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    Friday, December 18, 2009

    No true love, no true friends.

    Lol. I'm gonna procrastinate again. Probably Genting's post up next week.
    Hah? -.- I dont have the mood today at all. I'm feeling super super down.
    The negative ions are coming to me all over again. I just wished i was pretty.
    It was so simple. :( What should i do? I wished i could hug someone now, badly i swear.
    Everything's not going well for me. I just don't understand why im not loved.
    Probably cause i look terrible, fat, anti social. RAH I HATE HOW I LOOK LA.
    SHIT LOOK. WTF. I DONT THINK MY PARENTS LOOK THAT BAD.
    BUT WHY DO I HAVE THEIR UGLY GENES. -.-. I wished i had my mum's beautiful eyes.
    But no, i got her ugly legs. I wished i had my father's body, the kind which wont be fat.
    But no, i got his ugly eyes. ZZZ. I hate to say this and its very wrong to say this, but i still got to say this.
    God do you hate me so much? Did i do something wrong in the past that i've got to be tortured so badly?
    C'mon guys, you tell me you know me well? When's my birthday? What's my full name? What do i want to become? Why am i always so depressed?
    DO YOUUUU KNOW?! -.-. Bullshit, i'm nothing to anyone k.
    Speechless and idk what to say now. Rubbish post and i just wish i could end my life.

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    I love you, dearest chubb.

    Thursday, December 17, 2009

    Bizworld

    Let me talk about Bizworld now. If you realised i've missed some days of my life.
    Who cares? I did nothing over the days that i never blog so! Let's talk about Tues and Wed!

    On monday, i heard from Spencer that we're going to Bizworld!
    Well! I didnt know that we were going hahaha. So we went the next day.
    I thought very little people only. Wow it turned out that there were many people.
    Hannah, Kassandra, Tedra, Daniel, Yijun, Joel, Jervois, Donwei and Yijean were there!
    Hahah! We were like playing so business game uh. Quite lame but still it was fun.
    Suddenly, i saw Kaheng and Ganwee peeping thru the translucent door!
    HAHAHA me and the other girls were like: Eh dont tell yijean ganwee outside. Later she go crazy.
    But not long after, yijean was like: HEYYYYY GANWEEE OUTSIDEEE, *points to ganwee*
    Like lol man. Seriously lol tttttm. I've got a beautifullllllllllllllllll photo of her. Show you later.

    Bizworld ended at 6pm. Took photos with fellow babies after bizworld.
    Went dinner with kaheng, ganwee, hannah, kass, tedra, jervois, bryan and donwei at bugis.
    We walked like snails i tell you. Cause we talk alot, so everytime we talk, we stone there.
    Tsktsk. HAHA, after that we went home. Kaheng and Ganwee were tgt with me and Spencer till Kovan.
    Cause they lived near us woohoo. We talked alot on the train too. :D
    I compared my hand with ganwee HAHAHAH. His hand is huge plus he is one year younger than me HAHAHAH.

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    Idk what photo are we trying to take. -.-...
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    DONWEI'S PHONE! THE STICKERS COOL RIGHT!
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    MELUVHER!!
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    LOL WAS TRYING TO TAKE THE BOYS DOING THEIR WORK. Then this idk who looked at the cam. HAHAHAHAH!!!!

    The awesome photo of Yijean have arrived...........
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    :)

    Wednesday's bizworld started at 10am in the morning and ended at 2pm in the afternoon.
    There was only one part of Bizworld that i enjoyed today.
    The advertisment part. LOLOLOL. There were two groups who were extremely funny.
    One of them is Shaun's group LOL. THEY DANCED THE SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SONG.
    Their product that they are trying to advertise was this bracelet.
    It went like this......

    Next time uh, if you make your girlfriend or boyfriend angry right, you can buy this(bracelet) and then must sing sorry sorry sorry sorry -song starts- *dances* .
    LOLLLL only Shaun danced. He damn it, anyhow dance one LOL!!! But very funny.
    DAMN FUNNY HE THINK OF THAT MAN. Humorous. He very short also. HAHAHAHAHHA.
    He is like maybe 1 or 2cm taller than me and he is 16years old.
    Another thing, he look like paikia man. Maybe he IS a paikia. Wth but he's from Hua Chong Institution. LOL.
    Totally unbelievable.

    After bizworld, went amk to look for kaheng and ganwee and their other brother.
    Went Arcade. Found them and went Kopitiam eat lunch. Everyone very hungry HAHA.
    I ate Chicken Terriyaki Udon. DELICIOUS MAN!! The terriyaki was extremely delicious.
    I rate the food 4/5. Cause the soup wasnt really that good uh... Hahh.
    Slacked at kopitiam till 5. LOL. Then went toilet, then go arcade play games then stoned again.
    Ohman, this group loves stoning so much. Planned to eat dinner, but it was still early and we just had lunch!
    So all went home instead. Peeeeew, yesterday was more fun lor!!!
    Nevermind, hehehe. Christmas party!!! NEXT EVENT!!! LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING ALL OF YOU !!!!!!!

    Ok another thing, ME LOVE SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY! Im so gonna get the steps right.
    So cute okay HAHAHAHAHA.




