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    Sunday, January 31, 2010

    There is a freak down town.

    Aloha ladies and gentlemen~! :D I was awaken by Charlotte's message today.
    Alamak. I slept at 2plus this morning! :( Damn worn out man.
    Aunty nina come wake me up so early also. Urgh, i dont want her wake me up la.
    So irritating. She dont know my style. IRRITATING. LOL.
    So, as usual, went for guitar in the late morning. B flat is freaking hard to press ok!
    Prepared earlier for tuition cause I told Brice i'd come earlier today.
    I was only earlier than usual by 15minutes? -.- So pathetic. The jam at bugis, is seriously mad.
    Kassandra was late 20minutes! Chatted with Tedra and Brandon outside for awhile.
    Then we went into the tuition place. Saw Brice and he was like: Still tell me you come early...
    HAHA. I did prepared early kay! Jam until like that also not my fault what. Heheh.
    He liked the Nike jacket i was wearing just now. Cause it looked kinda coolish & dancerish.
    Teacher told me to go in already cause it was almost time but i wanted to wait for Jervois and Kassandra to arrive!
    They took so long :( I dont wanna be alone! Haha, Brice followed me & Yi jean in to class and he sat behind me.
    After class, i realised he sent me a facebook comment saying: I'm behind you:D
    LOL?! He good la, i was so bored in class and he was behind me, FACEBOOKING?!
    Good good. VERY GOOD UH! Haha, went for dinner at Chompchomp after class.
    Daddy just loves spoiling my mood after tuition class. Urgh, dont wanna mention what happened.
    Went home, bathed and did my Vocab corrections. ZZZ, stupid Esther How pervert to the very maximum.
    I got 4 mistakes out of 15. We're supposed to copy out the whole freaking sentence for the one word that is wrong.
    COPY 10TIMES PER SENTENCE SOMEMORE. STILL NEED TO COPY THE MEANING 10 TIMES TOO.
    OMFGGGGG. My hand now is so stiff already la. Most of the typing is done by my right hand, no kidding.
    She reminds me of my primary 6 teacher, Mrs Choy. Except mrs choy only tell us copy WORD 5 TIMES.
    Pervert la Esther How. -.-. So here's the end of my day.
    Tomorrow's school again. I'm only looking forward to dance. DANCEDANCE AND DANCE.
    Me love dance. Hohoho. Goodnight everyone, have a nice sleep alright! MUAX~!

    Saturday, January 30, 2010

    I just wanna know exactly, where you at.

    Charlotte was so emotional last night. Made me speechless.
    All i could do was to tell her to stop crying. Couldnt help her much.
    And i woke up this morning by her call. Alamak, 9.23am called me. -_-
    I was still sleeping, and i talked to her with the sleepy voice.
    She told me she slept at 4 the previous night. CRAZY, then she still wake up so early.
    Something's wrong with her man. But i'm glad that she's waaaaaay better than last night.
    Slacked around till 11plus and went to prepare for dance.
    Jose was our new teacher now. Omg, the stretches that he did was way gay for him k.
    LOL, he can do a center split, and expected us to do too. My PART almost splited.
    -.-. He told us in order to pass the exam, he THINK that we must be able to do a split.
    Wa, then like that die la. So hard lor, center split. I think his Chennel damn weird.
    Like robot like that, make me cannot do properly. LOL. Think i'm gonna need some time to fit his kind of stretching.
    Took almost an hour to reach home. Omg, i dont know why today's city side jammed like mad.
    Used the computer till 5plus. Aunty nina, winnie and i went church together.
    Omg, after 1month of not seeing that Josef, he finally turned up today!
    He seemed sick. Actually i'm not sure if its real anot.
    Cause, Aunty nina was like: Eh he like wanna laugh like that.
    OH YA, I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ALL. Aunty Nina is my old maid.
    She worked with us 5 years ago and now she's back to work with us again.
    But in just 1 day time, she know all about my stuffs already. So obviously she knew about CHURCH GUY.
    "Shanette ah, he keep looking at you you know!" Nina kept telling me that.
    (OMFG I AM PISSED NOW. HALF OF MY BLOG POST IS GONE. I HAVE TO RETYPE! ROAR!!!)
    I was like dotdotdot. Okeh... Awkward much.. LOL. On the way back home, he walked SUPER fast.
    Wthh. I think because Nina scared him away. She kept asking me to go say hi and talk to him AND ASK FOR HIS NUMBER.
    Wth. If i wanted his number and i had the guts to ask, i would've done it 10 bloody months ago.
    Why the hell would i wanna wait till NOW?! Cute uh she. Went back home and mama asked if he turned up.
    I told her he did come and she asked if i got talk to him. Obviously, NO. LOL.
    After a short while, she freaked me out. She was like: Go take his number la.
    Then blahblahblah. My mind came out with one image with loads of question marks.
    LOL!!!! She even called me simply silly. I also dont know for what reason.
    WEIRD MAN! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, MY MOTHER ASKED ME TO GO ASK A GUYS NUMBER.
    Very unbelievable la. Seriously man.. LOL. Had dinner but it wasnt nice.
    So i went SPC to get some snacks and eat. Bathed and now blogging.
    Hoho, i shall end the post here. Tomorrow will be a boring day. Then school starts again.

