Actually i wasnt very normal either. Ah who cares.
Went home after that and had my dinner. I was just randomly searching people's FB.
To the shock of my life, i actually found SOMEONE's FB. Not really found, he just created like probably this year.
I didnt add. It is just so weird to add him. I bet he wont even accept. Or MAYBE he accepts, then say: Who are you? Do i know you?
& When he finds out that its that weird girl, he'll delete. Omg how sad can it even get?
It's just being friends. -.- Am i so ugly or scary or lion-ish that he have to keep running away?
Actually it's my own personal problem. "SAY HI LA." All of you say until so easy!
You go say hi show me la. I think he'll freak out and call the police. -.-
Yeah ok enough of this topic. I just hope god allows me to know him, like after almost a year. -.-

Woke up this morning by daddy. IRRITATING!!!! It was only 9.45am!!!! I slept at 1 yesterday!
How can he do this to me!!! Watched tv and then chatted with Winnie. Heheh.
Why is everyone telling me to add him! I'm so scared of his response, like seriously.
I'm also scared he accepts and ignores me. Oh stupid Facebook.
Went for guitar lesson, came back, had lunch, bathed and went to click 'ADD AS FRIEND'.
Yes i think i'm toasted somehow. Daddy and mummy go exercise. Weird hour for exercising.
Hope they'll came back early. I wanna go tuition early. Heh, oh dear.. I'm having tummyache again. Okay, i shall probably end here.
Last day of the hols, cannot enjoy, school's tomorrow. So sad. :(

UPDATED @ 8.43pm
Lalala~ If you realised, i only blog when i'm bored these days... So yes, i am real bored now.
Supposed to be like packing my bag for school and such, but i'm not.
Heh, laterlater. I plan to update my blog first, then bathe, THEN pack bag.
Wanted to go tuition early, but end up reaching there at 3.15pm.
I was sleeping in the car when Insomnia started playing. Tsk, "BRICE CALLING".
He told me go Illuma's Coffee Bean. Reached there, saw Brice and Jinsheng and i bought Coffee Bean.
Ohmygosh, i'm a coffee addict now. Sit down awhile, then went back Midlink.
We're not late lor, there were so many other people who were waaaaay later than us.
Haha, saw Kass there and we were supposed to remember the 30words.

1.Wallpaper 2.Mountain 3.Skirt 4.String 5.Ice cream 6.Scissors 7.Nail 8.Watch 9.Nurse 10.Perfume
11.Elephant 12.Jail 13.Mirror 14.Suitcase 15.Plant 16.Power 17.Safe 18. 19.M.jackson 20.Climb
21.Bun 22.Shoe 23.Tree 24.Door 25.Hive 26.Stick 27.Heaven 28.Gate 29.Wine 30.Hen

LOL SHIT I DONT REMEMBER ONE OF THEM. Nevermind i'll remember later. Ok, you see me type so easy hor?!
HAVE TO SAY IT OUT BELOW 10 SECONDS EH. Omg stress maximum. Whole lesson was just about remembering these 30words and some refreshment of the Superteen camp.
O.O yeeeeh, and Daniel is supeeeeer cute. HAHAHA Jinsheng and Daniel made me laugh.
Daniel still got the 'parkinson's disease'(HOW TO SPELL???). HAHAHAH. He damn cute seriously.
After class, sent Kass to Bugis station and sent Jinsheng home.
For no reason they told me to sit infront. AIYA TSK, no need one la! -_-
I dont know they say what i'm the daughter so i must sit infront. In my family, dont have this rule one.
After sending Jinsheng home, went for dinner and now i'm at home blogging.
Heh! It's 9pm already! I'm still bored... Who is kind enough to entertain me?

Almost the end of the week.

HELLO GUYZ. I'm here once again to blog!!! :D Had an awesome yet tiring day yesterday.
Woke up at 11, talked to qianyu on MSN and then headed to the bathroom for a bath and prepared for the day out.
I waited for the bus for so long. :( I was almost melting already. Reached amk hub @ 2pm and i thought i was late.
Qianyu came at 2.15pm. Had no ways to contact her because her school teacher confiscated her phone.
So i just waited and waited with Ridley. When she finally came, i went to take money, bought food and headed into the cinema room.
Caught the Jack Neo film 'Being Human'. It was a really good show, except for the lame ending!
I know the Jack Neo hot topic is still going around but the show was still good what. Super humorous.
Jack Neo films always make me happy like mad already then start sobbing then happy again.
-_- After the movie, went Somerset 313 with Qianyu and Ridley. She thought there got Juicy Couture.
Yup, so i checked the internet, dont have. Went to eat, then headed to Ion. Somerset's boring...
Walked out of Ion and went Taka. Qianyu wanna see her Juicy Couture thingy again.
Kaheng called, telling me she already reached Plaza Sing. So i went back to Dhoby and find her while the 2 of them go home. :)