    SHINee FTW TOOOOO!!!!!!!

    Superteen Holiday Camp @ Kota Tinggi (7th - 11th Dec)

    Time passes so fast. My camp's over. And i tell you, there's only three words to describe it: Fabulous and Unforgetable.
    Now i've got 7days of my life to blog here. And each day is gonna be a super long day.
    I seriously wonder how long i'll take to finish this post. I dont feel like blogging about Genting.
    Cause i realised the half post that i blogged before going camp was screwed. Screw you k blogger. -.-

    Day1

    Woke up in the morning at 6 to bathe. Hehe, reached Lavender at 7plus.
    Saw the people there. I felt as if i was going on a concentration camp.
    Very weird feeling and i dont feel right man. But nevermind, 5days only, very fast over one.
    Went up the bus and waved goodbye to parents. Reached JB at 9plus. Reached Kota Tinggi at 10.
    The place looked ugly. I don't like it. Cause it looked so natural! -_-
    Went up to training room with my lagguage and spencer rushed up the super long slope.
    He was tired after that HAHA! Serve him right for running up! LOLLLL. I kept laughing la.
    Reached there, put down our lagguages, took my attendence and took a seat.
    They said we could take a seat at anywhere we liked. So we seat girl one side, boy one side, LMAO!!
    Then they saw it, they changed our seats to girl boy girl boy. Well, i ended up sitting with my Brother and another guy named Yi Jun.
    Beside Yi Jun was this girl called Kassandra. She's sucha a pretty girl with a very beautiful smile.
    Everytime she see me looking at her, she'll flash a smile at me. Mygoodness, so beautiful.
    So had some introduction game and stuff like that. Very interesting ^^.
    After some time, we were split into groups of 6. There were 3 groups altogether.
    Heard from Ken, one of the trainers that this Superteen camp is the smallest camp in the Superteen History.
    So, my group consisted of Me, Yi Jean, Yi Jun, Serena, Joel, Bryan with the cutest camp leader(It's called Resource), BRANDON LIM.
    This dude Brandon, he reminded me alot of my other friend Brendon Chua. -.-. Except Brandon is like way more thoughtful, way more handsome, and way more cute.
    Hehehe, lucky Brendon Chua dont read my blog. (Well... Maybe he passes by sometimes...) Or else he'll murder me and start arguing nonsensical stuffs with me again.
    Hmmmm okay, so we had to intro ourself, and remember each other names. Then we had to think of a group cheer.
    We couldnt think of anything. But Bryan suggested a super old cheer(That's what they claimed but i tell you, i never heard it before -_-).
    Okay, so we had our cheer ready already. But another problem, someone have to shout out. Like be a leader to shout so the others follow.
    Nobody volunteered. Then not long after, another Resource called Jean came up to my group and pointed at me.
    She told me i had the Leader looking face so she told me to shout. So yup, i shouted but no one was cooperating.
    Now i know how it feels when people are so dead. -.- Pisses me off at times.
    Alrighty, after all this, Ken gave us a challenge. Whoever can say all 19 of our names out in 10sec gets 10SGD and not RM.
    So daniel was the first to try. HAHAHAHAH he looked as if he had Parkinsons Disease. HAHAHAH HE MADE THE WhOLE AUDIENCE LAUGHED.
    He failed 4-5 times but he kept trying. And everytime he tried, he'll have to shake his hand like got earthquake like that.
    HAHAHAHA BUT HE IS VERY CUTE LA!!! He looked alot like Clarence. But alot alot cuter and alot better looking ^^.
    After all those introductory stuff, we headed down to have our lunch. Well, the lunch aint bad :)
    After lunch, went back training room and it was choosing leader time.
    We started voting for the boys first. Daniel, Bryan and Jervois were voted! Grats to them for being leaders.
    Then it was the girls' turn. Tansy, Hannah, Serena, Donwei and ME were selected.
    These people were all chosen by the resources. Then we voted. Guess what, i totally didnt expect BRANDON to vote for me.
    AT ALL LA! LOL... So we had to go out after being chosen, and then the people in the room will have to vote.
    So sad Donwei and Serena had no votes -_-... Tansy had 13votes mygod!! Hahaha! Hannah and me had 5votes. ^^.
    So Tansy, Me and Hannah were the girl leaders. *claps claps* LOLLLL Nothing really nice to clap about though.
    Okay, after that they told us our roommates. It was supposed to be 3 in a room.
    But idk why got 2group is 2girls only. Yup, i'm one of them. My roommate is a lovely cute girl called Tedra.
    She's super cute. But at first when i saw her, i was afraid of one thing: What if she dont talk to me? I'm gonna suffer for the next 5days.....
    But it was wrong man, the moment we reached the room we were chatting and chatting already. FAST RIGHT? HAHA.
    Okay, supposed to change into sports outfit cause we're having COE(Challenge of Excellence, like sports la!).
    I dint change, cause i was already wearing a shirt, i just changed into comfortable shorts.
    Ran around the whole freaking place for alot of times. I broke Shanette's record.
    I never felt giddy or i-want-to-faint that kind of feeling before. Well, this time round, my eyesight totally blacked out.
    Damn horrible la. But after awhile i went back to join the rest. I dont want to be left out la.
    After running, went to do COE 1. We had to balance on a beam and there will be two ropes tied at the ends of the beam.
    Brandon is in charge of shake the beam so that it'll be very hard for us to cross over.
    But that's the point of this game. No matter how tough, we'll still have to focus and get thru it.
    Well, i failed that. Ken helped me thru, but still failed. Pathetic la k.
    At first Ken lent me one finger of his for support. But i totally freaked out and grabbed his whole hand.
    Then when i was reaching the end, Brandon suddenly shaked the whole beam so hard i wasnt even prepared for it la!
    I dropped down and i thought i fell down. But Ken, carried me down slowly.
    Omgggg, he can carry me...? HE CAN CARRY ME?!?!?! -.- Wth i'm like so freaking heavy and he managed to carry me.
    Zzz, but thanks to him, i wasnt injured. So nice of him la. So failed, i was the last one to go up there for the day.
    Had dinner afterwards, and went back to the hotel to have a bath. Let Tedra bathed first.
    Headed back to training room after bath and had talks again. Very interesting! HAHAHA, Peter was the speaker at night.
    He came out with the John Cena move. "Hi. My name is Peter. And you can't see me!!" is his standard line LOLOLOL.
    Had talk and watched a short video clip. Zzz, i almost fell asleep during the video clip.
    Totally dont understand la. After the video, we were released to go back hotel and sleep, leaders had to stay back for a short debrief.
    Slept at 1plus.