    It's as if you know me just from the first glance.
    When I saw that familiar smile of yours, my footsteps stopped as well.
    Baby, time flies by with a blink of an eye.
    But I remember those feelings from that moment.
    Anyhow it feels insecure.
    So can I try it again.
    When i look and try to catch a glimpse of you, you're just getting further and further.
    I just wanna know if you feel the same, (Where u at? Where u at?)
    Please tell me right now, so I can start my love.
    I just wanna know if you feel the same, (Where u at? Where u at?)
    Where u at, boy.
    Someday when I am called, you will notice that I am already standing beside you.
    It's as if you understand my loneliness. Those expressions of yours is unforgettable.
    You know how I feel. Uh, then I wake up in my zone. Blink twice and you are gone.
    Perhaps you are having a hard time like I am.
    If this cold world, collides and tires you out, pPlease wait until I can meet you.
    No matter how much I run to find you, you are only getting further.
    Let me break this down. Somewhere today, you, who might be listening to this song.
    I would like to say that I'll promise you right now that you were meant for me, so I will be there for you.

    Translation of Where you at - Tae Yang


    I dont really think the english translation is that accurate. OH BUT WHO CARES.
    I only think some part of the english abit kuku, but most of them are quite nice :D

    Friday, January 29, 2010

    I never found the words to say.

    Hi everybody! :D I'm now in my blue contact lens, looking awesomely.... WEIRD.
    I dont feel comfortable. Weird stuff, i blink my eye one time, it moves one time.
    It gives me the feeling that its gonna come out anytime. -.-
    I think its probably because its new... Nevermind, hope in days to come, i'll feel NORMAL.