I saw Brice and her together, the first thing i heard from Brice was not a Hi. It was a 'See she so skinny what. Where got fat. On her blog still can pose somemore.'
EH THATS SUPER RANDOM. They must be talking about me before i arrive. -.- Ok went Cathay to find the sisters, Kassandra and Tedra.
Haha Brice was stupid. He bluffed Kass and Ted that we've gone missing and he acted panicky.
LOL. Supposed to catch Dear John, but the earliest time slot for the show was 9plus.
Very late eh... So we ended up slacking in some Sushi restaurant @ Cathay. I didnt eat.
I ate at Somerset, remember? Kaheng and Brice kept saying that i was lying! Gosh ask Qianyu and Ridley la!!!
I got eat lor! Then i got so bored cause they kept eating and i dont wanna eat... LOL.
Last stop of the day, Starbucks Cafe. I bought my drink and sat there drinking.
Daddy kept calling me eh. So irritating, last time also never like that one. He so weird yesterday.
So i had to reach home as early as possible, in case i go home kena bomb.
Lol, i was telling Kassandra that some people wear tights alone without a long shirt will look kuku.
Then this weird guy whom i dont know, said: Wah tights ah. This is tights ah? *He points to his own pants*.
I was like huuuuuh. He was talking to me??? o.O But he walked away already.
Then when i wanted to continue talking, he passed by me again and said: Yeah the tights very nice! (Y) *Points to his own pants again. -.-.....*
Another random moment. Why he so random. Okay nevermind, i got hyper after i drank the coffee.
EEEK, the coffee contained........ CHOCOLATE. Tsk, chocolates make me go crazy. What a wrong timing once again.
On the way to the MRT, i was practically being a lil crazier than my normal self. Brice said he'll buy me Javachip everytime before we see each other so i'll be hyper.
THATS COOL YOU KNOW. I get free drink. LOL, yup but F-A-T. Tsk. Yes i'm sure i've put on weight this hols.
Took the train with Kaheng since we're going the same way. :) Talked to her on train and reached home at 10.30pm. Hah, whoops? Daddy was sure angry for who knows what reason.
Bathed and everything, 11plus already. Mummy came back at 12 and asked me what time i came back.
"I DONT KNOW. HAHA I DONT TELL YOU." My hyperness still there if you realise.
Since i drank coffee, i was only able to go to sleep at 2plus. -_- Whole night thinking of rubbish thoughts.
Pathetic.

I was thinking that i could sleep through the afternoon. But Spencer tan woke me up and said we're going out SOON.
-.- I thought it was some trick of his to wake me up so i just continued sleeping.
"I.... I JUST CANT GO TO SLEEP, CAUSE IT FEELS LIKE I'VE FALLEN FOR YOU. ITS... GETTING WAY TOO DEEP." suddenly started ringing. (It was my ringtone.)
Roar, Mummy called twice. Picked up and she told me we were going out! -.-
So i woke up, bathed and headed out. Went Thomson to see fountains and stuff like that.
So not my thang, obviously i'm just following my mommy. Went Sushi Tei for lunch @ Thomson Plaza.
It was very delicious. Cha soba is mad love. :D I was acting crazy during lunch too. Hehe.
Walked around for a lil while, then headed home at 3plus4. Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2!!!
It was so cute!!! I love Theodore!!! I LOVE HIM LEH REALLY. He is so fat and cute and CUTE!!!!
Ok, i'm done with my post. TOMORROW THERE'S DANCE!!! I CANNOT WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK!!!!
CAUSE!!!!!! WE ARE FINALLY STARTING ON SINCERELY JANE AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME!!!!
Heh, but i've gotta chiong my homework tomorrow. WHICH MEANS, i cannot go out.
Actually i can, if i manage to finish my homework tomorrow before 6. Now, i wanna go eat my donut.
Hehe. Yay dance dance dance tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow~

UPDATED @ 9.47PM
Omg i really want long hair so desperately. :( Ashley Tisdale's brunette hair is so nice!!!
She look very very very pretty. Heheheh, i likey her. :D
She so sexy and hot and pretty and HAHAHA HER SONGS ROCK TOO.




& I was also searching for Lady Gaga's old looks. Eeeek i really hate how she look now.
She very stupid la really. Can look pretty she dont want. Stupid or what.
But her songs are always great and addictive eh. Weird right. Haha. She looks the best in her Pokerface vid.


This must be one of her old innocent pictures. LOL.


YES I WANT LONG HAIRRRR. Fyi i dont know who she is. Some random person. LOLLLL.

Who will i run to? Who will i turn to?

I woke up @ 7plus on a Monday morning by my alarm. 2nd maid was being so irritating.
She kept bothering me with the time. Zzz, the more she does that, the more reluctant i am to wake up.
-.- So bathed and headed to school. Damnz i thought i was late. The consent form stated that Urban Dance started at 9!
When i reached there, Mingquan told me i was late! I thought he said i was late for dance.
But he thought i failed my math and had to retest and therefore, am late for retest.
LOL I DIDNT FAIL MATH LA!!! So, the other people were having retest from 9-10.
How great! What am i supposed to do during that one hour? Lucky Liqian came at 9.20?
She also thought it started at 9! Stupid concent form. After their retest, went up hall for the dance thingy.
The teacher looks gay :X He looked as if he got make up one! So scary...
I think the dance steps are a lil weird. I only managed to get what he was dancing after numerous attempts.
We were spilt into two groups, then when we combined together, i stood infront myself. :(
So sad... Stupid Yvonne's fault. I totally have no clue how to dance they put me infront.
-_- ALONE. SOMEMORE. The gay teacher literally dragged me. -.- POKE.
After dance, went Mcdonalds for branch. Then went Bishan Library.
I dont wanna go one lor. So boring. Still went.. Lol, stayed there for 2hours or so.
They went Liqian's house after that while i went home. Stood at the computer for the whole day.
Blogshopping and i spent SOOOOOO much money already. Lol, i'm so broke.
Chatted with Ridley and Qianyu in the night. Weird, i have never talked to Ridley on phone for so long before.
I slept at 11plus last night. So tired eh? & I woke up at 11plus nearing 12 this morning.
LOL. Mummy's not home. She better faster come back, i wanna shopshop!! Heheh... :)
So yeah, boring holidays, but at least i dont need to go school. Byebye.

UPDATED @ 7PM
HELLO I AM BACK FROM 313! :D I got pissed off before heading out because of some reasons.
Supposed to be shopping only with mummy, but Spencer ballball also wanna follow.
Haha cooool, okay he helped us carry bags. :D & uh, very nice to pinch his face.
LOL! He bought a super huge Zinc bag. -_- I bought 1 satin blazer from G2000 & a normal blazer from New Look.
I love New Look stuffz!!! Amanda suggested me to go that shop to take a look!
Well it was worth it! Hehehe, ate cheesecake and drank coffee @ Coffee Bean.
It was damn funny la, i cannot stop laughing. Mummy and Spencer was being super ridiculous.
Went home at 6 and slacked around. Tomorrow's another day out!! :)
But i think i needa spend my own money already. Used up ALOT of my mum's money.
I think if i wanna go out tomorrow, confirm must use my own money already. -_-
So yeah! I'm not gonna spend more than $40 tomorrow. I AM NOT GOING TO!!!!
Think i'm not going out on Friday already... I need to do homework!
Mummy's on leave on Thursday too.. & she suggested to go out again. So must abide her.
LOL. I'll see first. I wanted to chiong ALL my homework on thursday. But... Haha.
If i'm going out on thursday, i'm not gonna do ANY of my work. Lol so pathetic.
I'll try doing my math later on.