    Day2

    Woke up in the morning at 7plus and had COE. Jervois and Me lead the warmup exercises.
    Turned up to be kind screwed cause idk what are the commands for the exercises..
    But still managed to pull thru and after that, finished the COE exercise that we did yesterday.
    No one remmebered that i failed yesterday. So i dint went up again. Like thank god!!
    After sweating, went back to hotel and bathed and had lunch. Had talks again.
    It was all really very funny. HAHAHA seriously cannot stop laughing. But there was some times when they get angry la.
    Ohya, had test too. -_- Quite afew questions idk. Luckily Yijun helped me alil.
    Very seldom only. Ernest go scold us :( Okay la not really scold, but like ..... I also dont know what la. But he scared me man.
    I just said what happened that scared me la, not into details. He used the glasscup with water and put it near my face.
    That shocked me already. Then after that, he suddenly threw that glass onto the floor.
    So got broken glasses right. He go take one piece from the floor, then go act as if he was gonna scratch my face. Damn scary.
    -_- After that he told us alot about values etc.....
    Heh, after that 6plus, went to change again and had COE. Next COE exercise was that we need to walk on rope.
    But our hands are holding onto another rope. I thought it wasnt that scary. But it was still equally scary la tsktsk.
    I just supported the people who did it. Only like half finished. The other half will be tomorrow.
    After COE, had dinner. Nice nice, then had talks again. Funfunfun. Then after that we had to write a letter to "man in the mirror".
    (If you have no clue what i'm saying, go stand infront of the mirror now, and you'll know who is man in the mirror.)
    After we write, we have to share it among our group. So Brandon started. We went anticlockwise.
    I was sitting at brandon's left and Bryan on his right. So Bryan started second and i was the last.
    I summarized mine cause there wasnt much time left. We had supper after that and went to bed early.
    Cause the next day, we'll be waking at up 5plus to go Jungle trekking.