    So i went to school as usual. Went up to hall and Mr Peterson didnt come again!
    Ohman, what's wrong with him yo!? Alright, hope he comes next Tuesday.
    I sat down, Jonas and En wei, as usual was beside me. I didnt know what happened k seriously.
    Stupid Jonas suddenly spray Enwei's perfume on my arms. I thought it was water at first.
    Cause i wasnt talking to Jonas. I wasnt even looking at him. Damn random k.
    Then Yolande was like: Orh he spray you already. HAHA now you smell like a guy!
    The perfume smell got stronger and i lagged uh.
    So when i knew it was perfume, "EEEEEE WTHH!!?" was the first thing that came out of my mouth.
    I took out mine, and sprayed at myself, hoping the "MAN SMELL" will go away.
    It didnt really went away uh. HIS PERFUME DAMN STRONG CAN? Why man's perfume so strong uh? -.-
    After that i passed my perfume to Yolande and asked her to spray him for me.
    LOL YOLANDE SUPER DUPER CUTE OKAY!!! She sprayed already right, then she tell Jonas: HAHA NOW YOU GOT GIRL SMELL!!! HAHAHA!
    LOL, what a cute girl. Kns la, after awhile, when i wasnt concentrating on the perfume thing already, HE GO SPRAY MY LEG. -.- OI I SLAP YOU LA JONAS KOH.
    Had History lesson first. Lent Alexea my itouch and she played Tap Defense.
    I told her i finished all 43levels and she was like, biantai.
    LOL? -.- She quite addicted to the game uh, cause she played for the whole lesson.
    I thought CS lesson was next. Saw Charlotte coming out from her Geog class and asked her why she was going down to the third floor when CS lesson is on the 4th floor.
    She told me it was Bio lesson and i kept telling her it was CS.
    She got so pissed and told me to go CS myself. LOLLLLL, obviously i didnt and went Bio room with her.
    Then she told Yvonne and the rest she wanted to kill me cause of this.
    Heh! I didnt know ma! Sorry la! Since Peterson didnt come, this weird Mr Tan took over.
    Okay not really took over, he only gave us a worksheet to do and ran off.
    What a gay teacher. He talks and acts like a gay. Cannot stand him omg.
    RAHHHH its so unlucky to have Jonas beside me. Actually nothing one.
    Until Yvonne and Jonas started acting crazy just because Yvonne used pen and draw ONE LINE on Jonas shirt.
    -.- Then they fight fight fight, fight already uh he suddenly use his effing judo belt and wanted to strangle me.
    WAH I WANNA KILLLLLLLL HIM. -.- Too bad, i'm too weak. HE SERIOUSLY IS STRONG.
    Wtf, everyone should know that i'm big in size. He?!!?!? A SKINNY ASS.
    HE CAN PULL ME OFF MY CHAIR. I wanted to grab his belt and strangle him.
    But he dont want to let go of his belt so we ended up playing tug of war.
    Well, somewhat. HAHA. WALAU EH HE TREAT ME LIKE HORSE. I WANNA PUNCH HIM!!!!!
    Scary, he can lift me from my chair. YOU THINK EASY AH. -.-
    My weight itself is already very heavy, PLUS I USED ALL MY MIGHT TO STAY SEATED SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO GET THE BELT AND HE WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO LIFT ME OUT OF MY CHAIR.
    Bloodyhelllzxzzxzx. Why he so strong. -.-. Recess after that and went for EL lesson.
    Ms Esther How these few days anyhow scold people one. Not really scold uh, like nag.
    Social studies was the last lesson. Quite slack uh. Haha.
    Went amkhub after school. Charlotte and i bought contacts and i did a good deed ^^.
    Hehehe. Headed to McD to have lunch. Its ALWAYS McD. So sick la.
    I saw Annabelle!!! God, she is damn pretty now la. LOL. Headed back home after lunch cause i've got nowhere else to go.
    Bathed and everything already and i'm gonna end this post soon.
    My old maid, Nina is coming back today. I think anytime now, she'll be coming to our house. :D

    Alrighty, the photos below, most of them are old photos. I was just lazy to post it up. HEHEHE.
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    These three photos were taken A VERY LONG TIME ago...

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    omg, the drink so tall.
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    HAHA THE BABY SO CUTE!!!!!
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    These photos were taken when i ate at Ministry of Steak. I think it was last Sunday.

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    This was taken last week. For fun only. HAHA.

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    Charlotte is a biantai. She keeps doing this in class when shes bored. -.-
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    CHARLOTTE'S NEW PHONE!!! I love the baby pink~
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    Hehehe, my score for Extreme - Pokerface Glam as you club mix. The 4 key one.
    But nah, now my highest score is 1900000.(Est.)
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    JONAS KOH JIA HAO. THE IDIOTIC IDIOT. SEE YOUR PHOTO IS ON MY BLOG ALREADY.
    FOR YOUR INFO: Jonas has a clip on his hair. What a retard. :P

    Heyheyhey, all those human photos were not taken by me okay. Someone named Yvonne snapshot of you.
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    All the chairman 1,2,3.
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    See, the colour nice right. ^^.

    Omg, the iPad is freaking cute kay. Now i want it. HAHAHAHAH!
    Its like the bigger version of iTouch and a smaller version of a computer.
    LOL. Cool to the maximum yo~!!! Hehee..... *birthday present.....* HEHEHEHE. :P!!

    UPDATED @ 6.57PM
    Omg Tae Yang is so hot kay. He dances super well kay. Gonna go download his videos now.
    Charlotte is a selffish fish who doesnt want to send me. Stupid idiot. -.-



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    These three songs are very nice ^^.

    Thursday, January 28, 2010

    Sometimes i just dont know if one's telling the truth.