Can't count on you most of all when I really need it.
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings.
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it.
This can't work anymore, then you believe it.

Goodbye may come as a shock, even though I love you a lot.
I've given every breath I've got.
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe..

And how many times I gave my heart, to how many times we fell apart.
And it equals a promise in the dark. So don't promise me.
And how many times I gave you me, divided by so many memories.
And it equals a promise in the dark. So don't promise me.

We all make mistakes. Sometimes we do desperate things.
What does it prove? NOTHING! And you never do nothing wrong.
Then what took you so long? Cuz I keep, keep hanging on.
Promise in the Dark - Keri Hilson

Pyromania.

Well hello there ladies and gentlemen. :) Shanette is back to update this blog of hers.
Had my guitar lesson in the late morning as usual. Teacher said i was super hyper for some reason.
HAHAHA yeah cause i ate chocolate biscuits. I think chocolates makes me hyper now that i think of it.
Everytime i eat chocolates or any chocolate flavour stuff, i'd get insanely hyper. O.O
After that went home and watched Gem of Life. Then bathed and prepared for tuition.
I was deciding on which jacket/sweater/cardigan i should wear!!! -_-
After much hesitation, decided to pick something comfortable. :D Hehe.
So yup, i wore something simple and stylish. HAHAHA. (Am i like self praising myself for having such great taste?)
Okokok no i dont have a great taste in clothes. I just wear whatever i feel like wearing, regardless of how unglam and ugly it looks.
LOL. You should see what i wear to bed! I wear goofy PJs, i wear bugs bunny tshirt!
HAHAHA!!! HELLO! ITS COMFORTABLE MY DEAR. :D
Reached Midlink at 3.15pm and found Kassandra missing. She went Coffee Bean without me!!!
Hahah it's alright, she bought coffee for me :) Class started as soon as Kass came back with the coffee.
Teacher said my report was horrible. HAHAHA okay she didnt say it but i know it was because i had ALOTALOTALOT ALOOOOOT of mistakes.
Well done Shanette. :P Class ended and Abraham asked for a ride home again.
Haha! He knows beatboxing! Well, the basics only. It's still amazing! HAHA beatboxers are so cool!!

He said my father was scary. EVERYONE SAYS THAT! Even me.
Trust me people, there are times when my dad is really funny. Ok i know you people need evidence. Lol.
Sent him home, and then i asked daddy why is he always so anti social and not himself when he sends my friends home.
He told me it was to protect me. -.-? There's seriously no link.
Then somehow i got so annoyed by his lame reasons i gave up trying to defend my friends.
Tears went rolling down because i want my friends to know that my parents are NOT SCARY.
IT IS A FACT THAT THEY ARE NOT SCARY. I just dont understand why they have to be scary infront of my friends.
Wtf, when liqian saw how i texted my mum, she was like: wow you talk to your mum like that?
You know i treat my mum like my sister. I talk to her like how i talk to my friends.
But everytime my friends are around, they will have to act all scary and stuff.
ITS VERY IRRITATING YOU KNOW. & yes, i bother alot about how my friends think about my parents.
I want my friends to have a good impression of them and not: Eh i'm so scared of your parents. They are so scary.
I GET THIS ALL THE TIME!!!!!! WALAO MUM AND DAD, CAN YOU PLEASEEEEEE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE MORE SOCIABLE?
Well actually this only refers to my dad. My mom's ok. I'm gonna end this topic with one last sentence: My parents are NOT scary.

I had KFC for dinner. -_- Pathetic, i'm putting on SOSOSOSO much weight.
Cannot wait till Sincerely Jane. I'll slim down dancing that dance. HEHE.
:) After posting, i'll be heading to the bathroom to have a good bath.
Dont know what i'll be doing after that. Probably watch Suite life on Deck? *INSERTS WIDE SMILEY FACE!!!*

Shitz, i'm having a tummyache now. -_- BYEBYE BABY!
OHOHOH LET ME ADD SOMETHING FIRST.
I MISS SUPERTEEN CAMP ALOTALOTALOT. REALLY ALOT!!!!!!!!!
I'll never ever forget these people:
Tedra, Kassandra, Daniel, Jervois, Joel, Hannah, Tansy, Nicole, Yijean, Melissa, Yijun, Bryan gay, Serena, Bryan small, Donwei, Jared, Gordon.
Brandon, Ganwei, Kaheng, Jean, Kelly, Peter, Ken, Ernest.

Never meant to hurt you, but i know i did.
Knocking on my door, baby something gotta give.
Chasing all these women, that's how rappers live.
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive.
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong.
I was on the road and you were home alone.
In the back of my mind, i knew that it was all wrong.
Its bonnie and clyde, just you and me for now on.

I never been faithful before in my life.
Didn't understand the words husband and wife.
Everytime i cheated on you, cut you like a knife.
Im so ashamed i could take my own life, trying to keep my image up.
I lied to get you, had to be a rebel, couldnt be seen with ya.
Used to call me late night cuz you really miss me.
I aint even answer cuz i was out tricking.
Smelling like perfume, coming home late.
Another group of chicks, so many damn mistakes.
Everyting i said, you proved that it was fake.
Im making tears come down your precious little face.

