According to you, i'm stupid i'm useless, i cant do anything right.

Hello. I know i've broke my promise becuz in my previous post, i said i'd post before last Sunday.
HA what a joke. It's already been more than a week. Sorry for not posting. Have been busy and tired these days.
Lol i know i've got loads of never ending excuses. Everything's just gonna be a summary.

14th June, Monday
Studied at home for EIGHT hours. It was boring TO THE MAXIMUM. Can you imagine it? Eight damn hours. I dont know how i actually survived that day okay.

15th June, Tuesday
Studied again in the morning and afternoon. Finally had some fun in the night at Night Safari. It was awesome :) Haha i kinda saw alot of cacausians. HAHA.

16th June, Wednesday
Studied, AGAIN and went to the SG flyer! It was not as exciting as i thought it'd be. I think it's more of a couple's place. Supposed to go Ion after that but idk what happened, so headed home :(

17th June, Thursday
Swimming in the late morning and studied all the way till night. Goodness gracious i really cannot believe myself.

18th June, Friday
Toy Story 3 with family in the late morning. Had Fish and co. for lunch and headed home, continued studying DAMNIT!!!! -_-

19th June, Saturday
Studied in the morning, went to Oschool for dance in the early evening. I'm like SUPER lonely because i'm not close to anyone there besides Brice and he wasnt there because he was at Perth enjoying. :( However, Zaihar grouped us into groups to do performance next week. So i kinda socialized abit.. Swimming at night. :)

20th June, Sunday
Hehe, Happy Father's Day!! :D Did nothing much in the afternoon. Went to Air Supply's Concert at night at Resort World! Hehe it was FANTABULOUS!!!! His voice is SUPER AMAZING because he has a soul of a 20yearold even though he's old! Yay rock on~


21st - 24th June, Monday - Thursday
Dance was from 10am - 6pm everyday. We were all preparing for Ouevre concert on 9th July! :D Hehehe yes it is indeed tiring but i enjoyed it ALOT! Love all the dancers and Ms Shining! She changed my solo part to something else. Kinda like the new one better but i have gotta practice, baby! :D

25th June, Friday
Went to NAFA for rehearsal and the whole rehearsal was screwed up la please. All of us did kinda badly for all dances. Only the last item was almost perfect. Damnit, i'm such a fat bitch. Zzz. My eye hurt so badly for the whole day. Went for lunch at j8 with clique then home to sleep. Only wanted to sleep for like an hour or so but ended up sleeping for 2hours plus. -_- My pathetic eye!!!! :'(

26th June, Saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIQIAN!!!!(L) Studied in the morning and didnt go for dance. Ha, i slept thru the whole afternoon because of my eye again!!!! I swear it's SUPER PAIN!!!! :( Went serangoon garden to have dinner and then headed to City Square to get daily necessities. Kinda had cold war with my mom. Ha lame reason which i wont want to mention it here. Everything was fine in the night. I slept at 2 that very night!!!

Tumblr keeps me company every single day. Hehe I love you Tumblr. :)

27th June, Sunday
I was awakened by Winnie that dumbdumb this morning. She stopped my dream leh! So funny though, cause i cannot really recalled what i dreamt about. All i remembered was Dominic was in my dream :O "Eh Shanette!!" Winnie sounded happy but she got that "OMG SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED" look on her face. I thought the world was gonna break apart for one moment. Then she smiled at me when i opened my eyes and said she saw SOMEONE at church this morning. Lol, i was like "er ok..." So kinda talked about it for a little while then i tried going back to my dream but i obviously failed LOL.

Guitar lesson in the late afternoon and then home after that. Sigh i'm so bored now. You know i really lost the interest in blogging. I think this blog's gonna close down next year. Like i'm pretty sure. I'm only like sec3 this year and i only have less than an hour everyday to use the computer. I'm gonna take O levels next year. DO YOU THINK I GOT TIME TO EVEN TOUCH THE COMPUTER?! Gosh. Yes i know you guys always see me online 24/7 but thats because i log in thru my phone and never log out. HAHA. Look at the way i'm blogging now... It's so boring! I know i said i'll post pictures up but HELL I'M FREAKIN LAZY. I'm such a irresponsible blog owner. -_-

So yeah blah whatever. This blog's gonna die off.

Stop oh yes wait a minute, Mister postman.

Heyheyhey it was a day of rotting @ home once again. Probably catching Toy Story with my family tomorrow. (SORRY FION(lee), my mom suggested one.. You know my grounded always means "only can go out with family" right..?)

Okay now i'm gonna post about HAIR too. I said 'too' becuz i read Jocelyn's post about HAIR in the morning and i decided to 'REBLOG' it. Of course me and her have got different tastes so YEAH. Here's it.