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    Sup peepo. Tiring day today. Went to school early today, hoping that i'd get to copy my DNT homework from Ravethi.
    But she came late i think. So didnt do. First period was PE.
    Rope skipping and some lame ball game we played. Character Education next.
    Mr Peterson on MC today. Teacher just went thru the COP for poly for this year's batch.
    DNT was next. Was expecting it to be boring. But Dennis was somehow entertaining me throughout the whole lesson.
    Haha, so yeah! Had fun, not cause of dnt and cause i had entertainment.
    Recess, ate and EL period was up next. Dont really remember what happened.
    Confirm boring one! History lesson was hilarious! It was all because of Alexea.
    HAHAHA, she is freaking funny yo, most of the people around her kept laughing.
    Chinese lesson was the last lesson of the day.
    Dennis was being an idiot. I gave him my number during DNT class cause he wanted it.
    Then during chinese, he texted me saying that he was Yvonne.
    Hell, you think i stupid ah. What a dumbdumb. The way he type & yvonne is totally different kay.
    Waste message sia, he is like 3 - 4 seats apart from me in Chinese class.
    Slap him uh, *PIAK!* Haha. Went to dance studio after school and slacked around till dance started.
    Did warmup as usual and across the floor. Did badly today. Dont know why also.
    My floor phrase is completed. I think its kns though.
    Liqian, Charlotte and Yvonne's phrase was SUPER NICE! I'm bullshit.
    -.- Dance ended at 6 and went home with Yvonne as usual. Tomorrow's friday!
    I'm thinking of going out with Jazreel. See first uh, i dont know whats the plan.
    So that's the end of my day. Will check if i've got any homework later and off to lalaland.

    Okay i got this message from an email sent by my friend. I think its cute awesome.

    When a boy is quiet... millions of things are running in his mind.
    When a boy is not arguing... he is thinking deeply.
    When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions... he is wondering how long you will be around.
    When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds... he is not at all fine.
    When a boy stares at you... he is wondering why you are lying.
    When a boy lets you lay on his chest... he is wishing for you to be his forever...
    When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.
    When a boy says ' I love you '... he means it.
    When a boy says ' I miss you '... no one in this world can miss you more
    than that.
    Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person...

    Find a Guy.. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
    Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
    Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
    Wait for the guy who... kisses your forehead...
    Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
    Who holds your hand in front of his friends....
    Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
    Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '


    I dont really know about the 'When a boy' part is true anot la.
    I'm not a guy. So ask a guy to see if its true. Somehow, it seems untrue to me. LOL.

    Wednesday, January 27, 2010

    Write in on the skyline.

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    OH, MY, GOD. My blog's been dead for a week?! So not like me.
    Haha, i've been quite lazy these days and i'm usually not using the computer.
    I know, you do see me online almost 24/7. That's because my phone can log into MSN.
    Not surprising right? Alright, now i needa flashback all the way back to last Thursday.
    My memory seriously aint that good, so i might miss out some parts of my life.
    I've got LOADS to write. I know you people just love my longlong posts right?
    I bet my blog's famous cause people remember them by: See la, this blog always post longlong posts one.
    Okay... That sounded negative. HEEEEY, people still read my blog regardless of how long my post is yo!
    Hehe~

    Okay, so what happened on Thursday? I had PE the first lesson.
    Jogged the whole school and did rope skipping. Havent been doing that for 2years now.
    Obviously, my skills aint as great as last time. I remember i could do quite a number of tricks with the rope 2 years back.
    Now i totally cant. -.- Well, dont bother bout it anymore. HEH.
    Had Character Education next. Mr Peterson is our CO teacher for this period!
    Awesome man, it means the lesson would be fun! Hehehe, Mr Peterson is always funny during lesson times.
    Played a Cat and Mouse game. I LOST!!! :( So unfortunate. Nevermind, lose then lose lor.
    It was a really fun game. Had loads of laughters. I think our group's the noisiest.
    HAHAA~! DNT was after CE. Boring ttm!! -.- Every Thursday is Mass Lecture.
    Cowdung, damn boring. Beside me was Dennis and Darryle. Dennis was retarded k.
    He was the one who sat beside me and didnt noticed it was me until 10minutes after he sat down.
    He turned to me, and said: Woah Shanette, you miss me uh? Aiyo no need miss me until like that ma.
    -.-. The whole lesson i was being pestered by the two kukus. Okay not really, but still kinda irritating.
    They both are like cats having their small little fights and i'm their prop.
    LOL, switched seats with Yvonne cause she suggested it. But it didnt helped uh.
    Recess, then I dont remember what lessons i had after recess. EL, HIST, CHINESE.
    Yes i know, these three subs. I wont bother writing what happened in class cause its the same old boring thing.
    Had dance after school and it was BORING!!!! -.- It was audition day.
    Teacher's gonna group us into level 1,2,3. Of course Good ones go to level 3, normal ones go to level 2 and bad ones go to level 1. And poof, i'm in level 2.
    Level 2's very in between. Some exercises are the same as level 3's, while some is level 2.
    But for level 1, they do basic stuffs. The sec1s are in level 1.
    Not because they are dumbdumb, its cause they are new, DUH. LOL.
    Went home, bathed, worked, slept.