So many times i took you for granted.
So much pain i know you cant stand it.
Embarrased you in front of your whole family.
The way i acted i shoulda won a grammy.
We're a million pieces, I shatter you apart.
You gave me all your trust and i broke your heart.
Trying to be a good guy acting all hard.
Late night picking up chicks in your car.
I'd do anything if i can take you back.
Just you and me in my first cadillac.
You were a lil gangster chick wearing my hat.
Took it all for granted everything i had.
Right here waiting - White Dawg

I'm bored.

Ok hello people. I need to desperately blog first before doing anything else.
Haven't been updating since Wednesday! Freaking long and i'm gonna forget all that happened if i still dont update.

Alright, so school was as usual in the morning. Had dance in the afternoon and i actually had thoughts of skipping it.
Reason 1: I am a lousy teacher. The sec1s under me, they all die a terrible death.
Reason 2: I've got nothing to do besides teaching the sec1s! ITS BORING!!!!
Reason 3: I get no aircon because i'll be in the hall teaching the sec1s! -.-

Okay this is stupid. All the reason still comes back to teaching the sec1s. Lol, i still went anyway, to be with my fellow friends. :)
I just hate the part after across-the-floor, which is.............. TEACHING THE SEC1S!!!
What an awesome senior Shanette is yeah? Well! I don't really care. I already said i wasnt a good teacher since the start of the year.
Caifong was being really stubborn. I don't think she knows my blog so yeah. I'm gonna start my rant about her.

Gosh, she is really one super kpo kid. -.- Is she trying to show me how big she is by telling me: I must settle this 'DAIJI' first.?
What big problem must you settle that you have to settle that very moment?
When i asked her, she was being VERY LAME being telling me some guy misunderstood her for who knows what lame reason. -.-
I am so not interested in what reason you have but i know i have the blardy duty to make sure you get the dance steps right.
The other people are practicing hard because they know they gotta dance themselves later.
She, was practically on the phone for the whole period of time.
You trying to act one ahlian issit? If the problem is not settled, you will die issit? Yeah, i guess literally.
Because you kept telling Joleen that you will 'tio-pah' if you say the lame problem out. -.-
If you're not interested in dance then quit la!!!! I don't want you to ruin our dance you know!?
Zzz, since she didnt want to practice, i tell her to show me the dance phrases.
She had that expression that she was really GOOD. -.- She also kept rolling her eyes.
Walao eh, dig her eyes out then she know. All of you should see her dance.
I think she'll be very famous if i ever get to video her dance down and post it on Youtube.

Alright enough of her. I cannot believe Amanda said the way i speak my Chinese sounds very Pro.
How funny, she's in a better chinese class than i am.
Went home after dance and used the computer to do something which i dont remember. O.O
LOL. THERE WAS NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!!! :D:D:D:D *VERY BIG SMILE OK.*
Woke up at 9, bathed at 10, went out at 10.50 to amk. Meeting Jai, Charlotte, Liqian, Amanda, Yvonne and Andrea there.
I thought i was the only siao one to wear BLACK long sleeved shirt out on such a sunny day.
When i reached Amk, i saw Andrea in a black-grey striped long sleeved. HAHA i'm not alone~
Subsequently, Amanda arrived and guess what!!!!!! SHE WAS ALSO IN A BLACK-GREY striped long sleeved!!!!
If i knew, i'd also wear the same cause i also have the same top. HAHA. How cute, i'm not crazy afterall. :)
When everyone reached, went over to Toapayoh to wait for Yvonne to arrive.
She so slow la, we missed 5trains because of her. Tsktsk, headed to Dhobyghaut when the 6th train arrived.
I think charlotte wanted to eat at KFC so we went KFC and eat. I didnt want to eat cause i was sick of KFC. -.-
I only bought 2eggtarts. They were delicious!!! :D Walked to The Cathay after lunch.
Bought tickets for Alice in Wonderland, then went down to Starbucks to get my coffeeh~! :D
The movie just started when we went into the theater. I think i'd rate the movie 4/5. I so love the Invisible cat. SUPER CUTE. :D

6impossible things before breakfast:
1. Rabbits can talk.
2. A potion to make Alice shrink.
3. A potion to make Alice grow like a giant.
4. Cats can go invisible.
5. WHATS FIVE????
6. Alice can slay a jabawokee(How the heck do you spell such thing?).

Gosh i cannot remember what's number five all of a sudden. Oh nevermind~ It was a nice show. :)
Walked around Plaza Sing after the show. Saw Nurul and Areena. Then Jonas, Jinzi and Jen Michael.
So awesome, saw so many familiar faces! Haha! I shall just skip this part.
We just walked around the whole place and then headed to Ion for dinner.
Went home at 7 with Charlotte. Talked quite alot on the train and i called her the moment i stepped out of the train.
After my bath, called Charlotte again cause she asked me to. Then Brice joined in at 11plus.
I was super scared of ghosts and i had a sugar rush. Very weird combination right. -.- LOL.
At 12plus, Yolande called in. Omg had alot of fun over the phone. I started to feel gayish as time passes, cause tired already.
Haha. So that was the ended of my Friday.

As for today, i had an awesome time during dance. I think i was super hyper again.
LOL, teacher helped me with the stretches and i was the only one making so much OUCH sounds.
To say it nicely, i was very hyper and i am crazy. To say it uglily(HAHA MY WORD.), everyone wasnt human cause he stretched us like rubber and no one made any sound though it was painful except me!
SEE I AM NORMAL. :P!!!! Ok i'm just kidding baby. Did new kuku choreography. The dance reminds me of sounded space somehow. o.O
Teacher was telling me that his girlfriend teaches in one of the Bishan schools. I cannot really hear what he was trying to say.
LOL he was helping me stretch and then talking to me at the same time. I've got no breath so i just somehow pretended i knew what he was saying HAHAHAHAH.
Watched Suite Life on Deck when i reached home. Super in love with this show. I think the Sprouse brothers are so cute.
I think i mentioned it before last year but YEAH THEY ARE SUPER CUTE!!! :D
I also watched Hannah Montana. Long time since i caught that show. Yeah some new episode which i havent seen before.
I don't know why are there so many Miley haters out there. Can someone update me why? -_-
I dont like her, neither do i hate her. I'm just neutral. If her songs are nice, well, good then!
I only DISLIKE Kanye West. That's the only celeb i dislike. LOL!! Cause he's got the super stuck up look. His songs aint that nice either! See, i dont hate.