I like Straight, Long, Brown, HAIR. It's been almost 6months after my last haircut. The sad thing is, it didnt even grew more than 2-3inches! ITS THAT BAD MY DEAR. I dont know why. I know my hair is healthier than before ITS OBVIOUS. Last time i used to dye my hair a couple of times becuz the colour wouldnt come out and i would straighten my hair every single day. NOW? I totally let me hair go naturally. Eh you should be happy im giving you freedom ok, hair. All i'm asking you is to grow BELOW MY NEHNEH. VERY HARD TO ASK FOR MEH?! Lol i'm nuts i know.. Haha. Actually that's about it, i just hate the fact that my hair never grown after 6 months :(

Oh ya fyi, i know the first photo is wavy hair. Well i think it looks kinda natural to me. I dont like permed hairstyle. Natural BEAUTIFUL curls is awesumz. :D I simply love the 2 middle photos okay.

Will i ever see you smiling back at me?

There's no one like you, you speak to my heart. It's such a shame we're worlds apart. I'm too shy to ask, i'm too proud to lose. But sooner or later, i gotta choose. & Once again i'm thinking about taking the easy way out.
Hello. I know i havent been posting for a real long time. Not really THAT long but it's still long, right? Haha, i've got photos to post up this time round. I won't do it today though. I'm kinda tired today and the photos will probably take quite awhile to upload. So yeah, just wait a little while more. I promise you before Sunday okay? :) I'll always be updating my tumblr. (Well at least alot more than here.) So do check it out once in a while alright? Loveyou.

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BIGGEST NEWS IN TOWN. SHANETTE TAN HAS A TUMBLR. So visit and follow me la ok? Another thing, i remembered Kim Hyun Joong's birthday was on 6th June. Goodness how could i have gave it a mizz? :( Must be becuz i was sick and upset that i couldnt go for the SuperTeen camp... Owell~ That's an excuse. HEHEHE.

It has been a rollercoaster-ish week. I kinda envy all of you who all got to get out of Singapore :( Wo de ming hen ku la, bu ke yi get out of Singapore. School say got Math&Science learning journey to Hong Kong on September! I want to go!!!!! But mummy also say she'll bring family to Hongkong during September. Aiyo how leh? I want to go with school BUT obviously there wont be as much freedom as i have with my family. Ugh there are just alot of advantages and disadvantages here and there. I think have to score very well then can go also la. So...... whatever.

I wanna go for a swim tomorrow. I dont know where i can get some swimming costume. SWIMMING I WANT TO SWIM AT NIGHT. VERY SHIOKSHIOK DE. Hehehe it's also time for me this fat ass to start losing weight. OK I WILL TELL DADZ I WANT GO SWIMMING TOMORROW, @ 8PM. Hehehehe that time confirm very little people at the pool so i can swim freely.

I get a rush more than a crush.

Hello dearests.

I've been sick for the past 4days. Lol, what's up with me? One moment i'm ok, and the next i'm lying on the bed for more than 10hours. Siao. Since i'm up posting, i'm feeling quite okay for now. Actually i've got nothing to post. :(

What can a sick patient do? Sleep, eat medicine, watch tv. I'm gonna rot already. I was supposed to go to the camp. So yeah didnt go.. I feel so out of date already because i havent been downloading new songs. I'm going to start redownloading all my songs again. I hope i can download at least 200 songs by today. Cya kids.

UPDATED!

Hi. Television became my boyfriend for the day. Watched The Unborn before lunchtime. I think it was rather stupid. Where got so coincidental keep having twins one?! -.- Okay i'm finding horror movies stupid now. Becuz the storylines are all the same! There's totally no kick in it. Whatever. Then So You Think You Can Dance was on AXN. Awesome :)

So my fever didnt come back up for the whole day. Think i should have recovered. I want to exercise. Siao i havent been eating much these days. Appetite damn bad. SERIOUSLY VERY BAD. I cannot think of anything that can make me drip saliva. LOL. Now i'm very bored. Waiting for dinner. I bet it wont be nice food one la. Zzz. Don't think i'll be going anywhere this June holiday. Wth so sad. Hate my life.

I just needed you to understand me.

Hello my dear people. I got alot of things to blog. I will blog properly. PROMISE. Hehehehe.

This week wasnt as bad as i thought. Obviously, my dear parents havent got a call from the school. So that is obviously why i'm still enjoying life. Well, I think i'm going for Superteen camp to resource. I dont even think i can be a resource. Plus, there is totally no one that i'm familiar with there, except for Brice, Peter, Ken (&Ernest). How? I feel so scared. Scarly i emo in one corner sialah. Ok enough of the blahing. Shall start on my daypost now.