    I dont remember what happened in school on Friday. The only memory i had was i enjoyed Bio lesson.
    LOL. Bio lesson's always fun! So lucky i didnt chose Physics. Whoof.
    Accompanied Amanda, Liqian and Charlotte to have a haircut after school.
    Andrea tagged along too. They went back home after that while me and Charlotte went to Kopitiam eat Hokkien mee.
    Then headed to hub and walked around like a clueless soul.
    Went home at 4plus and slacked. Friday's here again~! But it'll soon be gone.
    Hey, it IS a already gone. LOL. :P

    Saturday, usual practice. Dance in the afternoon and Church in the night.
    Josef never come again. He die already la. Its been 1month plus since i last saw him.
    Died already. -.- Wanted to go Sushi Tei and have dinner.
    It was already 8plus that time, the place still so crowded. So my family decided to eat Thai food.
    :( I WANT SUSHI!!! I HAVENT EAT THAT IN WEEKS!!! :( LOL...
    End of the day.

    Sunday, ALSO USUAL PRACTICE. Guitar in the late morning and tuition in the afternoon.
    Brice just cannot stop telling me he wants to learn dance from me.
    I'm seriously a shitty dancer and if he wants to learn, must find someone more professional like Tedra.
    She dances super cute-ly lor! Chatted with him for awhile after tuition and went Marina sq.
    Walked around and bought wallets from The Wallet Shop. Hah, I didnt get a wallet from there.
    I bought a pouch instead. I liked the brown one with some very beautiful design.
    :( but mummy saw and took it away from me and asked me to choose another design.
    Walao. I ended up taking a pink one. That one super common la please.
    I DONT WANNA BE COMMON!!! -.- Roar. Nevermind, the pink one's still nice no matter what..
    Went Serangoon Garden's Ministry of Steak to have dinner. Wanted to go Sushi Tei again.
    But AGAIN, it was crowded. Irritating!!! -.- No matter where i go, it'd be crowded.
    Last time when i first moved into this estate, I SWEAR Heartland mall was like Mars.
    TOTALLY NO PEOPLE ONE LOR. I didnt like that place last time cause it was so deserted.
    Now leh! Packed like mad. Crazy one. So had dinner at MOS and went home.
    Slackslackslack, then sleep. HAHA COOL LIFE RIGHT???

    Monday, had school! Yeah like obviously.. Haha, CS was lame.
    Recess was next and Chem after recess. Boring boring boring. Math was equally boring.
    Then it was Bio!!!! YAY IT WAS FUN! Went lab and do the microscope thingy.
    Supposed to have test on Friday but Mr Peterson said if all of us can see the cell VERY CLEARLY, no test on friday.
    Me and yvonne turn turn turn the thing, then can see already~~
    Heheh, when teacher checked jonas and enwei's one, he say cannot pass.
    Then i was like laughing at jonas for being such a dumbo.
    Teacher heard me and said that i should help him out. Not i, but me and Yvonne.
    So we did, Yvonne's lousy la~~! I do then can see, weeee i rock! :P
    Jonas perfume damn strong uh. Had another break after class and it was Chinese.
    Crappy lesson and school ended. Had Dance and it was boring again wtf.
    Cause the sec1s joined us, and they everything dontknow.
    So everything became slowerslower and slower. The whole 2hours plus only did warmups and Across the floor.
    Omg. -.-. Dance studio is seriously damn small. Ms Shining said we can move to Hall.
    When will that happen? I dont mind the heat, can sweat. LOL.
    Went home, did work and slacked and SLEPT~