Went to church, then to Serangoon Gardens for dinner and back home. I'm finally finishing this post omg.
It's now 10.12pm!!! I havent do my tuition homework. -.- What am i supposed to do la?
-.- I dont like to sit alone. Such a sad thing that i'm sitting alone during tuition. :(
Ok i'm ending this post now. Byebye i need to rush the blardy homework.

No surprise.

Actually, i had alot alot alot, ALOT to post about. But now when i got the time to post, totally forgot what i wanted to write.
:( Super useless. School as usual yesterday, got punished during English. Not really punished though.
Had Dance yesterday till 6plus, alot of homework to do so i didnt do Speech writing.
Actually i did! But when i went school, i realised i did the wrong thing. So i just told the teacher i didnt do. -_-
Went J8 with company after school. Ate KFC. Damn full, went home at 5. Saw Nicole and her friend Marianna @ Bishan Circle line.
Can't believe she cannot recognise me. Ok actually its quite normal for Nicole, since she's all shy and stuff.

Today, it rained early in the morning! So nice!!! I was thinking why i woke up late.
When i was about to step out of the house, "EH RAINING? COOL!!! :D:D"
Wanted to bring sweater but lazy to walk up the stairs, so just went school.
Double English period for the 1st period of the day. Aw man, did some Situational writing.
Don't really know how well i'll fair though. One period of DNT, built some stupid bridge. We didnt complete.
HAH i remembered something that i've got to mention here. Zhengxiang is a fishball.
He was damn cute just now cause he put on his self-made 'thinking cap'. (It's just made out of paper. Crap.)
& THE WAY HE LAUGHS. It's freaking funnaye!!!! His laughter very infectious i tell you.
Rained started again after Math period. Awesome! I can fnally feel cool in school.
I meant cool, cooling sensation and not cool, whatzup yo! i'm the coolest person in town! :)
Slept during History class. You bet i was beat baby. I hear Alexea calling me, i just carried on sleeping.
HAHA. & Dennis is irritating. He keeps turning back to take my phone from me.
Can't he just take it away if he wants and stop taking and putting back. -_- Make me wake up so many times.
I didnt even hear the schoolbell ring. I hear people packing up and i woke up with this thought in my head, "oh class end? oh ok.. *packs up.*"
Assembly was funny at first but it became SUPER boring at the back. Dont know what the heck they are talking about.
Felt moody after school already. PMS la, probably. Went AMK for lunch.
Actually i only ate one Durian pancake & bubbletea. -_- So pathetic right. I'm thinking of skipping dinner.
Should i? Can't believe tomorrow's the last day of school already. See Bishan Park so special, Friday no school.
:D I bet all of you out there jealous la~ Hehehe, gonna go catch Alice in Wonderland with clique and then decide on where to go after that.
I'M GONNA GO OUT THE WHOLE DAY. I dont mind catching another movie in the late afternoon.
ANYONE FREE PEOPLE? :D

UPDATED @ 8.33pm.
I just wanna do a quick update. I just wished i dont need to go school tomorrow. Serious.
There are Math, Pe, English, Bio, Chinese and DNT lesson tomorrow. All lessons are boring.
Can someone teach me how to feign sickness? -.- I haven't do the stupid DNT dont know what CD rack shit thing.
& I need to hand up tomorrow. Damnit can i just dont go to school tomorrow? I WONT DIE LA.
All i need to do, is to go for DANCE tomorrow and head home after that. Should i just do that? SHOULD I??

I just feel sad for myself that i'm totally not enjoying my sec3 life... Can someone just pamper me for awhile?
JUST AWHILE! Now i dont even think i've got family time with my family. You know how sad that is?
-.- Let me just write down the things that i wanna say now. It is totally random, so i'll just list it down.

1. I hate to go out in a group. It pisses me off, and i think going out in a group makes no sense.
2. I seriously need someone to understand me and listen to my sorrows. Going to die soon.
3. I want muscles, i dont want fats. I want to be short, i dont want to be tall.
4. I want my pimples/scars to be gone, FOREVER.
5. I dont want to go school tomorrow!!!!!!!! (SERIOUSLY, SHOULD I JUST WAKE UP LATE? OR SOMETHING?????)
6. I cannot wait till we start practicing Sincerely Jane.
7. I wanna be angmoh. :(

Okay actually i've got nothing much to write already. It's 10.20pm. LOL, i finished my DNT already.
Actually i was writting this post halfway, then daddy returned home with my printed photos.
So i went ahead to do it, leaving this post here.

I don't wanna go school!! There's a bloody chinese spelling tomorrow and i hell have no clue what words am i supposed to learn.
Chinese is just wasting everyone's time. -.- Alright, so i guess i'll have to go school tomorrow.
Because, mummy's not back yet and if i tell daddy i wanna skip school, HAH WHO KNOWS WHAT HE'LL SAY...

Loner.

Hello people. I've met a seriously fucked up bus uncle today. Will explain to you later in my post.

So yesterday have been a very boring day as usual. Guitar > Tuition > Home.
& As for today, school was pretty ok. Did not concentrate in Math class. Blahblahblah, will revise myself.
I was practically thinking of dance only la, the whole day. LOL, i wanna stretch!! that's why :D
Chinese class was the last period and I didnt even know i had homework last week.
PLEASE, she talks CHINESE. Please dont expect dear Shanette to understand her kind of CHINA language.
-_- So ended up being punished. Gotta do the same homework but 10 times. Heh, i dont care.
She only tell those people whom did not do to do it 10 times what. I told her i forgotten to bring. So it's a different story. :) Hehehe.