    Day3

    Woke up at 5.30. Did some warmup and stretches, head to canteen area and collected our breakfast and mineral water.
    Off we headed to the "jungle". It was bloody dark la, cannot see one. my partner's Kassandra.
    Climb climb climb up, i think 7plus already. Cause when we reached on top, sun rise already HAHA.
    Took photos, but not clear cause it was... idk??! -.- LOL so we went down and found a place to have our breakfast.
    Eat halfway, i feel damn bloated and full. So dint finish and continued walking out of the jungle.
    Didnt really feel tired, quite happy with my performance HAHAHAHA.
    Ken and the other trainers said this is the first time in the Super Teen history that they get to go Jungle Trekking.
    Whooooo! Hahahah! Went down and took a break. Not long after, had COE. Completed the rope thingy.
    I managed to get thru though!!! I was trying my best to balance, so i need to look at my legs at times.
    Walao, i look one time, Brandon shake harder. Damn evil. LOL. After that exercise, had another exercise.
    We have to find partner, then hold onto each other's palms, NOT GRAB HANDS uh, and walk thru the rope.
    No one will shake the rope. But my rope kept shaking, i was so afraid la. Damn scary, only sometimes i feel alright.
    But me and Tansy were the first pair to finish the exercise! Actually there was one pair before us.
    But i think they didnt complete. Took a photo and the rest continued doing. Ken called me aside to have a small chat with me.
    He's so nice to talk to la :) But he kept telling me that i should shout or talk more cause i'm the leader.
    Ooo, after that off we went to bathe and eat lunch. Had talks after that. STILL VERY FUNNY.
    Practically everyday was funny. Love it la okay. Around 5plus or idk what time, Ernest told us he'll teach us how to sleep.
    LOL then he let us sleep. So amazing omg he actually made everyone sleep sia?!?!? -.-
    I thought i slept for hours but on friday, he told the parents he only let us sleep for 20minutes.
    Had COE after that. Did warmups and all the usual stuffs. Then got this new game called OSIM. must find partner then must carry her on your back one.
    -_- Ken carried me again.... -_- He damn freaking strong la. I tried carryin Kassandra, succeeded afew times.
    But i failed the last time and i fell. Lol.... -_- She totally didnt succeed at all cause i was freaking heavy.
    When i fell, i thought it was only a small cut lor, wth so much blood. Gan wee see already he felt so disgusted LMAO!
    But i still participated in the games, it was fun kay!!! Peter taught the people how to do actual hip rotation.
    Like move the hip only. I did that alot of times, so of course i know how to do. Then we have to find partner again.
    And then do with them again. Kass's my partner again LOLLL, so i did. Ken passed by me and said my name. I was like HUHH??
    Then i dont know who told me he said i did very well. Then Peter passed by me and told me i did it correctly.
    Finished that, he told me and Bryan to come out and show demonstration. Got one part damn censored.
    Everyone laughed. Cause.... one girl one boy ma, and the action damn censored la HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
    Well the next part's irritating. -.- Water time. We had to climb up a wall, with the help of other people la.
    Must be fast, if not the resources and trainers will keep splashing water. I was the first to kena.
    Ernest use the super huge gun to spray my back -.-. So quickly climbed up, and went to the other side.
    After the wall right, water bomb game. RAH WET WET WET, MY WOUND WOUND WOUND. -.-. Went to throw at Gan wee cause he was the one who kept throwing bombs at me.
    Bathed after that and dint eat dinner. Not really hungry. Had talks again. Everytime is fun okay. :D:D
    Discussed about talent time. I wasnt in the mood at all la. I dont know why :((((((
    Had the bombing game after that. Walao my grouped kena bombed :( Then we had punishment.
    LOL damn funny la joel. He was Miss Kota Tinggi HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! And the rest of us have to follow Peter do some "pole" dance with the take-of-your-clothes music.
    He do until damn funny and i totally have no idea how to immitate. Then peter change music.
    yijean and serena dint do, end up only i do... -.-.... I also dont know what i doing, just shake here shake there move here move there.
    Then i took out my jacket throw at Daniel. LOL i dont know how i threw to at first. HAHAHAHAHA. Poor Daniel, sorry uh LOL!!
    We had this steroid thing. Machiam hypnotizing the person like that. LOL!!!! Everyone had to try no matter how heavy you are.
    So Brandon was "hypnotizing" me, i think alot of people carried me. Cause i'm heavy ^^.
    Went to sleep at 1plus or 2.

    Day4

    Woke up at 7plus and had our last COE session. The high Beam. It didnt seem as hard as it looked la.
    To me, i think it was the easiest among the 4COEs we've done. Finished that, went for a bath, went back to training room.
    Talktalktalktalk, discussed about Talent time again. Then had test. -_-
    Then continue to talktalktalk. Very funny, i forget to mention. We kept doing some super stupid speed reading thing.
    We had to finish writing all the many many numbers in 1min30sec. If not got punishment.
    We all rush like mad. Me and Hannah very lucky. Only kena at the back. (Actually not lucky, cause at the back means more punishment. LOL!!!)
    After that Ernest let us sleep again. And we slept again LOL. Then after that, we talked about some personality test thing.
    Got type 1 - 9. I'm type 2, the helpful kind. EH NOT I SAY ONE. Ernest and ken and the rest did some test and say one.
    Quite true la actually. Only alil bit not true. LOL. But i can say that the test damn amazing la. HAHA.
    They act all the types until very very funny! Cannot stop laughing HAHAHAHAHA.
    After the test thing, we had dinner. After dinner, got talks again. Then had supper.
    Supper already leh, Ken suddenly got angry. I think cause our test results damn shitty. He scolded afew of us cause we were uncooperative.
    We had the-total-truth-nothing-but-the-truth session. People like Joel, Gordon, Bryan got scolded.
    Brandon's fierce la. >< Okay scold finish already, had the lovelovelove session and forgiving session.
    Aiya, you all have to experience yourself to understand. It's really very nice even though we got scolded.
    Not sadistic or what, its just that this is just part of life. Discussed abit about talent time.
    And soon after, its talent time. -.-.... I die... I dont remember dance steps LOL.
    When it was our turn, i remember the steps already. Supposed to be good thing right? But wrong, it's bad.
    -.-. Cause i danced wrong place, shouldnt have danced on the carpet. I kept slipping down shitz. So the dance was screwed.
    Nevermindnevermind. After talent time, 2plus already. I think we're supposed to sing song uh. Then we must hold hands and sing together.
    Then after that hug as many people as we can goodbye. Omg i want to cry already la :( They are all so nice people.
    So funny, at first was hug more than 5people. Then Ernest went to add on. I want to hug Gan wee.
    Then we like step one foot forward then backward then when ernest told us to hug more people, we went forward.
    HAHAHAHA. Damn cute. Had a game called Car Wash. Well before that, ernest scared the hell out of me.
    He was telling a freaking scary ghost story. Then suddenly he boooooo us and the lights were all off.
    I couldnt find anyone to grab, and tears rolled down my eyes. LOLLLL, when afew lights were on, i managed to grab Tansy cause she was beside me.
    Everyone screamed, but i was the only one who got shocked till i cried. Ernest spotted me cause i was sitting right infront of him.
    Then he tried scaring me again. He told me there was someone behind me. Everyone started looking behind me.
    "You dont anyhow la! nothing la!" was what i told him. Then he told me to just look and someone was really behind me.
    I told him ya, my campmates la! Then he still told me to look. Hmmm i was prepared this time so when i turned behind, he screamed to scare the other people.
    And while the other people fell for it, i stood there just smiling. LOL. Okay so we played Carwash.
    We're supposed to walk in the middle of two lines, then we will grab each other hands and tell them good things.
    For the first time in my life, i've heard so many compliments. And i can tell whether they are truth or just lies.
    Its so touching la. Well, then it was the resources turn. I was infront right? Infront of me there was another guy called Gordon.
    So Brandon talked to Gordon first. Then after that he looked at me with a blank face, so i also show blank face LOL.
    "I'm supposed to talk to you." he told me that. So i said okay and he held my hand and talktalktalk. Talk halfway, i smiled and laughed.
    "What's so funny?" I told him nothing and told him to continue. But he still say: No, i dont get it. What's so funny??
    -.- Wth LOL so i said LOL NOTHINGGGG, anything else?? He said no and we let go. Supposed to hug after saying good things.
    But he dint hug me and waited for the next person. -_- Wth he hug everyone but he never hug me :( So sad. Stupid brandy. LOL.
    Aiya but in any case, Brandon's still the best la <3 Slept at 4.