Wednesday:
Went Parkway in the late morning with Winnie. Had a great time with her, becuz i managed to rant about Nina that stupid idiot with her. Everyone's just tolerating her, seriously. She should know where she stands in my family. Yes she has worked her 6years ago. So what? 6years has passed and alot of things have changed. If she cannot understand that, please i really wish you'd disappear right infront of my eyes. I bet she doesnt even like me. Ever since 6years ago, Spencer was always her first priority. Why everyone likes Spencer more than me? He looks cuter and better than me? His studies is always better than me? Zzzz, sometimes i just wonder why i have a brother that is totally the opposite of me. WHY?! Can't he just have ONE similiarity with me?

Ok why am i talking about such things here. STOP SHANETTE. Yes ok i've stopped. So continuing, reached home at 2pm. Finished the movie, Sorority Rows. It is such a thriller. I think its a "horror" movie. But it is more of a thriller than horror. I dont find it that scary. Becuz the same thing keeps happening, it's the thrill that was scaring me. HAHA.

Nothing much happened after that already. I wanted to take a nap in the afternoon, but i dont know what woke the tiredness out of me. So yeah. Took my dogs out for a walk in the evening with Winnie. :) Then slept at 12plus in the night.

Thursday:

Supposed to go to school myself becuz daddy have to fetch Spencer to school. So i woke up at 7.30am when class starts at 9am to prepare myself and head to school. When i was almost going to step out of the house, mom stopped me and told me she'd fetch me to school. OHMAN! :( I couldve slept for another hour or so!! :(

Class in school was BORING MAXIMUM! I pity the teacher la, though he is super irritating. He keeps saying hello hello hello hello to get people's attention. GOD, i bet he said more than 50 hellos in that one and the half hours of lesson! -_- I think he so kelian becuz no one listening to him. So i'm gonna be a good girl and do his homework later on after i've blogged.

Was planning to go home after school. But Geraldine wanted to eat lunch so i accompanied her. :) Her fave food: Chicken Rice. HAHAHA. Roamed around hub for a lil while and then decided to go her house slack. We were using the computer until we were so bored and warm we decided to hang around in her room, with aircon~

Still bored, we prankcalled people HAHAHA. One of them was Dorven. Alamak he talk DAMN soft. & He cannot differentiate me and Geraldine's voice. Actually, i think he can. Becuz he asked if i was sure i was geraldine when i started to talk. At some times, he seriously thought i was geraldine. Funny siaoz. Ok after that, Geraldine was very tired already and she fell asleep, leaving me alone in the room doing nothing. I didnt want to sleep. But there was nothing much i could do so i ended up sleeping too. How shiok (Y) Woke up and then slacked around again until her dad come home and we went out to eat dinner. THEN HOME SWEET HOME AFTER THAT! Yayz~! It wasnt really a VERY boring day becuz i got campanion :D


So tomorrow is a school day again. Wonder what i'll be doing after school tomorrow. I wanna catch the show, The Killers! I got no money already. I AM SERIOUSLY SO BROKE. ZZZ. Whatever, will blog tomorrow too, if i have the time. :D Anyway this chinese song is nice. I heard in when i was in Geraldine's house. Hehe.

Frustrated

Ok i'm such a good girl to keep updating these days with words. Ha its better than nothing, isnt it? You know what i've been up to lately? Dramas. Dramas thats what i've been doing the whole day. You're Beautiful(Repeated drama), Vampire Diaries and some other movies. I'm so freaking bored of it and I HAVE GOT NO MONEY. It's so frustrating. I need money.

Ohya, the Fame is SO BORING FOR GOD'S SAKE. Why did people say it was interesting in the first place?! It so reminds me of Bandslam. Freakin boring, babies. I want to get out of the house! Heather. I think i should head to her house. BUT, i dont know how to go -_- AND, i got no money. DAMN THIS IS STILL THE GOD DAMN PROBLEM. What should i do?!

I have no idea what i should rant now. I need money.

I NEED MONEY.

UPDATED!

Hello. I'm back. Hehe, love Kim Hyun Joong. The forever handsome boy! Their new MV is out!




Kim Hyun Joong ahhhh~~~ Hehehe. His birthday is coming! HEHE I REMEMBER OK~! (L)

I feel very sad. I'm gonna spend the next few hours redownloading all my songs into this blardy repaired computer. Fug sial. First my phone spoil, now computer spoil. Next what? My itouch spoil issit?! Roar, sometimes electronics damn wadaeff ok. Sigh so sad.

I think i better start downloading now. It's 600plus almost 700 songs i'm talking about here ok. -.- & Probably another 40plus videos. GOD, can you save me? :(