Dance was next!!! Actually, i wasnt sure if i was supposed to come today for dance.
The people doing Sounded Space are still doing Sounded Space today. So..... But i still went because.... I WANNA STRETCH. :D:D:D!
Love the warmup. Heheh, dont know why also. After warmup, tried my best training up the Sec1s.
Seriously they need to put more effort in their work. I only can see Wanping putting in the effort.
The rest.... They are just practically sitting there and waiting for the sky to drop, something which pissed me off.
-.- I teach them a million times already la! Then they still 'i dont know leh.' 'i dont remember how leh.' 'i not really very sure.'
Juliana most power. 'WHAT IS FLOORPHRASE AH?' Walao eh. Do so long already now then ask me what is floorphrase.
Really can go bang your head on the wall la. -_- She turns up for almost all the lessons and she is one of the worst out of the other people.
I'm not trying to pinpoint anyone. I'm just trying to say, all of the seniors are trying their hardest to train the sec1s up.
But bloody hell, they aint putting in the bloody effort! I bet they are not even interested in dance.
There is this one clique of them, who skips dance together. -.-. Irritating, dont like then quit la!
I don't want juniors to make a fool out of themselves at Ouerve Concert during July.
They wont only make a fool out of themselves, they make the seniors a even bigger fool.
-.- Ok i shall cut the crap. So when it was time to show teacher how much we progressed, only i could take a seat.
Damnz, of course la. I'm the only senior in the group. I don't pass confirm no face. -.-
Sad thing is, all the Sec1s got scolded by Ms Shining. I feel bad, because i'm the one leading them.
THEY DONT WANNA REMEMBER THE STEPS ALSO NOT MY FAULT. But still, i feel bad.
-_- This lame dance is seriously lame & easy. Don't really have a clue what's so hard about it.
Trust me, if i show this dance to some real dancer, she'll/he'll say its a piece of shit.
Somehow i wished they are not in the dance item. I don't think they are well prepared for it.
Sigh... :( Nevermind, hope they'll do better. I know Wanping can do it! :D jiayou girl~

Went home myself after dance. When taking the bus from Serangoon, i was damn angry with this stupid Indian bus uncle.
Kns sia he, i think i should file a complaint man. -.- He deserves to get fired la wtf.
Here's the situation.
I was so happy that i managed to catch up with the bus. It was really squeezy.
& Of course, i dont have my ezilink so i had to use coins. I'm so nice, usual fare is 55cents.
I don't have small change so i paid 70cents. I even SMILED at the bloody uncle because he did not drive off.
Then he suddenly say: Pay 1dollar. Wtf i was like, HUH? Im a student eh.
He told me to show him my ezilink card. So i took out, tapped on the bloody thing.
He tell me my card terminated, dont believe go and see. I told him my card wasnt TERMINATED, it was NOT ACTIVATED.
"Still, you gotta pay the adult fare." I wanted to scold him already man, he and his screwed face. Damn annoying, but i just wanted to make it short and simple.
I asked him how much do i have to pay and he looked at me again, and told me, "NEXT TIME PAY ADULT FEE".
PLEASE LOR, I KNOW YOU PAISEH ONLY LA, KNS YOU BLOODY HELL WANNA CHEAT MY MONEY. BLACK FUCKER SIA.
You know at this point of time, there were still quite a number of people behind me waiting to get up the bus, and he is wasting his black time asking me silly questions.
I WAS WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORM SOMEMORE AND HE CAN BLACKY SAY I AM NOT A STUDENT.
Infront of me is a student somemore. Walao eh. STUPID BLACK!?!?!? -.- You see me where not happy?!
MY FAT BODY? MY PIMPLES? MY EYES? MY SCHOOL!??!?! You stupid asshole.
You fatter than me okay BLACK. I know you no pimples la, but YOU'RE BALD. SO UGLY.

Okay i know i sound VERY offensive. But because he offended me!!! This is what you get for offending me for no bloody reason.
Why nowadays there are so many fucked up people in Singapore? Wanna punch them you know!
I hate to take the bus now! The uncles/aunties there all hopeless. -.- Now 20th century already they still living in the 19th century.
-.- Roar whatever. Reached home, very pissed. Ate dinner, bathed and started with my homework.
So i did finish my D&T, English and Chinese homework. As for chem.... Hmmmm... -_- Tomorrow then do.

Daddy was quite amusing this night. :) Mummy come back, also very funny. HAHAHA. :D
So yeah, enjoyed my night even though my evening was bad. Now's 11.23pm already.
It's time for me to head to bed. Goodnight dears.

Taylor Swift is mad love! (L)

Taylor Swift's song are just all so wonderful you know. The lyrics she made, the way she sings the songs. MARVELLOUS. :D
So i didnt do anything on a Saturday.. How great. Friday's boring and Saturday's gonna be another lame day.
Ohya speaking of Friday! Yesterday night was interesting though~!
I brought my pom and golden retriever out for a walk. Ended up jogging with it and it was so fun!
The retriever could go for 2rounds but my dear pom wanted people to carry him when he was almost finishing his second round.
Aiyo! Lazy pig la you. HAHA. So cute la, i'm gonna bring them out again later after church!

Didnt go for dance today because something went wrong with my right foot.
I also don't know what's wrong. My mum claims its some cramp which i don't really think so.
Cramp can cramp whole day one uh? -.- Urgh wished i could go out later but..... Roar.
Boring weekend damnit.

Friday night beneath the stars, in a field behind your yard, you & I are painting pictures in the sky.
& Sometimes we don't say a thing, just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything i need is right here by my side.
& I know everything about you. I don't wanna live without you.

I'm only up when you're not down. Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground. It's like no matter what i do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time, the other half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel inside is true.
& I'm only me when i'm with you.