    Tuesday, EL was first period followed by DNT. Deadly subject. :(
    It was boring, totally have no idea what the teacher was teaching. -.-.
    Recess, chem, math, ss, break then Chinese. Monday and Tuesday sucks la.
    Well, Tuesday sucks even more cause at least there's Dance to look forward to on mon.
    Rahhhhh hate those lame lessons. I just dot look forward to dnt lesson at all.
    Thursday's DNT is alright. Cause its mass lecture. Never listen nevermind.
    HAHA. & i get to sit with Yvonne~! The rest of the days i'm separated into another class.
    Rah. Boring, boring and BORING. Took bus back with Yvonne and reached home around 4plus.
    Jonas really make me wanna laugh la yesterday. But i'm not evil, so i wont laugh.
    Used the computer, did work and slackslackslack and then bedtime.

    Wednesday, YAY I'M AT THE LAST PART OF MY POST!!!! YAY!!!!
    I'm so happy. My life's very boring. I get even more bored typing my life out.
    God, if something interesting happened, it wouldnt be THAT BORING.
    Okayokay, i shall stop biching and continue with this super lame post.

    Went to school today as usual and headed up to the hall and sat down and how special.
    Didnt see Jonas and Enwei in the front line. Weird much. But i saw Jonas when i first came into the hall.
    Went for Math lesson and Charlotte was so sad :( Make me sad la.
    DNT was next and slackslackslack. Recess, loved the food that i bought today!
    Delicious! Haha, Charlotte superrrr emo :( Jonas also crazy one, keep holding penknife.
    What for uh? Then Yvonne tell me he cut. I wanna use chopper CHOP him ah, still cut.
    -.-. EL period next, had mass lecture. Quite hilarious uh, but i sit until my buttock pain, back also pain, everywhere pain.
    Like grandmother like that. HAHAHA, Jonas was being retarded, clip his fringe with GIRLS CLIP and called me for no reason.
    Went up to hall for assembly and so coincidentally, Enwei and Jonas were beside us again.
    At some point of time, we talktalktalk. Then i dont know why can talk until go my house one.
    -.-. She said this to Enwei: "She wont invite me to her house one la. She only invite her friends to her house one la. NEHHHH>>>> *Points to Charlotte and co.*"
    I didnt caught what they said previously. Ey i'm a kind person, who say you cannot come my house.
    Can come, find your way to my house la! Alamak. School ended and i went home.
    Had lunch and i didnt like my lunch. Bathed and i'm blogging now.
    Woohoo, what a boring post. Zzz, i wish i can close down this blog uh.
    BUT DONT WANT, MEMORIES :D:D:D Hehh, i'm being retarded.
    I'll end this post by being more retarded. HEHEHE.

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    And OF COURSE, a beautiful song lyric.

    I remember years ago, someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love.
    I did, I did. And you were strong and i was not.
    My illusion, my mistake. I was careless, i forgot.
    I did and now when all is done. There is nothing to say.
    You have gone and so effortlessly.You have won.
    You can go ahead tell them,

    Tell them all i know now, shout it from the roof top.
    Write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now.
    Tell them i was happy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open.
    Tell them what i hoped would be, impossible, impossible...

    Falling out of love is hard. Falling for betrayal is worst.
    Broken trust and broken hearts, i know, i know.
    Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love is worst.
    Empty promises will wear. i know (i know)
    And know when all is gone. There is nothing to say.
    And if you're done with embarrassing me, on your own you can go ahead tell them,

    Tell them all i know now, shout it from the roof top.
    Write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now.
    Tell them i was happy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open.
    Tell them what i hoped would be, impossible, impossible...

    Impossible - Shontelle

    Wednesday, January 20, 2010

    For all those times you stood by me.

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    I did nothing much on Monday. It was just lessons lessons and even more lessons.
    I think i fell asleep in math lesson. The stupid teacher was going thru the worksheet for the whole bloody period.
    So i had nothing to do, ended up falling asleep. I bet teacher thinks im a loser in Math.
    Okay you shall see ^^. Dance in the afternoon was awesome.
    Okay actually we didnt do that much stuffs, but i still love dance ^^.
    Im gettin better at the new across-the-floor exercises.
    Better doesnt mean i'm good. It was from shit-what-the-hell-are-you-doing to okay-at-least-now-i-know-what-you-are-doing.
    Thats my improvement. LOL! Slept at like 12plus or 1 that day.