    Day 5
    Last day of the camp. Awwwman. Woke up at 8plus and had breakfast and packed laggugage and met in training room at 9am.
    Well! The sentence on top is damn the broken engalish la. HAHAHAHAH.

    So in the morning, had last talk by Ernest i think.. (I dont remember la tsktsk.)
    Play last game. The Commit Suicide game HAHAHAH. Damn scary but fun lor.
    2 stacked up chairs were put on the stage. We have to stand on the chair facing the stage and fall backwards.
    There'll be people catching you, BUT STILL SCARY RIGHT?! Its like i'm so frigging heavy la!!!
    Ernest was like 'Wah this one, die la.' when it came to me. There was this girl damn slim.
    But he say very heavy. -_- Well, but everyone was encouraging me, haha.
    So i went upupup. It was very fun! There was someone, idk who, went to put my hand on my face.
    Wtf i cannot breathe. Tsktsktsk, i wonder who is it man!!! LOLLL.
    Then we sing song again, this time really last goodbye hug already. Ohman tears rolled down. (Alilllll.)
    After that, had test. Last test, i dont think i did THAT badly... Heh. The day was ending..
    So fast lor. The parents reached after Ken and Ernest told us afew jokes.
    Ernest talked to the parents while we sat there and listened. DAMN FUNNY!!! HAHAHAH.
    But some stuffs ernest say fake one lor. Then had dedication time. Only like 5people went up to talk when we were ALL supposed to go up?
    Hahaha cause of time constraint i guess.. Ernest treated ALL of us to dinner after camp.
    So kind of him. Had our dinner and reached back Singapore and home around 11pm at night.


    So this is the end of the Super Teen Holiday Camp at Kota Tinggi. There's no photos for this post.
    Because i have to wait till Kelly come back from Indo and till she gets the permission to get the photos up.
    Yeah. Plus i think i left alot of things out. -_- My brain not tuned correctly so now at this moment i cannot think correctly.
    I'll come back and edit as soon as somethings pops into my head. I love everyone!!!

    (I have decided to divide the post into 2. I'll post this up first cause my Genting one, the photos only uploaded halfway. ZZZ. -.- So do wait up for my Genting's post. AND I WILL DEFINITELY EDIT THIS POST, its like in a total mess la. Just post it up so that i feel my blog wont be so dead. HEH!!!)

    Sunday, December 13, 2009

    I'll update soon! PROMISE!!!

    Hi dear people. I'm very sorry for not posting for sucha long time.
    I'm still posting! The post will be super duper long so be prepared to strain your eyes kay!
    I'll post it up asap. Tell you, i took 30minutes just to write half day of my 7days.
    -.-. SO PLEASE DO GIVE ME SOME TIME KAY! It'll confirm be up soon enough!

    I LOVE TANSY, KASSANDRA, HANNAH, TEDRA.
    Those were the people who helped me thru thick and thin during camp. Of course, i love the other campers too!
    I also wanna thank the cute resource of mine(Resource means Leader to them) Brandon Lim for helping us bond.
    I'll miss that dude and of course, i love him!
    Other resources like Gan Wee, Kah Eng and Jean are all so wonderful too!!
    Last but not least, thanks an infinity to Ken Koh, Peter Lau and Ernest Wong for guiding us thruout the whole camp without giving up on us.
    No matter how hard life was, you're all still there to make every single one of us laugh.
    I love all of you so much!!!!!

    I'm more than willing to go back on June to be a Resource too!
    I'll make sure i'll be a good leader and not complain even if the trainers will be harsh on us ^^.
    (I'll post more. This is just a dedication post HAHAH!)

    Thursday, December 3, 2009

    Dancin is my remedy.

    Spartan attack Pictures, Images and Photos

    I think i should stay at home. Heheh, let me rot another day.
    I'll watch New Moon at M'sia. Probably. LOL. I woke up early leh! LOL.
    Actually i was awake at 8.45am like that. But zzz, so early i wanna continue sleeping.
    Slept till i hear spencer and winnie make so much noise. Wa irritating.
    Tolerate till 9am, i got out of bed and had breakfast. I die la, i still dont know what to wear.
    HAHAHAH. Will be bringing dogs to their "hotels" later in the afternoon ^^.
    Will pack our stuffs into our lagguages in the night i guess.
    Don't really know what i'll be doing this afternoon. Hmmmm. I think i dreamt something nice last night.
    But i cannot recall anything at all -_-. Stupid brain of mine, roar.
    Hah well, will probably do a lil bit of update tonight :) tata babies.

    UPDATED @ 2.12PM
    Blog: Now night time mehhhhh?!!? -.- Stupid Shanette, don't know how to see time.
    Shanette replies: WALAO WHAT EH? I VERY BORED MA. Stupid holidays.

    Heh... Okeh okeh cause i got things to post. Just brought my pets to the "hotel".
    Hahaha. Boring day la, haven't pack clothes yet. I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR.
    Damn it. Zzzz. Okay, i'll be back later.

    UPDATED @ 6.20PM
    MUACKS. No need to miss me hehehe. I told ya i'll be back. LOL.
    I actually talked to my LIL brother about love issues.
    Of course Winnie's there too. Hahaha, alot of people say my brother will grow up to be a handsome guy.
    I mean if he really slims down la. I guess he confirm will lose alot of weight when he reaches puberty.
    Later he handsome until no one believe he's my brother -_-...
    Then i'll be like the only one in the family who looks so ugly. Wtf.
    Yeah, hahah! It's like 11hours more to Genting!! Or 10hours.
    Aiya, i'll be retardedly hyper~! :D I hope so... Ohya ohya!!!!!
    I thought of what to wear already. Bleh i dont care what uncle joseph will say la.
    -_- lol, fat then fat lo. Pathetic. Later i'll exercise~! ^^
    Klaryce blog so long one. :( She blog from yesterday night till 2hours ago will havent blog finish wtf.
    I don't think her post will be VERYVERY long lor. She take so long to think of what she did previously.
    Stupid stm woman. LOLLLL, kk i'm kidding. But i havent seen her for two weeks :(
    And i'm thinking where to go with Heather -_-.. Go out with her confirm damn zibei one.
    LOL she's taller than me by 1cm(eh still taller right?) and she's so much lighter than me.
    -_-... I have bigbones + fats. Lol, no chocolates, no gasy drinks, no junkfood.
    Shanette, can you do it? -.-. Omg hate myself sometimes. Me want be pretty :(

    Alright, miss me k?? Heh. Will meet up with Heather before she head of to Aus till who knows when -_-.
    Cant wait ^^. (Don't say me fat or i'll kill ya. LOLOLOLLLL. Kidding.)
    I will post photos of MEEEEEEEE this time round, i promise. LOL. After i come back.

    Wednesday, December 2, 2009

    He means every little thing to me.

    "I've got your picture in my wallet and your phone number to call it.
    And i miss you more whenever i think about you.
    I've got your mixed tape in my walkman, been so long since we've been talking.
    And in a few more days we'll both hook up forever and ever.."
    Moment Of Truth - FM Static

    Hi babies. Now that i've got things to do, i find time not enough.
    Driving me insane. Everytime like that. I need to pack my things for camp and Genting.
    Camp is like 4days 5nights. I seriously dont know if i got enough clothes.
    I have like more home clothes than go out clothes la :( Zzz..
    My brain's already cracking cause i dont know what to wear for Genting.
    The thought of camp drives me mad. If only camp was a lil later.. Roars madly.
    I think i decided to get iPhone too. I don't really need a very good phone like Aino la.
    So if mama spends so much on that phone and i dont use it, like very waste sia..
    So i rather not get it. Heh.. iPhone's good too ma, just that it doesnt have bluetooth to other phone except another iPhone.
    I just don't know what's gonna happen to my iTouch. I DONT WANNA TRADE IN.
    NONONO. LOL it's precious to me, heheh!!! Okay enough about the phone talk.
    I so envious of those people who gets to go out like everyday..
    *Winks at Heather* HAHAHA. Sian, i'm like stucked at home everyday.
    Hah? Wanted to catch New Moon but i've got no one to go out with...
    How pathetic. Yesterday Bear say want help me, after that she offline already.
    Make me so sad, never even wait for that dude to reply her. :( Stupid Bear..
    Urgh, i'll bug her later in the night. So pathetic, why all levels have holiday at different timings of the year one. Damn weird la -_-.
    Eeeek i want a miracle to happen to me. :( Charlotte say i cannot wish for "56733" for Christmas.
    Scarrly santa give me lucky number. LOLLL. Damn retarded sia she. But quite true uh.
    All i want for Christmas is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Pfffft, in my mind, i already filled that 8 letters up.
    WEEE SANTA GRANT MY WISH LA :( I've been a good girl this year!!!
    Way better than last year, AND I SERIOUSLY MEAN, WAY!!!!!! I also not greedy ma, 8months for just 1thing.
    Lol i find myself stupid but it MIGHT probably be worth it eh? (Hah, if a miracle happens.)
    BlEH, don't want to write already.

    UPDATED @ 10.17PM
    Hiiiiii, i went Heartland just now to get mummy's birthday present. HAH?
    Spencer's idea. Well, i packed my camp clothes and genting clothes already.
    I'm still thinking what to wear for the first day. -.-... Stupid, my undergarment drawer, is like ALMOST EMPTY.
    Shanette's so powerful. LOLLLL. Yeah i did nothing today. Woohoo? -.-
    I think i rot too much already. Yikes, i need to take a fresher seriously.
    I feel like heading to town tomorrow or somewhere that's at least 20km further than my house.
    I DONT WANNA STAY HOME. Seriously should i go out tomorrow? I really don't wanna rot at home.
    But going out means spending money and foood. EEEEE. I got no money to spend and eating more food may seem heavenly but to me, it's like hell now.
    I'VE ATE SO MUCH THIS HOLIDAY. OMGOMGOMG. I DONT WANNA PUT ON WEIGHT!!!
    I THINK I DID PUT ON WEIGHT LA. STUPID FOOD. STUPIDDDD, i wanna starve myself also cannot.
    So pathetic, my parents and winnie won't let me :( Food is horror!!!
    GENTING MORE DIE, BUFFET IN THE MORNING AND NIGHT. WALAO EH. -.-
    I cannot wait for dance camp!!!!! Dance the whole day!!!! Confirm sweat!!!!

    I cannot wait to grow up. Really, seeing my older friends enjoying their lives, so envy.
    Eeeeee, i wanna enjoy my life too. URGH, MUST STUDY HARD NEXT YEAR!!!!

    Tuesday, December 1, 2009

    Determination filled to the brim.

    laughing Pictures, Images and Photos


    Pukey, that cat on top is scary ehhhhhh. LOLOL. Nevermind, me veliveli happy. HAHA.
    Happy from yesterday till now. Happy happy HAHAHAH~~!
    First i found pictures of him. NOW I FIND VIDEOS OF HIM. Lol but there is this woman who is so freaking tall.
    LOL I KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN. Haha, nevermind~~~~

    Basically~ I did nothing today! I just updated myself with Chick VS Dick and Numbnuts.
    These two shows just practically made me laugh the shit out of me. It's damn funny la!!!
    HAHAHAHA. And i realised Sheena's in episode 49 of Chick VS Dick.
    Talked alot to Heather today! Break record compared to all the other times i talked to her.
    :) Weeeeee, yesterday i was so lucky lucky. I guess i'll need Bear's help now.
    I know she'll help me. Confirm will one, cause she loves me. :D
    I've got nothing to post today! I just wanna slim down badly. I wanna slim down 5kg from my current weight.
    Zzzz, skip dinner timez have arrived. Even if my maid cooks, i'll not eat.
    RAHHHHH. -.-

    Monday, November 30, 2009

    BBQ.

    Hiiiiiiii ^^! I totally dont know anyone there la. :) But i still managed to pull thru LOL.
    It was fun! Hahahh. Let's start with a "formal" post. :)

    Woke up yesterday morning at 10plus. Supposed to go for guitar lesson but
    dint.
    Cause my parents was like scolding me scold until i feel as if there's no tomorrow.
    Yeah so, the torture was until 2plus in the afternoon. I was not allowed to go to Clarissa's BBQ and my electronics were all confiscated.
    Mean much? -'- But i slowly asked for my electronics back and asked them if i could go for BBQ later
    They say can and so i went off preparing. Heh. Clarissa's mum fetched me there cause idk how to go..
    Passed Clar her present and went to Pasir Ris Park~! While walking to the pit, i accidentally stepped on MUD.
    EWWWWW. -_- Quickly ran into the toilety to clean up. Hahahah.
    After a while, her friend came one by one. Her friends are interesting! One of them has the character of my couz Valerie sial.
    LOL. Played with water, rode bicycle, ate, played with sparkles, took super unglam photos.
    At night, the ships at the sea were super nice!!!! I wished i was inside la :(
    I wore sunglasses at night. HAHAH it was damn damn dark la!
    Fun day yesterday, haha i made new friends. HAHAHA~! Went back home at 9plus.
    I don't know if my parents are angry. But i told Clarissa that if she sees me online, means i'm safe.
    So i did went online HOHOHO. I'M SAFE!!!! :D Now i'm waiting for her to come online with the photos.
    Cause most of the photos are taken with her camera. She's taking her own sweet time to come online!
    I bet she's still sleeping la! What a pig, first day of her teen life and she's sleeping. Power.
    Hahaahahah! Oh ya and Clarissa! I don't think your JL is cute anymore. My JL's WAYYYYY cuter ^^! HAHAHAHA~!!!!

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    Saturday, November 28, 2009

    Saw you from a distance

    Yo guys. Haha, i'm here again woohoo. Watched episode 15 and went T1 yesterday for no reason.
    Went for dinner at Tampines Sports Hall. LOL there is this Japanese Restaurant inside.
    Haha, yeah then went walking around T1 till 9pm. I bought a jumper.
    Tsk i've got nothing to post for yesterday. Nothing interesting at all.

    Woke up this morning and realised parents not at home. YAY I CAN WATCH EPISODE 16!!!
    Damn happy, like seriously. HAHAHAHA. The show ended already lo!!!
    LOL will miss it man. Espeically Taekyung's face. LOL and i love their songs the english meaning man!
    Went to bathe after that and went for the Seminar.
    -.-. I got a call from yunjing but i dont know what's the reason cause she dint pic up when i tried calling her back.
    The seminar was not as bad as i thought, though my butt hurts for sitting for 2hours plus.
    I actually shaked hands with some guy whom i totally have no idea who he is.
    LOL the lecturer is damn!!!!! Funny. LMAO. Mummy's thinking of letting me go their idk what camp uh.
    5D4N one at JB. I think they confirm tell me go one, so bobian.
    Lol its like right after my Genting trip. 4-6, Genting. 7-11, JB.
    I'll probably agree to this camp CAUSE, i get to eat buffet food and stay in a hotel.
    AINT THAT GREAT? Well at least i dont have to eat packet food and live in some stupid bunk right.
    Told mama about Clarissa's BBQ and she said it was alright for me to go.
    HAHA i got free food tomorrow :X LOL. Went back home after that and i realised a cat was stuck in between the fence.
    OMG LA, so poor thing. She kept meowing and meowing. Chubb went crazy went he saw it.
    Leashed him and tried getting the kitty out. She's a baby leh omg. So skinny somemore.
    She dont look like a stray cat to me. I dont think we can keep it cause Daddy hates cats.
    So i only got to play with it awhile and when daddy reached home, you should know what happened next.
    -.- Ate dinner and i did not attend church for the 3rd week. Hilarious.
    -.- Zzz, next week also not attending. HAHA POWER EH????????? -'-
    Rah whatever. Lol, now i don't know what to do heh. Havent been talking to anyone for the past 2days.
    Yeah, veli bored right now and i still cannot wait to have fun.

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    Thursday, November 26, 2009

    Smile

    Okeh, i havent really been doing anything for the past two days. So let me just roughly update you guys on some stuffs.

    - I want a new blogskin design. I've been seeing this pinkpink thing for a super long time already. But i cannot think of anything nice sial. White bg, pink words?Damn normal sia, i see so many people have White bg with pink words. -_- I need help!!! Who got a mind of creativity??? I need it manxz!

    - My Aino. So stupid, 1st they say ALL branches no stock i damn angry aready.
    Now they say have to wait till 1st or mid week or Dec then stocks will come in.
    Sunday they say this week one sial!! How can they like that! So kukumalu la, bangla one.

    - My face seems to look very fine on the outside now, but its so not fine eh! Its so dry, rahhhhhh. How should i do man! I'm going back to my old routine and it seems to be getting better. Hope my face will recover before Genting.

    - I am not able to go for dance this week. Zzz. Father make me go some stupid talk on exam stuffs or what. The Dr. looks very stupid looking to me la. But whatever, its just one lesson. No harm going lor.

    - I watched Momo Love finished this week. LOL okay not finished, until episode 6 only. -_- They only have it until episode 6. Very nice leh! LOL i missed it when they are showing on tv, so i watched it online. I watched it on my ipod for the past few nights. Damn funny and nice, make me laugh LOL.

    - I think i'm having Insomnia all over again. Eeek havent been sleeping well the past few nights. Slept at 2am, 3am, 4am. -_- Kuku much? LOL

    Okeh, it's exactly 1 more week till Genting. I know it's just M'sia.
    But remember what i said? I won't be going anywhere else, so i'd better enjoy this short trip.
    That is why i'm excited. The only thing is that i hope the uncles and aunties there don't say i put on weight.
    :( *Prays hard* LOL. And, i'm done with my post. :)

    UPDATED @ 11pm
    HIHIHI. I went parkway just now with MUMMY. LOL. Very rare chance i tell you.
    I bought many many things!!! Clarissa's present, sunglasses, specs, shirts, shorts, undies.
    HAHAHAH. Veli veli nice and i likey likey. Weeeee. :P I know my face is going to recover.
    IT WILL CONFIRM RECOVER ONE. LOLLLLL. LOVE THE STUFFS I BOUGHT TODAY!
    Weeee Parkway's Cotton On is BIG!! ME LOVEY LOVEY!! HAHAHAHA. I'm gonna slim down.
    I want tedious exercises, like what i do during dance cca. RAH WISHED I HAD DANCE DURING THE HOLIDAYS.