Just a small-town boy and girl, living in the crazy world.
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true.
& I don't try to hide my tears, my secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
& you know everything about me. You say that you can't live without me.
When I'm with anybody else, it's so hard to be myself, & only you can tell.
I'm only me when i'm with you - Taylor Swift


Hahahaha, his vids are amazing. See, sometimes lyrics are what makes the song perfect.
That's why! I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT! :D

Ohya ohya! This youtuber, Cathy Nguyen. She's a beautiful singer, BEAUTIFUL. :D


UPDATED @ 10.37PM

Alright hello there. I'm here to update again because i'm seriously super bored.
No one's chatting with me currently. There's nothing to talk about even if there was someone to talk to actually.
Yeah i dont know what to do la.

Just now at church, there was this family infront of me that somehow pissed me off.
Especially their kids. I totally didnt offend them. I was doing my prayers and the elder kid kept staring at me.
HELLO, DO YOU KNOW ITS RUDE TO STARE, KID? -.-
After praying, i stood up and the younger one looked at me, and rolled her eyes on me.
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO? I DIDNT EVEN OPEN MY MOUTH. After rolling her eyes, she went 'gossiping' to her mum about me.
Seriously cannot judge its book by its cover man. She looks damn innocent you know.
Woah but when she rolled her eyes, she looked like a young witch. -.-
I wonder what she'd be like when she grows up. Actually i do know; a typical slut.
Not that i wanna say anything about her, but she offended ME, not the other way round.
I bet she's only like 6years old? WHAT A JOKE... AT SUCH YOUNG AGE AND SHE ALREADY KNOW HOW TO ROLL HER EYES ON PEOPLE?!

So i reached home, i can cry because i was SUPER bored. :'( I walked around the whole house with that awesome grumpy look.
Wished i could go out la. But go out also dont know do what. PATHETIC SINGAPORE.
I wanna go Australia OR USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life's there way interesting, I'M CERTAIN!

Just think about the littlest things that make life great.

Well hello people. What a uber boring Friday. :( Seriously. School was boring.
First half of the morning had lessons, and after recess, it was free period all the way.
Totally didnt know what to do. Wanted to skip 50minutes of school.
But Amanda, Sitifarah and myself had difficulties doing it HAHAHA, because we heard Mr Peterson's voice.
Slept for the last 50minutes, and Chuanzhen was practically making monkey noises.
So pissed with him. Wtf went home right after school. I was jumping around the whole house like some mad woman.
I wanted to go out!!!!! I wanted to cycle!!!! I wanted to JUST DO SOMETHING. -.-
Ended up watching Hi my Sweetheart and talking to this guy called Joel, new friend of mine. :)
It's only 3plus!!! Roar, i'd probably head out for dinner later on, if not, I'll sleep at home. -.-
Now i wanna go and bathe. So bye guys.


This dance is awesome ttm!!! :D:D:D:D

This guy, Kevin is awesome okay. Haha you rock on! :D

I've watched this the day the video was live. But i just want to put in here. The father's LOL. :D

You know, come to think of it, this Kevin YouTuber reminds me of my tuition bud, Joshua!
Yeah both of them look SUPER ALIKE. SERIOUSLY. HAHAHA.

Never-ending love happens in storybooks.

:( I'm so angry with the blardy blogskin. Windows Explorer cannot see the heading, 'Quick Updates' on top.
& It looks rather weird because the heading part is like so HUGE. -.- Only Safari can see.
How do i fix this problem? I don't know. Who can help? :( Okay whatever.
I've finally changed my blogskin after abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz months. Its coming to be a year this May.
Woohoo, i think it doesnt look as unique as my previous one. & the only reason why i didnt want to change my previous post because it's my creation!
You go other people's blog, dont have any blogskins like mine one okay. :P But this one, go where also can see la confirm.
I'll go edit this lame blogskin later on after this post.

So, school was like all the other days. Play badminton during PE again. It was so boring. :( Charlotte wasnt playing seriously. So stupid & boring.
The DNT coursework, i got 23/30. Hahaha, Zhengxiang kept accusing me of copying. Walao, that is insulting to the max. Lol, i know my DNT Theory cmi, but that doesnt mean my coursework also what! You stupid fishball!
Bio class was as hilarious and lively as ever~ Biology class is mad love! Mr Peterson, you rock on! :D
We were released 20minutes earlier than the usual tim release, because Mr Peterson got something on. COOL OR WHAT? :)
I kept thinking where i should go after school. Ugh, ended up heading home because i'm kinda broke today. Go home no need spend money :P
Actually need. Zzz, my ezilink is lost. Trip back home is 3dollars plus. Bathed and slacked at home.
Spencer's thai friend is into DJ max. He influenced me so i started charging my PSP, and played DJ max.
Hahahaha i'm SUPERRRR lousy now. Gawd, i can break numerous times for a level 7 song.
Ate dinner after dj max, started customizing this weird skin. & i will still be doing it till i'm happy with it.
So tata! Call me if you're free, i'm very bored. Dying of boredom even though i'll be doing this blogskin. LOL. :D

I luv my small and fat hand. :P

Hello ladies and gentlemen. I can never stay wide awake in the morning.
I slept in the car all the way till i reached school. Had English for 4periods and Darryle TRIED snapping a photo of me using Jonasy's phone.
Failed, actually i dont know fail... I didnt see clearly what the heck did he take.
Damn jonas dont wanna delete. I can never get hold of his phone. NEVERRRRR.. Last time i only get to see his phone because he always lend Jazreel.
Now cannot already. -_- He got alot of secrets inside cannot let people know one. Yvonne kept saying and emphasizing on how small my hands are. AIYO!!! -_-
DNT next then recess. Mr Lim didnt come, so Ms Teo took over math lesson. Hmph, History was next. Boring shitz. I didnt know where to go after school.
So i asked daddy to come fetch me home cause i dont wanna go home myself. Damn freaking hot and i lost my ezilink roar!!!
The others all stayed in school because they got POA and ART. I have nothing. -_-
Daddy never late today HAHA and i felt lucky for a moment or so.
I was enjoying aircon while Jonas was outside of the car 'oi-ing' me.
LOL. Went home, slacked for awhile and decided to run. Ran for 2km nonstop man.
Damn tired. Wanted to go bathe one, but i fell asleep after resting HAHAHAH.
Woke up, bathed and had my dinner. Now i'm eating some honey cracker. Roar. -.- I can never control myself with all these irritating junkfood la.
That explains my size. I'm gonna run tomorrow again, because i'm not going dance.
Well, depends. Remember i said that i wanted to catch a movie? I dont want already... Hahaha, save money. :P
Watched Teencribs on MTV just now. I really love the guy's house man! It's thrice the size of my house.
Can you imagine how huge that is? Omg, so nice :(

Okay its 7.30pm already. Stupid time always passes so fast. I shall go find something to do to kill time. Tata.

Suicidal.

Hello humans. The week cycle has restarted, so school started again. Nothing interesting happened in school.
Normal school hours and had dance in the afternoon. Very boring seriously.
Sec4s, Sec3s and some Sec2s are doing SYF item, sounded space.
I'm not in that dance cause i wasnt in this school when they were training for this dance. Eeeek.
So lonely :( Won't be going dance this Thursday because teacher said those who aint in SYF item need not attend.
So..... I'm free on Thursday! Okay, i'm thinking of catching a movie. Havent been updating myself with movies these days.
Don't be shocked, but the last movie that i've watched was AVATAR. That was like LAST YEAR?
I havent caught any movies after that at all man. That shows how busy i am uh.
I only get to go out on a Friday night. Saturday and Sunday are like blocked out already. -.-
SOSOSO, WHO'S FREE ON THURSDAY AFTERNOON AFTER 2 TO CATCH A MOVIE???? :D
So reached home at 7. Bathed and slacked. Chatted with my brother for awhile cause he asked me a math question.
But i dont know how to do so i asked Jonas. LOL he took so long la.
Then when he called me to tell me the answer, the way he talked was damn hilarious.
I put him on loud speaker, and then when i told him his answer was wrong, he change into indian accent.
LMAO, my brother was laughing his ass off, somehow influenced me.
Yeah, he explained a whole load of crap to me but i couldnt get what he was trying to say.
Suddenly Dominic's msn conversation popped out of the blue. LOL, unexpected again.
Chatted with him till 9.30, dont know why he say: I'm bored UNTIL 9.30.
Well, probably he'd get a call at that time. Haha, slept at 12plus.

Tuesday brown, Normal lessons too. Was lucky to have Kimiko&Ravethi as campanion during DNT lesson.
I find Ravethi damn weird sometimes. You know what she said?
She told Kimiko that everytime she looks at me, i remind her of ASHLEY TISDALE.
Walau eh. I think Ashley Tisdale fans would kill me if they see this.
Like SERIOUSLY, which part of me look like her? My eyes small, her eyes big.
Her body small, my body big. She so fair, i so black. Her hair so long, my hair so short.
?!?! I like Ashley Tisdale you know, Ravethi. Cannot insult Ashley like that leh.
Slept during SS lesson. Cannot tahan, i really very tired. Though i was sleeping, i was hearing the teacher.
So dumb, i cannot even have a good sleep. >< Really damn tired. Usually, if i DID sleep in class, i'll wake up immediately if the teacher bangs on my table.
This time, when she banged my table, my eye still closed one. LOL!!! Like my vision was damn blurred out.
Biology and CE class was funny. Haha because there's Mr Peterson!!! :D
He's super different during class times and in the hall. :) You're very lucky if you're taught by him okay.
Had English and it was also very funny because of Mrs Tan! She always make jokes out of herself.
Cannot stop laughing. HAHAHAH!!! CDT, Jonas was drawing some lame stuff on his plastic water bottle.
He think i got supervision ah. I'm three humans away from him and he think i can see what he wrote.
I saw Enwei, Yvonne and my name on the bottle. But i have no clue what he wrote.
I dont know what he wrote ma, so i told him: Aiya Yvonne confirm write good things one right. You confirm say i monster right?!?!
But actually, he didnt. Only until i said that sentence then he put. -.- Woah wanna punch him.
Yvonne kept pestering me to ask what happened to Enwei's hand. So since i had the chance, i asked.
Well, he didnt tell me what happened. LOL. He must have heard what Yvonne said so he didnt want to tell me lor!
Oh nevermind, i dont really bother.. Just wish him speedy recovery to whatever injury he has on his hand.
Went home, slacked and now posting. Super bored...

UPDATED @ 7.25PM
Hello guys! I've been watching funny videos for the whole of afternoon.
Laugh until stomach pain HAHAHA. First i watched numbnuts. Laughed super loud.
HAHAHA!!! Then i went to random judo people's facebook and some of them have got videos of them playing judo.
I'm curious how the match looks like, so i watched. LOL!!!!! It turned out super super funny somehow.
But if i watch it the second time, not funny already. But the thought of it makes me laugh.
Actually i think judo's fun. But i'm a weakling, sadly. Don't see me so big size, i cannot even piggyback charlotte that skinny ass kay.
Well, maybe now i do cause i've been training up on my arms. LOL BUT STILL I AM WEAK.
I can hardly do pushups. Sucker, i just hate pushups.

OHYA, i also saw this super hot pink iPhone cover. I know there are loads of pink haters out there.
I dont care if you like pink anot k, I LIKE IT CAN ALREADY. (Points at Jazreel Loh.)
Heheheh, i'm gonna pester mama to get it for me. Seriously my current cover very bu hao kan already.

Another thing! ITS BEEN SOOOOO LONG SINCE I LAST CYCLED. LOL ONE MONTH ALREADY.
EEEEEK, AMANDA DO YOU WANNA GO CYCLE SOMEDAY OR DURING THE MARCH HOLS? :D!!

Okay that's all i wanna say in this post. Hehehe, i'm happy and very warm now.