    Obviously, i was super tired the next day. 2periods of english and 4periods of bloody DNT.
    I can kill people man. DNT sucks bigtime!!! Had half day due to the good o'lvls thingy.
    Supposed to go Somerset 313 with Yvonne, Charlotte, Amanda and co.
    But i didnt tell mummy earlier and even if i told her i'll be going out, i got no money.
    So, went home myself and ordered lunch back home. Urgh so freaking expensive.
    Bought it for 3pax. -.- Me, Brother, Winnie. I'm broke i tell you.
    Used the computer for awhile and was planning to blog. But daddy returned home soon after i got out of the bathroom.
    So i decided to take a nap. Slept till 6pm and ate dinner.
    Around 7, i was chit chatting with Winnie about Josef. Gosh, shes damn hilarious.
    I seriously cannot stop laughing. I'll laugh real loud if what she said yesterday happens.
    LOL!!! Went back up to my room and bathe, then planned to do homework.
    But i realised i had no homework to do besides DNT! So i decided to skip it.
    I didnt know what i was supposed to do anyway! So i just slacked around.
    Brother was being a fool of himself in my room, talking to himself. -.-
    LOL, i was just playing with my phone. Being random, i opened my phone list.
    "HAH, his name not in my list anymore. *scrolls down* Oh still here, aiya but at the bottomlist already. Nevermindnevermind~!"
    LOLLLLL, guess what happened after 15minutes or so?
    "Dominic calling, Answer? Decline?" I was seriously O.O?! LOL...
    Ask Spencer if you dont believe me. Haha. Talked for 20minutes or so, hanged and slacked around.
    Slept at 1plus nearing 2 yesterday. Damnittttttz, i wanna sleep early.

    Had new worksheets to do for math today. Finished the worksheet and had Math test.
    It was easy to the maximum yo!!! Noobs also can score fullmarks.
    I will score a fullmark unless i've got careless mistakes. I think i do have at least 1 careless.
    I didnt had time to check thru and i didnt bring my calculator. Mental sum yo, i'm a careless person oh~
    Haha, i'll just pray for the best :P DNT lesson again. Zzz, wasting time on some shit.
    Okay it was recess and then English. Did some paragraph on 'When i think of.....'
    And woohooo, i love my paragraph alot~ Its fantabulous k, though its kinda short compared to my mates. Haha.
    Charlotte wanted to write When i think of Shanette. RAHHHHHH, LOL.
    I became the example of the class after she told teacher that. Haha.
    She did write alil about me but she decided to change topic.
    The things that she wrote about me quite lovely la i must say. Hehe.
    Last lesson was Form Teacher Period. Rubbish la, did nothing much.
    Didnt want to go home so early. But i've got nowhere to go :(
    So took bus with Yvonne to J8 and we went seperate ways.
    The sun was scorching hot man, i nearly melted. Okay la, not so exaggerating, but still, its super hot.
    Gonna do homework later and yeah, homework. Goodbye.

    This is wrong but I can't help but feel like there ain't nothing more out there.
    Misty morning comes again and I can't help but wish I could see your face.
    And I knew from my personal plate, I'd be breaking all my rules to see you.
    You smile that beautiful smile and all the girls in the front row scream your name.

    So dim that spotlight, tell me things like 'I can't take my eyes off of you'.
    I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you.
    Give me a photograph to hang on my wall.
    Superstar..

    Superstar - Taylor Swift

    Saturday, January 16, 2010

    I wanted you.

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    Guys, i had fun yesterday :) Let me get started posting about the awesome fun i had.

