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    Monday, May 31, 2010

    Hurt on the inside, yet staying strong on the outside.

    Hey hey hey. I suddenly had something to write down here. So i think it's better if i write now than to wait till god knows when, and by then i'll forget what i wanted to write. Hehe, so here's it.

    I remember 2 years ago, people used to flirt by making whoever she/he likes as a "gan". Somehow back then, being "gans" with that particular person is a step closer than normal friends. So you can start saying, "Hello (gan)(whatever), i missed you/i love you. :)" Come to think of it now, those 'iloveyou's & 'imissyou's were just so fake. 2years have passed. Facebook has got this acknowledgement of you being a sibling of someone. Now when people add you as one of their sibling, it means he/she does not wants to go any further than that besides a brother/sister. Wow, the world has changed.

    Ok bottom line, i dont like people telling me 'i love you' when they dont. I dont like people saying 'i miss you' when they obviously tell it to the whole world. Eg, i recieve a very awesome, sweet and wonderful wallpost on my Facebook wall. I happily said, i missed that person too. After moments of passing by other people's facebook walls, i realised they all have the same wallpost as me. It practically means that your status in that person's heart is just very ordinary. I. DO. NOT. LIKE. THAT. FEELING. AT. ALL.

    Yeah probably that person have got many friends and have got to entertain all of them. But he/she cannot think of any other ways to greet them or humour them, and end up using the same ways to everyone. What for have many friends? Is it the number that matters? When you're in trouble, do all of them help you out? You know, 1 friend is enough. 1 really true friend who will support you no matter how bad your situation is.

    Another important thing that i feel that i should mention: Principles. Everyone has to have their own principles and make sure they stick to it. Eg, Some good friend of yours spoilt the trust you had in them and betrayed you. You decided to not make friends with them. However, after some time, you decided to make up with them since the issue of betrayal was long over. Hey, so what if its over? You have no idea when he/she will betray you another time. Once bitten, twice shy. You should not keep yourself off-guard. Trust takes many years to build, and it only takes afew minutes to break.

    Ok i'm done with what i wanted to say. :) I hope everyone of you have a good day today. I think the Olevel takers should have finished their MT paper already. Goodluck. & I will also miss my friends who are in LTC now. Crazy Jonas is texting people who are not in LTC. Haha.