    I set my alarm clock at 6.55am in case i oversleep or something.
    It rang for 4minutes and i woke up. I forgot i set it at such an early timing i nearly went to bathe.
    Took my phone, peeped at the time, "CHEY, ok i go sleep."
    Slept till 7.20am, woke up, went to bathe and prepare.
    I was ready at 8.15am, so daddy fetched me to Kovan and i took mrt to Sengkang to meet Charlotte.
    She misscalled me at 7.30am but i didnt pick up. So i called back when i reached Kovan.
    I spam called her but she didnt answered. When she finally picked up, she told me she was still drying her hair.
    And guess where was i already? At buangkok station. -.- One more stop to Sengkang and she's still preparing.
    GOOD UH SHE. In order for her to have more time to prepare, she told me to take lrt to Rumbia and wait for her.
    So i did and reached in no time. Met her and took bus to AMK to meet the other dears.
    Had McDonalds for breakfast. I ate Hotcakes. Haha, headed to ECP after breakfast.
    It was a longgggg journey. -_- I was so bored i played Taptap with Charlotte.
    Hehe, of course i trashed her ^^. She tried the 4 button one and broke my record.
    I never train the 4button song, only played like once. So the score very low.
    She broke it, and i broke hers. HAHA~! Reached ECP around 12pm. It was scorching hot.
    -.- Went to rent bicycles and my bicycle's somehow tall. Okay la, its like Marcus' bike.
    I have to tiptoe alittle to touch the ground. Nevermind, we cycled and realised Amanda's bike got problem.
    The break was spoilt. So we rested awhile and went back to the place to change for another bike.
    Charlotte, Amanda and Liqian went to change her bike while Yvonne, me and Jai sat somewhere and started camwhoring.
    Haha, the other three joined us after getting a new bike.
    Yvonne wanna take photos at the beachy area, so we cycled back to the old route.
    Snap snap snap snap snap, then went to return bicycles. Charlotte became so emo. :(
    She made everyone emo. -_- Yeah, after that, we had nothing much to do already.
    Went Mcdonalds slack. Bought fries. Dont know why always Mcdonalds lor.
    -.- The fries were nice ^^, it was only nice cause we were all hungry.
    I was kinda sick of Mcdonalds at that point of time already. LOL.
    We went back to the beach and play again. 3 older teens approached us and said they'd help us take photo with a Polaroid camera for $2 ea.
    We were very shagged already lor, but Charlotte wanted to keep as memory so she paid.
    I was expecting that the photo would turn out ugly. But somehow, it was beautiful!
    So i wanted one too, but so sad :( Mine's ruined... I also dont know, so i wasted $2 just like that wtf.
    Charlotte took another 2 more but the 1st photo was the best of the best.
    I asked her to ask some photo shop people whether that photo can duplicate not.
    I'll pay any price to have a copy of that photo. (OF COURSE CANNOT TOOOOOOO EX UH.)
    WENT BACK MCDONALDS TO GET ICE CREAM. LOL!!! Mcdonalds surround our day. -.-
    Walkwalkwalkwalk, slack slack slack, headed to 7Eleven cause Yvonne and Amanda wanted to get Slurpy.
    Buy already, slackslackslack. At 4plus, Charlotte and me took the same bus together while the others went Bishan.
    We chatted alot in the bus. Woohoo, i know Charlotte's darkest secrets ^^!!! LOLLL :P
    Went home and mummy told me we're not going church. DOTDOTDOT.
    So pissed cause i was looking forward to going and she like that. Tsk.
    So to cool myself down, i went to bed. LOL, from 5plus i slept till 8pm.
    Woke up and bathed. After that i completed my tuition homework.
    Looked at the photos taken and i realised i'm seriously really fat. :( Lol....
    Then i dont know Qianyu's eyes cock or what. She said i slimmed down.
    STILL ASK IF I GOT EDIT MY PHOTOS NOT. -.- Wth la you. So insulting. Aiya nevermind.
    Chatted with charlotte on the phone for 35minutes and talked to Jazreel late at night till 1plus.
    Yeah, my voice is not cute kay, Jazreel Loh Hui Yun.

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    My tongue's supposed to be blue :( It turned out so ugly. Real life it was blue!!!
    I drank Ice blueberry thats why its supposed to be blue.
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    The sunglass crew ^^
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    Fail....
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    :( I want this original photo. ITS VERY NICE seriously!

    Never did much today. Had guitar in the morning, tuition in the afternoon, church at night.
    Brice is a cute dude who seriously wants to learn dance. LOL, keep asking me to teach him.
    If i teach you, you will FAILLLLL badly. Hahaha~ Still say i'm his Master.
    Nonononono. Wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong. Hahaha :) Gary seemed super hyper today.


    Baby i dont wanna waste another day.
    Keeping it inside it's killing me, cause all i ever wanted comes right down to you.
    I wished that i could find the words to say.
    Baby i would tell you, everytime you leave, I'm inconsolable.
    I don't wanna be like this.
    I just wanna let you know, that everthing I hold in, is everything I can let go.

    Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys